Lessons these days have been quite not a bore.

It's been more on theories to prepare for our tests and practicals...

we had fun these days...

today is our water activity

in the POOL!

lorve it!

But dun like it in swimming costume. (1 piece i mean)

Today's waterpolo was funnious.

Though, it has to be in lifejackets. =(

bt we all had fun.

Had coaching practical and then we're free...

Weekends will be damn packed...

Still, i have to study...

down with 2 chapters aready... 2 more to go and i'll just revise n revise... and ready for TEST!

WHOAWHOAH!!!!

Hoh ya!

BTW!

Syg's birthday was yesterday...

i guess he quite enjoyed his bithday in the camp style hor...

a new way to celebrate...

sth special !

HAPPY 20TH birthday once again!

be more man syg!

not saying ur nt man...

but i like ur manness hahah!

i'm talking nonsense...

Lorves anyway~

Thoughts in my mind of the whereabouts after these...

has been making me sulk...

whether i shall go for wat i long for or?

its hard in certain ways...

i tot about it in many perspective...

will u wait for me?

PHOTO TIME!!! (thanks to Jac!)

~ Briefing time~

Everyone were waiting

i dunno wat is Steven doing?

Craft manga?

or muay thai eh?

Elaborating the results...

Shane (the "smelly" in class) n Khalil (the khalil one?)

Miss chong in orange

mel and i were waiting to have the briefing to end so we can dive into the pool

i dunno what am i looking or thinking..

but 1 thing i know is i dun like to wear swimming costume to have the costume line lOL!

Ah mao and leroy

Hey peeps ,

watch this video which are total crap and lame yet hilarious! HAHA! ENJOY! =D

FRIENDS!

Is what everyone will say...

yeah, i'm ur friend...

what ever wonder what kind of friend are your friends?

a Hi Bye Friend?

a Good Friend?

a Best Friend?

a Long Lasting Friend?

or Friends who stood by you .....

sometimes....

friends that i wanna by by their side...

despite if its new or old...

it seems to be diminished somewhere....

wat would that be defined as?

hmmm...

i do not know...

One moment, its sooo close to you...

and next when in contact with someone....

they seems to be missing

like as if they're busy or sth...

with no reply or any catch ups or meet ups....

its kinda sad...

as i've been through too...

well, i shall say.

i have many many friends...

but how many friends can stay by you whether they're busy or not

As we walk our path of life,

We meet people everyday.

Most are simply met by chance.

But, some are sent our way.
These become special friends

Whose bond we can't explain;

The ones who understand us

And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.

So, even we are apart.

Their presence enhances us

With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,

When even the miles disappear.

And so, these friends,

God sends our way,

Remain forever near

I really appreciate friends who stood by despite our busy schedules...

like my bestie friend since primary school... "weying"

my maddness...

even after ite times we still contact...

many more...

Grease

Syg (not only my best friend, but my lau one too...)

old ones go,

new ones comes..

but i do hope,

new ones do not wither away...

as its kinda sad to let it go

having all the goodie memories....

Syg's birthday in advance....

Since his birthday falls on thursday when his in camp...

i decided to celebrate for him in advance...

A late afternoon cum night spent with him for lunch/dinner and pool

FRIED MARS BALLS...

a confession of mine for him by the river...

which mades him smiling ,giggling and laughing at himself

cookies and followed by his ...

it's short.

but we've tried our best to spend each and every seconds, minutes, hours, times togethr...

his tired...

i know...

his 1 year older soon....

his decision will be year older... (hahahh!)

his wiser now...

he thinks 1 year older now hahah!!!!

For now....

things will be go as per normal...

his ns , arts

my studies, arts...

till then let god and us decides later...

For now,

we'll spend as much as we can to be....

things will change..

for the better. i believe...

its not easy for me

even for you...

but i believe....

like both of us aren't looking for diamond rings and everything...

cause everything leads to nothing

"If I Ain't Got You"

right syg...

Lorves....

I HEART you....

His trying to be a boy...

his tired...

i know you are..

A hug from him always makes me feel secure in his arms...


i hope he does too hahah!
btw, it looks like his hugging a momok! hahah!

