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Saturday, December 5, 2009

FINALLY!

test PART 1 is over!
I'm so reliefed!
The next half of POM have to study even harder because its a whole book!
which means i have to revise oftenly not to forget the earlier chapters....

Sometimes ,
i think tht no matter how much i would really wanna have it.
It just can't seems to blend it in.
I will tired myself and have a bad impression too...
Therefore , maybe sometimes have spaces for myself would be a better choice
EVEN! if there are better things given for me...
I'll just work hard and hope for the best!
Just to say,
NEVER GIVE UP...

Yesterday's performance...
something was missing...
I was disappointed..
Not on you guys but i think myself...
i'm sorry if i lost my temper or sth...
not focus ah...
still i miss u all..
and i miss all the atmosphere tht we all used to have...
i would like to see how it was lke before...

as u all know somethings are left said by seeing it..
Cuz wat u say is not wat u see...
a lie or death definition.
u choose ,
cuz at the end of the day,
people will look at you at a different angle.
just watch wat u say.

plus on....
someone out there is getting on my nerves...
i just remembered i know u .
but not very well or close...
so stop putting words around
total liar.

k, away with all the negative stufff...
LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE!

Syg is gonna have his POP soon!
can't wait to spend time with him again! whooohoooo!!!!!
HAVE so many things in mind with him.. "secret"
u know i know huh...
not say i wanna say ah..
but its between me and him only haha!
have been missing him so much...
just can't get to see him.
romantic words aren't just words.
but its how u express and really mean to someone you'd really love.
Hor syg!.
=D

You coloured mE life
12:17 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Its been like a year plus i've known you...

And we're still moving on strong...

How fast was that! loL!...

To think that the things we've been through aren't like normal couples will have to face...

and there is more to go..

Put tht aside...

Lets look at the memories of our past times! hahah!

Can u believe tht when we took this picture on Aidil Gemok's lappie i didn't realise we both we inside...

Till now i still cannot believe ahhah!!!

Then this time when we started to get close after the rooftop thingy.

plus remember wat does tht picture signify?! hahah!

This was during ur SongSung time remember? lOL!

The couples from GREASE!.

i CANNOt imagine how gemok i was! haha!

Syg!!

compare ur arms NOW! and this picture u were!!

Hahahh! pyshc!

BET U CAN REMEMBER WHERE this was taken!

My "clubbing" experience and first dance club session with u. ahahah!

The stay over during grease camp.

Our 1st Valentine.

During my attachment and ur work period.

How much and fast it has passed...

so far yet very near.

we both have grown.

U too have grown!

big! loL!!

i may have friends who are always there for me.

i may have family to guide me and support me.

i may be good in sports or music.

But life without you, just keeps me half alive

i'm so glad..

that i've found you!. =D

You coloured mE life
12:38 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm so shagged over the past few days..

I'm so tired after projects and projects comin in so fast.

I'm so afraid of POM.

I'm so tired of all the problems thts been happening around.

Cuz it just keeps my head spinning.

Vocals and flu have yet recover.

But i will nvr get tired,

thinking and missing my syg whole day long.

"Cuz i'm truly madly in lorve with him." (a quote from him)

Which indeed its the fact that i cannot deny.

Thinking of him makes my jitters of problems go away.

Just can't stop giggling seeing his messages , on the phone with him, and seeing him.

It seems as if the time has stopped for the both of us to carry on our lives together.

And it will nvr happen for me to merajuk with him.

cuz his compassion , love , tender and care like a soldier teddy bear comforts me all the time.

SEEing him , listening to him.

makes my heart goes to heart "pom pom"

And i've got to say.

I've found LOVE.

and

I've found HIM...

You coloured mE life
11:34 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

PLease huh...
stop all ur blog wars....
wanna talk .
talk face to face.
Why? scared to face each other is it?
Why? cuz gt sth tht both sides should nt know?
If not do so...
hating someone is so horrible.
I dunno about u people.
But if u think its nt...
I can say.
wake up...

Watever starts.
it all started....
u know why it started
how it started
and who is started.
Wanna end it in such a manner...
It it with wat ur are doing...
All i can say is grow up...

Love has many ways...
but each time u say it..
u mean it...
Dun be naive and say then say another thing.
Pshyc!

You coloured mE life
12:20 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, November 21, 2009

A VERY MUCH OF LORVB , CARE AND CONCERN for each other.

plus UNDERSTANDING!

I shall say this is the first time i ever heard him so pissed over wat happened.

and this understand tht his concern and cares.

u can't say i have to hide from him.

