12th Feb 2011 is the official date we've have been together.
For like 3 years,there is so much to see and so much to learnt from one another We don't always quarrel or fight. Even if we do, it'll be little things tht comes in between us made both of us upset or unhappy. At the end of the day, we talked things out nicely.
Back then, i knew Muhammad Iskandar in 2008/09. He was like a little boy with tons n tons of flaws. His mischief, his boyish looks that makes every girl go GAGA... over him and his temper yada yada yada... Yet still, i m still surprised he decides to be with me among all the pretty girls who've been wanting him. Well, i'm not braggin. But because back then, i was this tall,tanned and fat muscular loud girl. I have no idea, wat made his eyes hooked to mine.
To the time when he goes NS. We had to be separated for a little while cuz of race and family issues..With much persuasion from me to him, i thank god i still have him by my side.
At that point of time, really made me into a depression mode. With no mood to study,eat or sleep. But always pray to god for him not leaving me.
These 3 years, made me not only knowing him much more but understands the importance of treasuring someone. Well of course, i'll do tht always. In a sense where, being in a relationship needs to have space of wat we r doing. If i were to call him n pester him or even nag at him for nor answering my calls or msg. He'll be dead irritated for us, bt neither do i wanna do tht too.
And also,despite both our hot tempers. We both managed to bring out egos down n talk things out nicely even for over the little things.
Even as years go by. Be it 10 years down the road or 50 or even 60/70? or more?
I'll never get tired of him. As other relationships sees this, if they both knows each other too well, they might as well be friends. Thats wat some people sees it.
But to me, i dun. Yes, i may knows my syg inside out. We both can still be a couple and best friend too. Ain't that great.
Seeing him always makes me smile.
Makes me feel like there is no one else but him.
He, who have always been there for me.
Advices me if ever my parents falls out with me.
He would always knock some sense in my head and speaks the truth tht u know sometimes i am at fault with my parents too.
Cuz wat they did was right.
Even if i were to get mad at him.
It'll be a jokin mindset n then i'll smile again.
For i just could not get mad at him at all.
Call me crazy but i think because its the love or art?
Haha!
Not only tht i fall for him, its also because of his big ambitions he wans to do n be.
A boy who was a year younger than me have so much passion in what he does or wat he wans to do.
And that, no one can stop him. Cuz if anyone does, he'll fight all the way for wat he wants.
No matter, how big his dreams are, i'll nvr fail to reject it.
I'll always be by his side supporting him all the way.
He might be younger than me by a year and 3 months
But to me, i see him as a man.
A man of his thoughts.
A man, who needs a woman by his side to support him all the way.
And if he ever breaks down, his woman will always stood by her and lead him the way.
If he ever falls, his woman will always bring him up n made him stand tall again.
For i'll always love him.
Cross My Heart And Soul... loL!
XOXO...LOL...ROFL...
PLUS!
There can be people trying to tear us apart or even be a 2-faced bitch/bastards supporters.
But of course,there are people that supports us all the way and be there for us.
One of them i'd like to say thanks to is Natri. She has been there in every problems i faced in.
Be it with parents, relatives, friends or people around us. In any situations. When i need a listening ear, she would always be there. Not next to me but on the phone is good enough. Whenever i need just a phone call to cry onto. She would always be there...Natri as a friend/good/best friend someone whom i can trust. Despite sometimes her little flaws of her own problems,sometimes seems invisible to me. Hahah! That, i'll never forget her. =)
Syirah too, the first time when i met up with a huge incident for that pass few days. She would always hear me out, hear me blabber all the negative tots and all. N she will never fail not to give a listening ear too.
