This week was not really the worse....
But it ended the worst ever!
I had trainings...
Ok, aims were already there but i need more... focus more...
Know where do i stand..

Rehersals for ITE AWARD SHOW.
Till after tht wednesday's rehersal...
Next day with no voice at all!
I panicked!
Not for just friday's performance which concludes my 1 sentence of solo and solo solo...
PLus on my ITESC's netball match...
I need my voice back to call players back and forth, left and right!


I tot, ok i lost my voice. there is showchoir to sing up welll...
As much as i tried to sing and hit high notes...
I totally fell emotionally devastated!
NOt about anything but about myself...
why do i need to lost my voice at this time!!
i just felt so angry with myself...
Even the day before... i tried singing and could not even reach a note...
i teared...
despite crying out loud.
i hate to cry silently, cuz my throat hurts so bad...
Till the next day rehersal before sound check.... tears were covering half my eyes...
but i gotta hold back to be sterong....
its just sucked to be so mute at this stage....
cuz i love to talk. loL!


In the end... on the day itself.
i told myself to push everything aside...
So long as i can perform and dance is good enough already...
expression and sing softer will do..
I'm glad i did it...
So it everyone who is not feeling well too... =)
Cherios to alll SHOWCHOIR MAN! =)

Umar came to our surprise too..
well not surprise... cuz his not sure if his comin..
unfortunately he came despite the rain.
Chatted with him life in CD.

Now tht this performance is over..
all i have to do now is rest well and had a good game the whole day on monday with enough voice to call out for...

Nevertheless, i'm missing my syg too....

BABY you know it...SAK!! =D

Its not "think"

but i have already fallen for you syg. =)

Noted.... Lorves....

Its the first time watching horror movie with syg today..

Damn, i thell you the effects and killings sends a thrill to my spine and makes my hair stands!!!!

Well, at least syg was there so i could clench my fist on his arms heheheh!!!!

But still scary ah! loL!!....

If it were really happen to me, i think i would die faster than the lead actress man.... or not!? loL!!!

Ben N Jerrys before that.

Burger King after tht....

Picture taken....

Kids shuffling under tetonic songs lol...

Memories flash back when we sat under the shelter...hehe!

PERFECT the unPERFECTIONIST!

Every week, i'd be looking forward to look out for you because it'd be the day i get to see u in person.

Despite in pictures, videos and hearing voices...

Not seeing each other often does not mean to feel how much tht i miss you at one perspective..

But it tells myself why i would fall for you and how much you mean to me...

How much can i actually tel you about things and anything...

Missing you can be an everyday things

But its the heart thts so pure and truthful from me to you.

Couples, couples u see every where.

One like this

one like tht...

One like oh!

one like shit~

one like dang!

one like fang!

one like whoo!

one like sigh!

one like haiz...

But ours would be like a loves in the air under the breezing tree...

With lorves forever in the air and leaves being our witness to see us throught the things tht normal /common couples would nt face...

With Quarrels coming our way?

We've spoke about it...

Too early to say no.

But from what we foresee,

if ever it does we would compromise...

yOU know we do syg ya!

YOU know why?

Cuz seeing you is like eating an apple...

Its like ur my apple's eye...

That keeps me smiling each and everytime i see you...

Having lots of circumstances,

with you around everything does not matter...

But of course with ur advice and concern calms me down

That with a tree trunk to withstand our problems strong...

To be not defeated tht easily.

That with every hurricane , Tsunami, typhooon coming our way.

We will be standing strong and closer everytime....

IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN~ HEHHH!

POL-ITE matches are over finally!

Its nt about winning
but your discipline, and attitude on court...

I've learnt alot...

Of all the years...
Sth which makes me see things through about myself...

Coming up next would be ITE SC!

Have ta work hard to get the DEFENDING Champion back!

Aiming for best defender...

Gotta work double hard and focus already no more nonsense...

Ankle began to hurt and swell every each training..

Gootta rest for the better...

2 more trainings to the day!

Work hard guys....

ITE CE jiayo! =D

I Just wanna say for now will be.....
I miss my syg sooooo much
Lets see.... hmm its been 3 weeks plus, 365 days i've not seen him...
hahahah! no la....
But somewhere there....
YEah!
I missed him so much till nightmares of him saying me having Spasams scares the hell out of him which was a total scare! hahahah!
Aite... Just can't wait to see him soon!
SOON!!!!!

I'll shall update a little and let the pictures do the talking...

Basically!

Pictures seen here are afew of the day tht Showchoir Spent Jalan Raying....

Yeap....

This year will be showchoir...

Next year will be showchoir, my classmates and last but not least... My syg! =)

Followed by little pics at Japan.

Pictures were not totally updated so u get what you see...

Billa's house

Camwhor with Syirah's cam!

Natri the Diva...

I then came to join in but it didn;t work out welll...with a buck tooth sticking out... wth's wrong with me!?

Zainol's house

Its just the starting few of the visits and its getting hotter!

At Teha's house

Sani's house

Outside Boon Keng mrt station

We caught the camera

Changed after a hot day....

2 best singapore hottest models on the road! cool huh! hahah!

Ema's house

HOH!! Then here comes the Japan pictures!

This is what happens when you've walked a long day blown by breezy wind! shoik ah thts y fell asleep