MONDAY unBLUE

As per normal...
I head down to the office.
But this time i don't have to stay till 6! hahah!
Have to go down all the way to Dover ITE to meet the other Boss of mine...
Helped him do research and Citations...
Then i'm free...
But tml shall be one busy day....

I met up with Syg at Bugis.
We had Tong Seng's Chicken rice.
Then we head down with heavy stomach to eat Apple struddel...(yups...)
Hahaha!
We had so much to talk.Right syg?
But exchange of talks, to disturbings, to confessions to alot more...loL!....
I'm just more than happy to get to see you dispite its only for afew hours...
But that few hours are worth the time to be spent together and enjoy...

Speaking of enjoy....!!!
its only 8 more days left
THATS WHERE EXCITEMENT STARTS!!!!
SOON!
YOU READERS GET TO SEE MY EXCITEMENTS ALMOST EVERYDAY!!!!......
BUT of course the sentimentals and mushy ones you guys cannot see la...
cause YOU Guys are below 21! hahahah!

Pics are with Syg....

Syg! hurry upload! i wanna grab them... =)
PS: i kenna blueblack u swiney!

At home in the night...
Along day i guess?
Went to the gym as always...
Got ready for my performance...
It's the first time, i was putting on Fake Lashes which is so irritating puttin on....
Wasted my time till i was like late ahahah!

I thought my mum would come today.
So at least, i am able to sing a song for her.. Specially for MOTHER's Day.
But she didn't go.
Instead she went for her singing classes... =(
Therefore, i have no one to sing out infront to except for a group of unknown people. which makes me very nervous.. =(
I've prepared tht song a long way...
Turns out.... i'm singing along to myself...

As these special song is not only for my Mum and Dad.
But for my beloved syg...
Who is currently thinking he is "as strong as ever..." =p
The fact that i'm missing him so much.
And he has fallen sick due to stress at work...
How i'd wish i could be by his side like how it was when he was sick the other time.

Comments from Judges:
Strong vocals...
Unique voice..
Don't want to sound like the karaoke singer...
NIce change of keys but some are pitchy
Vocals too strong that i didn't control it well....
Need to use diaphragm....
I'm a chinese....
so should sing one like chinese..
Not a chinese singing like an ang moh...
WTH?
i dun understand where is she trying to get...
But nevertheless, i'll take those pointers as a learning point to improves except for the last... hahaha!
Cuz i dun understand where is she trying to drive at?

Result:
TurNED out, i got into the top 18 among the 30 peopl...
yeah me!
And yeah Zainol too...
He and i got into the same group to sing too!!
Double yeahness!!!!!

Next round of semi-finals will at at Telok Ayer Community Centre *(i think)
2 parts of performances...
PART 1: SINGING SOLO
PART 2: SING IN GROUP....

After that went to meet up with Kassim and Kamsani at Simei later later that....
Kassim was tired as he need to destress...
he went for ear candling... hahaha! first time hearing that!
Jeez...damn excited....but worried of the song choice i have to sing for now...swine!!!
Aite...
off to learn my songs... =)

Baby, i can't wait to see you tml...
furthermore...spending more time with you after 11 days!!!!!

Able to see the lashes????

Kassim went for Ear Candling today...

He likes it hhahaha!

~PERFECT MAN FOR ME, I LOVE YOU I DO~


A trip down to meet him.
Even though its a long dark road down..
Even though i've hurt my knee while rehersing... =x
But it's worth the trip to do so..
Anything for me to meet him....

Sweet of him too...
Though he was SICK.... the past few days...(never inform me somemore)
Though he just recovered, as in just....
He'd still meet me for dinner and sent me home...

Like i say...
Anything i do, i'll do it for you...
event it takes for me to bring a medicine down...
i will...
Even if you need someone to look after you..
i will...
But i can't cuz your busy at work...
But though i might not be by yourside...
I'd still be there to keep you in mind to take care of yourself..
I'd still be there to make sure that you are fine...
But don't keep from me showing me your strong huh... kns...
weak and sick means sick....loL!....
Don't act macho eh syg...
Cuz when i saw you, i can tell your damn shagged and over exhausted....
But it will be just in days till ur breaking free from tht tErrifying place
And i'll be free and throwing with my open arms to spend time with you each and everyday.....
I do and i will.... =D

Baby, you know i love you...
That my lowe for you will not change too...
That eversince my eyes had laid onto you...
It's been told and said set...

Sth really did strucked my mind ...
real hard...
but its expressionless...for me to express
That i nearly teared when i had a moment..
Cause that point of time was so scary and stressful that i've never felt before...

Wednesday shitss.. Balls...

I started my day feeling very shagged...

we've been eating this fried corn which was bought by Alvin from Philipines...NICE !

IT SHOWS HOW TASTY IT IS!

Jac watching mtv...-_-!!!

and these are the things i've been hogging onto..

I'll be waiting for more pictures to upload when i see the show choir mates!

MONDAY'S BLUES....

i came to work at a smile.

Then i little mouldy cuz the supervisor made us wait for 1HOUR outside...

Funny eh, say we late... who is late ....

Whole day, doing nothing much...

therefore, Jac and i decided to take pictures when Kat aren't around...

Accompany Jac to Met up with Gabriel after for dinner

walked around and then head home....

I'm missing syg very much...

Can't wait to meet him...

Can't wait to spend time with him...

Can't wait to play under the rain with him..

