2 class test down ....

1 final crucial to go before ring ding ding.... HOLIDAY!

but haven been feeling well nor eating well these days...

tht aside...

have been up late studying

radio station for final competition

band rehersal for iTalent...

do vote for us...!

sms.... ITECCS(space) IMO6 to 91822255

have been smsing for these 2 days till i memorised it loL!...

and i have a last shout out! before i end this update for today...

that....

i miss my syg very much.... =(

u know i know ah syg.....

cuz ur the perfect man for me...
i love you i do.... =D

JEALOUSY IS A WHOLE BUNDLE OF EMOTIONS

We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but actually it is a whole bundle of feelings that tend to get lumped together. Jealousy can manifest as anger, fear, hurt, betrayal, anxiety, agitation, sadness, paranoia, depression, loneliness, envy, coveting, feeling powerless, feeling inadequate, feeling excluded. It often helps to identify what is the exact mix of feelings you experience when you feel jealous. What is the primary emotion you feel when you are jealous? Demystifying the exact components of your jealousy can be a giant step towards getting a grip on things and resolving the problem. Is it always the same for you or does the mix change from time to time depending on circumstances? For instance, one woman figured out that her jealousy was about 50% fear, 20% anger, 20% feeling powerless and 10% feeling betrayed. However, when she asked her partner for reassurance and affection, and he provided it, the anger and betrayal disappeared. Then her jealousy was much more manageable, because most of what was left was fear and she could express those feelings more easily to her partner and resolve them.

Hahahah! its wat i read about jealousy when i was bored...
it was the first time i could express in tht manner...
and that was a shocking state to myself too loL!....
Nevertheless, i had to overcome tht...
with so much it jealousy inside me is not gonna work...
cuz thats not what i am...
Thats why, i have to be able to understand....
and thts where trusts comes in...
cause i have nvr doubt him...=)

Still whoever is out there to get him..
i shall say his mine...
dun try taking him away from me eh..
cuz its not fair...
know where u stand....
dun go beyond limits...
well, as i myself have to too.. lOL!...

Lets talk about yesterday...
i just wanna thank people for coming down to see my show...
well not only mine but the group of us thts performing and i hope ur enjoyed the little things here and there hahah!

And come to think of the rides reminds me of syg and i playing at
escape theme park back that time....
where crisis for both of us was at stake... loL!...
nvrtheless, yesterday was the most craziest ride of all and i get to sit that with him was an honour....
"we fly,we fly high together. We go down,we go down together.We shout,we shout out i love you together"
hahaha!
and i'd love to have more adventures out with him... =)

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year

also as well as VaLenTine's DaY!

omg....

I have no choice but miss out valentine's day today. =(

I'm so sorry my dear.

I will repay tht day the next day or when ur free this week. =)

Bt nevertheless, we both exchanged V.D. gifts on a friday.

and i've gt to say this ,

that i lorved the gift u gave syg. =)

till i wear it on the first day of chinese new year/valentine's day hahah!

Lovely ya?!

And u cun reject

ISKANDAR PITT and APRIL JOLENE!

nOT to forget Amz... =)

Isk and his bunk mates...

Not to forget to support my skl bandmates at ITALENT!

Shall update the dates but its a saturday at VIvo City!


Coming days gotta start studying for my exams...

no time.....

" dun mess with wats mine...i might not be there but i'm not blind"

I had loads of things to do this week...

Preparation for the camp.

cHecks here and there..

rehersal.

then camp on friday and saturday.

It was my first time going to Pulau Ubin..

My first time having outdoor cooking!

first time sleeping in a tent.

hahah!

gAINed new experience !

But had to be under the scorching sun the whole day..

standing the whole day cuz i'm the assistant camp chief...

how exhausted was that!

responsibilities tht amera, hubert and i had to hold..

and consequences tht we had to face for any of their mistakes...

was stressed up!
but i'm glad tht was over.

And now the only thing i left to do is my POM final paper!

EVM report to hand in and presentation to present

ODR to presentation to present FIRST! then report...

I hope,

there wld be more automatic.

and not taking for granted attitude.

once work means work.

show coloured face.

at the end of the day.

we work together, our results shows better.

Dragged myself out of the bed today for Photoshoot.

nvr had propershoot b4.. but funny la hhah!

coming this week will be more hectic

cuz i'll have to clean the house.

do gardening...

clean the mess at home.

study for POM.

get ready for ODR presentation...yarlk!

and chinese new year!

but darn it cuz it clashes with Valentine's day..

but tht does not mean i'll miss my valentine's day..

i'll just have My VALENTINE's day another day..with my syg...

sorry syg.. =(

but trust me...

it'll be sth special.. =)

and

XOXO...

I MISS YOU TOO...

badly..

teehee... =)

SM camp 2010

Too tired... dozing off in class..

Tiring week that causes me unable to sleep well...

Comin this week will be more hectic then usual...

i need more rest or else i cun recover....

Nevertheless,

i'm so glad as u can see people coming down to support me...

esp. aidil and ema...

after sentosa event come all the way down...

teha and natri! woooooo! best supporter...

BUT the best is not the noisiest in the crowd but the most supportive in the crowd and at heart was my syg....

lorves...

more to update esp on showchoir...

will update soon....