25th July

Woke up early and went to school ta run 3000m. Lol! its, not me who wanna join, its dearly Mr Nadzi asked me to join because his lookin for ppl. He arh, knowing i cun run fast still ask me to run lol!.... Then Joanna, pulled me along to do long jump tooo....MAN!!! ITS SO Impossible la can. But ok la, take it as an experience nor....run 3000m . Damn tired....went ta have lunch and head to class....Slept in class for awhile

Miss Karen gave us tips....
Finish liao, we do our stufff.....its so boring in MDP LESSON LA...lol!!! went out of class to see ppl running, doin high jump, discus etc......
loL!!! i really envy those sports ppl la....they are so good oh.....sigh....
Went back to class and took a nap again hahaha!!!!


Lesson ended, stayed back in skl for BL meeting...lol!!!! like till 6 plus 7....

If not for tht, i wld have head to see the basketball match at RP liao....SORRY....., if not i wld have pei your liao...
Meeting ended, went to play bball awhile cum netball hahaha! while playing, i nearly hurt my ankle. Luckily never exert too much , its just tht i felt the sharp poke inside...loL!!!!....

Then played 1 on 1 with WAN Meng, got in first 2 points . In the end i lost eh ahhaha! sad. nvm. Then b4 we go, Terence called me and say i'm lousy... Dorts... i may sucked at BASKETBALL, but i will prove to you! TEEE!!! damny gong gong !

AND therefore, i shall not run my 1500m tml. SORRY MISS CHRISTY
..... =(
Yunru and Swan went to ma hse ta do their stuff...Over there, we decided to buy sth. But need a thing to buy tht thing.

HEY!, at least if we wanna buy the same stuff we dicussed first and buy together. Unlike someone. I mean its kinda selfish or so. If you dun wan me to have it or wat. You can buy first then say:"Hey i bought this stuff so on and so forth" wat. Why make it so secretive.... Like as if i'm gonna snatch it away from you like tht. Please la, if i wanna have it to myself hor! i wld not have share this thing with you liao....i wld have keep quiet and have it myself!

sIGH! DUN WANNA talk about it. Just pissed me off....Still have my other pitching stuff to handle. Gotta sleep well tonight! heee!

23 July 2007

Had IGV Lesson. Then break , then meet up with the netball girls..... dunno waht happen to me today,was kinda abit emo.... Studied awhile... Then took pics with Goofy, iM, Dawn and Wati. While the rest were at the other table chatting....

tODAYS MATCH I SHALL SAY, was the best one... GOOD JOB GIRLS... was a little upset cuz i practically nvr played a quarter except tht when SERI's ankle was injured. I took over her. I did not played well, and gave myself an excuse tht i had not play WD for quite awhile...tHTs the dumbest excuse i gave myself for not playin well... Not playin well so its my fault. Why all the excuses appear in my mind.... Its not being resposible....tsk.... i'm so sooo sad la can.....Actually lost the trust coach had in me. She sub me in, cu she thinks i can play? i dunno... I guess i just dissappoint her......

Had dinner with Jas, jess, del, hui ping, amy ya then went home.. Spoke to Jess about my projects and stuff....Alot of things to think... while havin dinner i though.....If i ever come to next year Higher nitec. By then , i wld be 22 lookin for poly . Thts like really old la!




























See the gong gong pic i did!!!!

Goofy and iM!

iM ! NICE SMILE YOU GOT! =)

i'M TAKING A PIC , while iM took me ! hee!

Goofy is really goofy!!!

wHoOoPS !!! Goofy!!! SUKE!!!

Bev ah ma's pose

Feli and Bev

Jessica and Feli

An qi and i

Is this pose nice or wat?! hahah!

Waht she's blowing at?

I simply just love this pic. Not becuz of the photographer but the pose i made haahahah! gonna edit!

Feli was emoing i dunno for wat ahahah! taken by Bev.

All of us in candid shoot. Nice!

Me and Goofy

OMG! whats GOOFy tryin to do to Wati ?@!

Heheheh! iM and i ! =)

iM and i after the match

22 july 2007 Min Hui and Meiling's wedding day!

22july07

HAHAHA !!! This is how AH KONG looks like!
Ain't she cool or wat? hahha!

Saturday

Weee...Just came back from Dance lesson cum dance practice in skl....DAMN SHAGGED i tell you. I tried doin break dance, tried landing on the floor with my weight down. End up, my leg kenna balaku! hahah! right leg also damn suan....

Had been thinking about the dance steps , dance routine till my brain went exploding. Cuz my sis and her frens, we had been dancing for the past 6 hrs! Body breaking breaking down! hahaha!



Took bus back instead....No strength to walk. Lunch not taken yet. Everything! hhahah!



I'm so afraid i could not make it to poly next year eh! Alot of things to do. My IGV tHeory, MDP theory next wed...!!!! IGV has 2 labs to do next week.... M8 planning!!! alot alot to do.....Netball tournament....Comin up basketball trainin and match.....Arts challenge performance.....Alot Alot ah......