Recently,
i've been kinda slacking off after being booted out from the camp and the whole season...
Thinking alot lately...

and then another surprise came along.
Sth that i knew but was least expected for me.
which mean i have to buck up in order to be there..


i have nt know whats the best for to come in time because i can't forsee..
but to be able to forsee whats coming next,
i'll have to buck up to change the forsee from unforseen.

It'll be like 10 days to syg's birthday...

and i can't wait to celebrate with him.

Hope, i'll be given the time to spend his 20th birthday on his coming bookout..

we've been both busy with our own stuff..

His busy with his camp..

i'm busy with my studies, ccas' music yada yada...

that though we do at least meet up once a week for afew hours.

but quality time spent alone was not enough...

(sorry for being greedy... loL!!!)

These days should have been quite tensed for syg according to his entries...

as you know i'm quite dumb in guessing.

so i'm not quite sure wats it about.

but i'm sure that i can feel his not feeling quite right somewhere...

*syg, you have yet to share with me hor...

my ears are opened 24/7 for you to pricked it....*

so i'm waiting...

right

back to the topic...

this week will be another week of study.

so i'll be bucking my freaking ass and opening my freaking eyes off..

i hope, my eyes won't get to sleepy...

as it have always been... hohoho!

Came back for days full of stress, nervousness, happiness and laughter and tears of joy and saddness...

Overall, i shall say...
maybe, god has other plans for me.
or god is trying to tell me that its not my time yet...
so his gving the chance for me to buck up...
therefore, i shall work harder to try for the next season...

i though alot the whole day after i was booted out...
certain things made alot of sense...

i am disappointed at myself too...
i disappointed my dad....
my family...
i disappointed miss irene and phoebe..
i disappointed showchoir..
i disappointed my classmates and friends...
i disappointed madness...
and i disappointed syg too...
in all case where they had high hopes for me to go though the top 24 so they can make banners and become my cheers....
i promised to make it in the top few so to sing syg's favourite song in one of the shows....
but i failed to...
i'm so sorry you guys....


but don't you worry...
i'll buckup myself to prepare more for the next season to come...
more well prepared...
just wait...

at the same time...
i was offered sth else...not in music wise but its somewhere linked...
therefore, i must study hard....

i've let myself down in SI...
i cannot let myself down in my studies this time...
so April kong..., buck up! and wake up! =D
YOU can do it cuz you'll always never say fail or no...



During my time in the stay in camp...
i misses everyone..
and i mean everyone..
esp, my family and syg...
though i was too tired at the end of the day..
i would think of them b4 i go to sleep...


syg,
i wanna thank you for supporting me and giving me the strength to go this far.
instead i felt i've let you down...
but, never i will giveup...
cuz i believe i will make it in the top 24 the next season...
its just not my time for now i think...
though ur far...
though we hardly meet...
but you'll forever always be in my heart... where a place stands and longs for you....

Time CHeck now is 12.49 am..
And i'm left with only 7 hours plus to use the phone till is shut.
till then i'll be away...
A place neither near nor far...
I'm soon be missing my classmates...
missing my lessons...
my course mates...
my sports mates...
my showchoir mates...
my family...
my grease family...
miss irene and phoebe
and not forgetting :Syg...

yEAp,
as much as i want my time to be spent before i go...
i guess its just not it...
it sheds my heart though.

I CAME A Long way,
then came a way of on and off fluS...
and chest prob...
due to flu...

but its' not gonna stop me from where i'm heading too...
Yes, i'm gonna miss you....
and i'll have you with my everytime before i sleep.
i wake up...
just one look at the pictures...
it'll just boost my strength for rounds and rounds...

Bless me and wish me luck..
pray with whatever god your praying to for me...
for i shall return with good news...

I woke up having a normal body temperature...
After my workout at the gym...
A shower later, fever came back to 37.5 degress...
Oh gosh! then followed by a very very bad upset stomache!




I'm so touched that Phoebe followed me to see the doc yesterday..
Despite the long queue waited in the clinic...
So sweet of you Phoebe...
Not only that, she borrowed me her heels and sequent vest....
Sweet girl....


