Friday, November 19, 2010

Like i said from the previous post...
i have so much to say...

i just think that if i put whatever happens behind and accept wat you are cause u cun just shove someone away if they are different from you..
i tried... i REALLY TRIED.
But from what i see these whole week during EVERY session...
i see that i was being ignored..
Not that i wanna make a fuse out of it.
I made an effort to talk to you.
I asked certain things..
i was being ignored like as if i was not there...
or best still ur just talking to that one PARTICULAR person all the time...
Ook, then where do we all stand DAMN!
YOU DUN JUST SHOVE US ALL ASIDE..
AND WHEN NEEDED TO TALK TO US U OPEN UR DAMN POUCH MOUTH!..
I am glad tht i am not the only 1 or 2 person who noticed...
Is just tht ur being unfair...
if u just wanna talk to just 1 ! person!
then Saifen us all out then...
I see how u handle when its gone...
Don't think what u appear on the outside is what we see what kind of person u are...
I AM 100% DAMN SURE u are more than what you are...
a 2 face person...
a liar...
a cheater...
an arse...
don't you made me hit to the max of my boiling point till i spill everything out n settle one on one scores with you.
For i dun wanna do that.
So stop being an arse...
what else can i say about you...?
seriously i dunno wat else more can i curse about you.
But i decide not to do so, i dun wanna get karma...
well... i myself ain't one so i dun think i have much to worry about...
And if u think u are the one...
do be glad u are being talked about...

i dun wanna dirty my blog cuz its meant for happy memories...
Like me and my syg...

So buzz off and be true to who you are before i reveal all out..
You've been warned...
(RED CARD!)



Tuesday, November 16, 2010

SICKENING Yet quite memorable..
sickening was because i fall sick.
Losing my voice...

BUT YET! I GET TO SEE MY SYG BEFORE THE CAMP!
AIN'T THT GREAT OR WAT!

yeap, and oh memorable was because i had WSS camp.
Working with new people in the musical....well, majority of them.

Well, but you know wat...
i think this camp is quite memorable cuz it taught us nt to be selfish, to respect others, positive attitude n plus on communication.
I mean communication sums it up all but yeah.. ya know wat i mean...
preparation for sunday performance during singing lessons...
Its was a hectic one cuz all groups have been stressing on how to finish the songs in just 2 nights..
people get to sleep late. but i'm glad not many complain...
I am very grateful that people are helping one another out....
hmmm, maybe a few bad eggs who dun but oh well...
at least i get to see team work...
despite the fact that we heard scary things n sleep only 2 hrs or less...
our camp was a paid off...

Plus one dun forget.. how much i miss my syg...
hoping he wld be at the camp with me too like the previous camp in GREASE!. Teeheee!

That sums up the whole of last week...


Lets talk about this week...
I notice...
In life, people do get hypocritical and backstabbing one another.
bUT at the end of the day... look at yourself first before opening your mouth..
I admit, i used to be like one of them... (nt the very bad ones, but just touch n go)
but then i realise, people makes mistakes...
accept it n accept for who they are too...
not to spread news and have so much hatred among one another...
being stuck in between, i really dunno wat to do but try not to get involved so much.....
more to be said but i think it'll be scary if i really list examples down here...

BOTTOM LINE....
I'M a nice girl who dun treats people bad...
I dun pretend to have friends just because of benefits...(thats wat i hate the most!)
Dun pretend to be nice to me, cuz once i know...
you'll never wanna see the bad side of me....

bad omens aside...
lets say the good things...
yes!
I LOVE MY SYG! =D
TESTING!