But i think there is nothing to hide from him.

Cuz whatever he needs/not to know knows it .

and whatever i needs/not to know knows it...

Thats where trusts and truths towards each other comes from.

Without all these, problems will slowly come out.

Why?

wan me to elaborate not!?

i'll be very draggy u know!

cut short.

If u ever hide things from ur bf/gf.

The truth will always comes out.

Thts why is best not to hide/keep /lie.

Be truthful and understand.

You'll lead a happy life.

hahaha!

I'm so glad i've met him.

From friends to ,

come here sit with me,

to the rooftop.

to the camp night.

to the stayover.

till the end of GREASE.

to school seasons and exams.

to even the period of hardships we had suffered .

to his NS and my study life....

Till NOW!

I have never REGRET having him being my other half.

Its a very more of much how dearly i appreciate him.

ANd how much tht makes him so special towards me.

Hor syg!. =D

and i'm not afriad to say

"ur my boyfriend"

and

"i lowe u dearly! "

You coloured mE life
10:37 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, November 15, 2009

3 DAYS OF FREEDOM??

These 3 days, my parents had been going out from 7am till 10pm for a Investment shares talk...

So much so, its more like a we can do anything or go out without telling them!

The freedom was hell good without hearing them nagging early in the morning or in the afternoon..

Phew...

But nevertheless...

I miss their abscence at home.

Then we can "BEHAVE" at home. hHHAHAHH!

Which i did ok!

I do housechores...

I sweep the floor,

I Mop the floor,

I mow the lawn,

I clean the house....

Hahahah!

Lets talk about my "3 DAYS OF FREEDOM"

FRIDAY

Its been weeks i've step into the gym and properly exercise...

Friday was the best day...plus on with some showchoir mates of mine...

The guys were all busying carrying heavy weights..

I came joining in carry only 2kg.

because i dun wanna gain mass...hahahah!

2kg i cannot tahan already...die!

loL!

So i might as well work with my own bodyweight...

Then comes SHOWCHOIR rehersals....

First time i actuallly threw a little temper...

Sorry if i do so...

was quite distracted by the song we've gotta sing repeatedly heh!.

BUT neverthless,

its a challenge for us...
If we can do BOHEMIAN RAPHSODY no. welll....

it pays off!

So lets not give up.

Plus a little pep talk before we end.

wEll....

i guess there would always be a rat that would always rant sacarstically....

Stilll, i dun even give a damn...

why would i wanna be filled which so much hatred and anger over a rat.

Its no use...

Kills my happy cells and make me grow older...

Still small u see...

i dun wanna use a pesticide to kill it u see...

dun wanna make that as a jeapordize ( duno how to spell)
Cuz if i do...

it will die drastically...
I just hope it understands...
and learn to be mature enough..
or maybe think b3fore you act/ speak.
Like i say i dun wanna look older or fest for over a ranting rat.

I'd rather save my happy cells for my SYG Especially....
SATURDAY

FINALLY after 2 weeks plus!
I get to see him!
Head to have lunch, played pool,
ate ice cream under the moon, stars and people in the restaurants...
Cuz i bet they're jealous to see ISK PIT AND APRILINA JOLINE eating ice cream! hahahah!
In an overall,
i can't wait to meet up with him and meet him up.
Yeah, but as you know i'm very greedy when it comes to him...
I would want him all for myself....
Cuz his mine ma....
yOU CAn't split the PIT AND JOLINE up ...
as i would still miss
his face,
his smile,
his talks ,
his singing,
his hugs,
his kisses,
his talks,
his weird ah pek laughter recently
and everything about him when i see him face to face...

Nothings is real than in reality of him...
He would never fail to make me smile and go "bhoob bhoob "(heart throbbing) over him ....
NEVER....
and i would never fail to tell him of anything i wanna say...
Cuz i love him for who he is.... hahahah!
Haiyah!
You know how ISK PIT AND APRILINA JOLINE would miss each other
despite their busy days...
fOr NOW!
WEeekends would be their day....
In time,
Weekdays will come in to spend more...
i'M just waiting MR. PIT. hahah!
Show me your packs also eh! hahahah!!!

then comes to my last day of freedom which is the last day of this week...
SUNDAY
I'd would stay

at home and study ,

do housechores and

get out of my house to buy a new phone...

nt the latest but a phone, not to use my sis phone..

afraid i'd spoil hers....

Phooo!!! thats all for the day! =)

You coloured mE life
10:46 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, November 12, 2009