Syg went back to camp this afternoon....
Its raining man..
Syg, do cover yourself to sleep with your blanket ok..
ITS GOnna be damn cold in the midnight...
Misses and love you...






Speaking about army and botak...
2 of our MADNESS group became one of the army people...
Instead, they are females...
loL!....
I can't wait to see them in webcams or face to face...
Went to see Jasmine's facebook!
Bi kong told me so..
Oh gosh!
loL!!!
I kope some pics from there...
So cute right the both of them.....

THEY ARE NON OTHER THAN

JESSICA AND JASMINE!
BOTH "J"!!
lol!! NO WONDER WANNA SHAVE BOTAK! HAHAH!!!!!!
BUT CUTE LA!!

JASMINE! STOP WEARING SHADES! YOU DON'T HAVE ANYHAIR TO USE THE SHADE TO PULL BACK GIRL! =D

I'm not shy to post their pictures or what..

Instead, i'm glad to hav them as friend go out with them when they' re botak!!!

Cause they are madness! hahaahah! LORVE THEM!!!

anyways, schools staring tml .I hope i dun get worse on my fever or else i can't go to school.... =(

Yesterday was the day...

I went to meet Syg and Q...

his bunkmates came along with their other half too...

We had our dinners first then played pool at Lucky Plaza before the movies...

His friends are as crazy as him hah...

But his still the best...

Lol!...

Went to watch Transformers with them....
Stayed till mignight then sent Q home...

For those who haven seen Isk for some time..

A little description for you guys..

hahah!

" He has a botak head now...."

"He still looks as mischevious as ever..."

" His still as crazy as ever..."

" He has broader shoulders now..."

"Slightly bigger chest" <>

"Give me 3 months then i have packs..." He says... ahahh!

Wat else u wanna know...

Nothing.. the rest are for myself... hahahah!

I had my day with him...

And i'm glad to see him to rub his botak head... =D...

Just hope tht he aims his target to get 7 pull - ups...

SYG,

don't worry.

You'll make it...

If your friends can, so can you.

cause your strong to accomplish anything tht stands in your way right? haah!

To achieve something, you must always aim for it...

then you'll strive for....

never say give up nor fail ya???

So be strong headed like your botak head... =D

Be always in ur heart to lead u strong...

Never fail... Yah~

Lorves....

Aite....

Head to see the doctor just now...

Was having a slight fever...

Lucky its not H1N1 swine flu or sth...

just flu, sore throat and abit of fever..

gonna stay at home the whole day and listen to all my songs and do my music homework...

Gosh.. my nose are like running tap...

sneezing and sneezing.....

hahah!

Ok... i'll be off to rest now....

I'm quite in a happy mood despite in a mood of mixed feelings in my mind....

Feeling a little dizzy and sick....

i'll just chuck everything aside and look at the bright side!

I'm shopping!

like really shopping!

with none other than my fashion police!

PHOEBE!

yeap.. thats her... hahah!

We'd shopped for like a black nicey dress....

a leopard top....

a coolourful top to match with a jeans...

a striking pink dress....

AND!

HEELS!

oh my gosh!

oh all my 4 tops!

my heels are like the most expensive ones...

it costs like $53!

bUT THEY are gorgeous....

so spent it....

Then met up with Show choir mates...

Some can't come because they have sth things on...

but we'd still meet up...

had ben n jerrys..

But guys, i'm so sorry i have to be the first one to leave...

something cropped up at home....

some other time ok?

Anyways.......

schools are starting and i just can't wait!

tell me about it...

i'm missing my times in school...

i'm missing my class advisors and other teachers...

i'm missing my classroom...

and most important...

i'm missing my classmates...

Last...

missing syg....

still in camp...

trying his best to have his pull - ups to 7.

or else he and his bunk mates will be confined...

Syg, i believe you can do it....

mentality ok...

mentale...

hehhe!

trust yourself... =D

PICTURES~

This picture would end up here was becasue it was in DJ's phone...

he showed me and i was shocked having this expression in his phone!

so i'm here to share ...loL!....

the times in grease hahah!

And this is to show how much lorve AND care we have in GREASE!

GREASE PEOPLE....

MEMORIES.... brought back! hahah!