Went to see a chinese physican this morning about my knee..
It actually went out of placing..
Then met teha and went for Rehersal in school..

The stress was there...
i dunno wat to say but....
I think i am much too much of emotional today...
Its been a long time since i went emotionally emotional.
I missed the past group oof how the way we sang..
But since its a new group i'm singing with..
I am adapting very well with them..
But i do hope they put their very best too...
I can see for most of them.
Good going guys, but keep it up aite... =D


Went to have dinner with Irene, Juz, Faiz, Dj, Natri and Teha at Subway..
Then went home...


Suddenly, i felt much wanted to call teha back and borrow her shoulder...
I went out of words and blank in mind a tht point of time...
I held, my tears and feelings back home in the bus thinking...
Till i get to call teha...
And ask i speak with her...
I can't control my feelinngs...
It's went bursting like cats and dogs...
Many kinds of reasons and questions running through my head...
I'm glad, i have Teha to turn to... =(
since that day i met you.
I know you have sth to tell me but you dunno when /what to say..
so i kept mumm.... but....
Which leads me to go blank as a blank sheep or as blank as a blank piece of paper for the next 3 days.... =((((((((


As much as i know your going in...
I am so afraid of many things..
I'm sadden tht ur oin NS but it a must u have to...
And i'll wait..
But if things turned out to be
" Think, we'll have to stop where we are... because i'm going to the forest"

or

"think we have to take a break till i fininsh in the forest."
or other excuses reason because i think it's too absurb to give these kinds of reasons...
As you said before...
Nothing cannot be solved...
And i do hope, even if it's solved, it wouldn't be this way..... =((((((
and I LOVE YOU. =*


Thank you Teha...
I lowe you.... =*

Mondays BLUEAK! =(

I went to work today.
A new admin lady came taking over Kat's place...
Todays' fweeling was totally bad..
It sucked i thell u...

Then rushed off to school for Floorball training today.
My training skills sucked too....
i can't even score goals..
simple ones...

Somehow hurt my right kneecap... due to old injury...



When people happened to be tired...
People tend to forget things...
I dun wan to elaborate any further...
cause i'm feeling dreadful and tired...
It is sometimes... that...
due to exhausion that leads to not taking the chance to reply....

SATURDAY...

exhausted day...

woke up early in the morning to go to school for a carnival..

play games? - nope

do marshals? - nope

doing the event? - nope

Perporming....=D

First half, me and nat were asked to sing 1 song each at a set-up stage at the stadiuM.

I thell u!

hot sia!!!!

Second half

perporm at the Amphitheatre...

crowd was not bad..

hahah!

Saw a few SM juniors...

hmmm..

Teha came...

Then we rushed off to TP.

Have floorball match...

Teha then left in a short while...

The game was damn intensed...

First set we got 0-3

second set 0-4

third set 3-4

WHAO!!!! A big jump!!!!

GOOD GIRLS!

Last set...

played halfway till it stopped...

cause there was some commotion goin on..

Well, al i have to say is we did quite well...

Able to have quite a pressure towards them...

I hope we'd so even better the next time... =D

Went home, met up with my mum and went out with her...

walked around simei...

Yesterday was Syg's last day at work...

Then he'll be free...

But he'll still have his roadshow doing Songsung for 3 days...

Hope to see him soon..

And spend even moment time with him b4 he goes into the jungle...

and become TARZAN!!! (Ohe ohe ohe oh~~~)

AHAHAH!!!!!

Finally!

i get to meet up wiith syg...

yeap, though i was late... sorry... -_-!!!

we changed our plans to go to pasir ris beach and eat there...

talk about certain things... hahah!!!

Then he wanted to eat BEN n JERRYS...

but was no where to be found! hahah!!

we'll just go back ltr...

I'M HAPPY TO SEE YOU AFTER A WEEK SYG~

do you like HERSHLEY faces?????

How about this?