I scared i will just bong on the floor went blank!!!!


I'm so afraid to let my parents down....

I'm so afraid to let myself down....

I'm so afraid to let everyone down....

I'm like so afraid of damn many may things.....


I'm a freaking weirdo tht does not speak out to ppl.... and keep things to myself...thts why i look retard hahah! i guess so....OR MAYBE i cannot find anyone i've yet trust?


Tell my hearts out o my mum? Not all, and thts outta the qns, cuz we wld end up quarelling.....

Talk to my dad?!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!???
wE HARDLY TALK! AS IN 1 WEEK also nvr talk too okay!!!!!or worse!!!!

my second sis? ok ba....but she will also nag, and ended up quarelling with her too...

my younger sis? forget about tht tooo...she has baddy bad temper....talk to her macham talking to the wall someones.....

OR WAS IT MY PROBLEMS????

I tot about it, alot of times....i could not communicate was it becuz of the way i think...? i still cun figure out eh!

tHEN AGain, i tot about the last time, the time i got Shi Lian....How does it feel????
Feels like, heart had been ripped out badly.....cun be healed.....a whole in the chest...feelin EMPTY.... Thts how it felt....

There were times, i tot 'hey! , falling in love is nice.... its sweet.... but then again! forget it...Cuz things wld end up the same...WHY BREAKUP!? cun communicate la, no time la, too good for him la, goin NS la, got third party la....quarrel too much la.....' all the XUET!

why is it always the same problem tht leads to a breakup...?
You mean facing qns like tht, cannot e solved? If wanna breakup, then why in the first place got together right....XUETE....

i just cun understand human beings neh....


WHATS LIFE!?
can anyone ans my qns?

WHATS FEAR?

WHATS LOVE?

WHATS FREEDOM?

can all these qns be answered? Tough huh? When my sis asked me, " qi, whats life huh?"
i was like, erm , erm....i dunno how to explain eh....
see....sucky right....

How i wish i had a brother to stand by me....sit down and talk heart to heart....


Know what, i just love to listen to other ppl's probs and complains.....cuz it feels like, i do ever exist in their life, not wanting to keep things from me....and treats me like a real fren...unlike those who had fake plastic faces on them..... (not refering to anyone) But if any of you out there think you are the plastic face....BE YOURSELF MAN!!!!! BE YOURSELF.!!!! ITS SO spastic! PLASTIC i mean.....



Haiya, dun wanna talk too much....

21st July 2007

lol!!!! its been more than 2 weeks i have not blogged my blog...
Eversince the HONG KONG trip come back,there is alot to write . I dunno where to start. Dun feel like writing it. BUT THEN AGAIN! this blog cannot be dead de...it shall always be updated, CUZ I SAY SO !!! NO ME NO LIFE! HAHAHAHA! j/k j/k!

HONG KONG trip was fun. Seee handsome guys there too! hahah! had fun with my dancers and new frens there too...But sth seems to be missing hahaha! i dunno where.Interact with the hong kong ppl was kinda short. yeah....But overall, i had fun. BUT NOT ENOUGH OF SHOPPING! O M G LA! ITS HONG KONG'S SHOPPING SEASON !!!! sigh! nvr bring enough money along....

Hong kOng trip- came back, slack the whole sunday, dunno why but felt shagged.Skl starts , so is netball training. I dun see myself improve in anyway... Always get stepping stepping stepping. Hiaya!!!!! this is so down loading oh!

Eversince, i had many things in hand. I seems to leave out my classmates...Therefore, whenever i am in class, i felt left out too....sigh! but a fren of mine, PW, understands my situation. THANK Y OU! well, its partially my fault too...cannot blame anyone else but myself...SEE, i am this kinda person must keep things goin . Not having free time, if not i will feel empty de ahahaha!!...


This week had 2 pol-ite games. The first game was i shall say. ok, a little bit? Everyone's moral was damn low...But nvr the less, i am glad no one walked out of the game giving up. Its tough playin with the poly students, but at least an experience gained! hahahah!!!! After tht, had team talk, ppl blaming themselves, no no ok! its not your fault girls!!!! ONE FOR ALL! OALL FOR ONE!!!! HAO MA!!!!
sECOND GAME, moral was better , first quarter was good i shall say, but we got trashed! ahhah! nvm! its ok!.... tht both days havin mac for late dinner, i'm like getting fatter la!!! is it!!!? FATTER!???? NOT DARK ANYMORE TOOo!!! omg la!!!!! si liao!.....

Went to watch the girls, pol-ite game at RP. They won eh! NOT Bad, NOT BAD! jiayo!!!! Did not have dinner with them,went to play bball instead hahahaha!!!!
As i was in my bus, sth was amiss....I dunno wats it... But it felt empty thts alll! hhahah!!!!
Shall come back and edit the font color, goin for dance now hahah!

PICTURE OF THE YEAR!!!!



Carmen and i