Can't wait to play with him under the sun... (not tht kind of play.. -_-!!!)

Can't wait to go Geeky picnic with him...

Can't wait can't wait...

Everyday , apart from trainings that i've been longing for...

Meeting him and spending time with him is what i am hogging for...
=D

I've come to a point where i read story books and novels about how relationships get so complicated.

There are many reasons why relationships that once looked like they would last forever suddenly fall apart. The truth is that relationships don’t suddenly fall apart it is something that happens over a long period of time and often before a two people have ever met.

I have found that most relationship problems can be traced back to low levels of self-esteem in one or both people.There is a direct correlation between the quality of your loving relationships and your level of self-esteem. You can only like yourself to the degree in which you fully accept yourself, and your level of self-esteem is largely determined by how much you are accepted by others.

Here are the most common factors that I have found that seem to lie at the root of most arguments, disagreements and divorces:

Reasons why relationship are so complexed....
1: They don't understand one another.
2: They can't get along.
3: Both have foul tempers and don't give in to one another.
4: Self-Pity
5: No trust
6: Quarrels and not solving it.
7: Blaming the opposite and not having self-reflection on oneself.
8" being too proud of yourself...
9! WomaniZe around!
10! flirt!!!!

Well, i guess these are the points that you readers will often see.
Or shall i say to some couples faced...
K, look at the first few all these can be resolved if you really love tht person and willinging to change on your own behalf without ppl forcing you to.
But LOOK AT the last few!

Like O.M.G!
For people who are slot in the last few category...
might as well don't be involved in a relationship.
Being slot into tht category , is best as well go to Geylang and find one.
Better still, find those at Changi! Know why?!
cuz they are jambu and gives the best services for guys....
Seriously, i just can't stand people who are acting like tht...

TO PEOPLE WHO ARE WOMANIZERS AND MANIZERS...

: HAVE YOU ASKED YOURSELF WHY ARE YOU BEHAVING THIS WAY...?
IN WHAT WAY HAS THE OPPOSITE SEX NOT SATISFY YOU...
IF SO DO SPEAK OUT TO MAKE THINGS BETTER...
AND NOT FIND SOMEONE ELSE WHEN U HAVE THE PERFECT PERSON INFRONT OF YOU ALREADY....
IF YOU PPL STILL THINKS U ARE RIGHT...
THEN ALL I HAVE TO SAY I FEEL SO SAaaaaaadDDD for yOU... SO SAD THT YOU HAVE TO BE THIS WAY...
TRASHING SOMEONE WHO CAN BE SOOO MUCH BETTER FOR YOU...
yOU WAN THE BEST FOR YOURSELF?
EVER THOUGH OF THE OTHER SIDE?
PEOPLE WILL DESPIsE !YOU THE WAY YOU ARE...
WANNA BE IN IT?
YOU HAVE TO BE YOURSELF...
AND NOT TRY TO FIT IN WITH PEOPLE WHOM PEOPLE WANT YOU TO BE.
I FEEL SAD FOR YOU AND AT THE SAME TIME ALL THE BEST FOR YOU...
May GOD BLESS UR BLISSFUL LIFE FULL OF WOMANIZING AROUND..=D

Well, i'm not refering to guys alone but girls too... Ya know...

Being to love someone is truely a good feeling.
But at the same time, if life really trash you out because of what happened...
it doesn't have to put a stop but to resolve it first...
like what its said, "it takes 2 hands to clap"
and no one is perfect.
So if your finding someone perfect.
Get a barbie doll instead, where she has nice long hair and flawless skin....

Comments to me if i am wrong....
or say your point of views...
i'd like to hear tht...

As for me,
i am happy with what i have now..
I do not know what holds the future for us....
but for all i know is tht i am faithful am being loved for someone who loved me for who i am.
As much as i love him too....
That is called HAPPINESS....
=D

Can you believe...


I was here....

He was here....

And i didn't realize we both were in this picture till recently! hahah!

And now we are here....
hahah!
See the diff anot?
Yes, i miss him alot..
the fact tht his busy...
the fact tht, i'm having attachments...
tht fact that to say i miss him and love him loads...
and can't bear to not see him for 2 years... *i think*
haha!

To think that everything happens for a reason.
And for us to meet and be together has a reason too...
Despite his ignorant, temperand arroganance
Despite my foul temper, crazy side of me, irritating lad...
we both accept for what each other are because....
it's not what we have appearance wise,
but it's the IMPERFECTTIONS that made us PERFECT.



Aite, side track....
I stayed at home for 2 straight days! can you believe it!
Woah, tht shld be a record! hahah!
I can't go anywhere...
the fact tht i have no where to go.
and syg is tired due to his hectic editing...
all i went was to gym for an hour an a half for 2 straight days...
running, running, running...
man, you don't know how it feels to sweat out unwanted things in your bodae...
i feel great man!

Apart from that, i went to watch a movie with my younger sister.
While sitting in the bus later to tampines, a spider appeared infront of me....
afraid tht the spide would "attack" me, i used an unused receipt i had in my wallet and put it on the floor hahah!!!!

I'll shall get back to where i am doing now, watching tv, stoning, eating apples,
listening to musics , listen to mum and dad karaoking
and not to mention;
missing my syg at all times too.. =D

Geez... my hair was soo black tht i just can't see where it is. haha!

Right after gyming

Spider that appeared infront of me while i was sleeping!