This pictures below were taken on the SUNDAY when i had my semi-finals with Zainol too...
We had our solos and group performance...
Kassim, Nana, Kamsani and his mother came down...
So nice of your to come down and support...
Or it'll be so dying..
Zainol's family came...
Mine, none~ =(
But i'm glad that i have friends who came...

I've made it through the FINALS!!! for SHOWQUEST!!!
So guys!! do come down and support me ok!
Its on the 19ht or 17th June...
Do come down!!! importannt ok!!!!!

Geees, pshyc!
I received msg in the late night...
Calling me RICH....
I do not know why...
but MIND YOU! RICH word is a wrong word for me DUDE!
to define rich will be my parents... not me....
Money sometimes are from them....
That doesn't mean i am rich DWAYNE~
People who knows me well, understands why i hate it when u call me rich...
For those who don't know...
i shall explain why..
because people who are rich out there...
has sophisticated attitude...
in which they think they have the stand in everywhere they go because they have the MONAE!
Well, for me...
i'm not..
i'm just an ordinary girl...
with friends to hang out with...
with no MF attitude to pull people down like a childish brat...
even though my parents are above average pay...

I shall say i have bad time management too,
because sometimes i tend to be late..
.But because i know tht...
I am CHANGING....or rather saying... adjusting it...
Discipline....
hmmm....
i shall say sometimes i do not have...
But i do respect people....
with much of whom am i suppose to respect with....


I don't wanna find fault with you but because you SAID!
we do not want/ invite you back for show choir rehersal...
which is a TOTAL LIE!!!
SO WATCH what you say everytime...
because what you say everytime, gets yourself in trouble.....
Did we ever say don't come back..
.did we ever tell u to get lost from show choir???
I BELIEVE WE DID NOT...
NEITHER OF US...
so STOP PUTTING WORDS INTO PEOPLE'S MOUTH....

I've been so uptight with things these 2 mths...
It's because of work..
Or else...
i'll be happiy goin for rehersals...
playing sports...
yada yada..
AND NOT SPENDING my money on cabs,....
Damn..
i'm so gonna be broke...
in fact 0.1 % to be broke...
Have to run places here and there which made me go kuku...

Spent another hour at Cable ski yesterday...
This time..
I felt lethargic...
not like how i felt after a vigorous training but worse!
On the neck. triceps...
underarm...
It just kills....

Heard there was some commotion goin on
MOFO! gave attitude problems to these charlies...
and oh god..
MOFO made a hell like as if MOFO is somekind of boss around...
Stop it eh! ur leaving soon...
So be nice =)
Cause i am being nice to you too...

Speaking of commitments..
I also heard..
Someone saying we dun invite this person back
(you should know who you are)
Come on ok!
U can say about people not goin for the rehersals at Woodland....
"dun understand why these people come as and when they like...."
Hmmmm, how about speaking for youself?!
Ask yourself , were you like one of them b4?!
wHAT SAYing we dun wan u to come back...
During the holidays...
How many times have i been asking u to come back...
I've stopped asking because u dun show interest..
.Even u came.. like 1/ 2 out of 10!
u sat there like some MOFO knowing everything...

Ya la.... have other rehersals already ma...
Not to say that..
But see, Peopple like Syaiful can manage his time well... running here and there....
why can't you?
Cuz, people like u are in a big shot now.. Get it...
MOFEEE......

I'm not trying to go against you...
but after what i heard from people...
I'm ultimately utterly disappointed in you..
I dun wan to say you've changed..
But i guess.... this is your true colours...
WELL DONE DUDE!!!!!!!

Yeap....

This was roughly what we're doing when we're bored at work...

I finally get to know where is the cam at my sister's laptop...

Yeash...

Ended word early and went to City hall to wait for those 2 love birds...

loL!

Yeap...

Then we head down to East Coast for Cable ski...

Jay was there to guide us...

After a few rounds which made my arms.... damn sore....

Drank loads of salt water....

Which mades my skin feel flawless hahaahah!!!! (smooth i mean)

But that sport was the first time i tried...

was hard man!

Am, goin back there dead on...

This time bring my syg along.. =D.

6-5 more days... =D