Pass few days had been a day for me.
Training yesterday.
Very happy.
=)

Woke up to go to Irene's house to type out lyrics for GREASE with Daen.
Had lunch over at her place.... Whooooooo nice! her beef ah~! made me craving for more! haha!
thEN went to meet up with weying.
Bestie friend! oh ma! we haven meet for very wrong and had lots of things to talk! Been frens for like 9 years! despite all the frens we had. I cannot believe we still gt so much to talk and laugh about.!
THats! waht friendship forever!
or say best friend forever haha! guess cuz we faced same probs in times of parents haha!!! oh welll...


He called last night which shocked me.
Spoke.
Spoke.
Somehow, i still feel the heartache that has never faded away.
It just keeps twirling in my head like how i had a damn bad headache and like having a heart attack....
Tell me when it's gonna be over?



MISSING YOU
LOVING YOU

Thursday
went to have popeye with JESSICA! JASMINE! HUI PING!
sung a new song for JASMINE'S phone haha! Jasmine no one will scold u le!
haha! MY NO.1 fan! haha!'

Del came to meet us after tht. Took train home together. =)


Friday
No lesson.
Went to eat Popeye AGAIN! with Hui min, Sock Hua, Joyce .
But this time i ate sth lighter. =)
Went to study.
First 45 mins unable to study Cuz ah bao and us were busy laughing and talking
haha!
Went to eat with Ray later later later.
ahah!
went to PLAY with DEL, JESSICA, JASMINE AND HUI PING!
It's the first time going with them. EXCITED!
wENT to put our bags at PLAY.
then had dinner, then went back.
Ordered 2 jug of VODKA lime.
Jessica cannot liao.
So she control her alcohol.heee!
We then ordered 4 jugs.
2 vodka fruit punch.
2 vodka ribena.
Each of us 1 jug.( exclude Jessica)
Drank the first half of jug at a shot.
i drank Vodka Fuirt punch. * NICE!!!!*
eXCHANGED WIth Del and drank Vodka Ribena. *NOT BAD!*
Drink already. Everyone full sial!
We went Vodka rush! hahaha!!!
went out of PLAY cuz it was damn boring that night!
Like no one were at the dance floor.
sO WENT to Tantic instead.
While walking there, jasmine was high!/drunk!
she couldn't walk straight! heeee!!!!
I was high then.
Then came this Nigro guy saying i'm "gorgeous"
asked for my name. he introed himself and shook my hand, not letting my hands go.
I just took it off my hard.
Was scary cuz no one was beside me, they busy helping Jasmine haha!
I called Jessica go with me and we left!
i told Jess: eh scary eh! quickly walk!
i guess he knows i'm somehow drunk so he wanna hook me up.
FAT HOPE AH!
NOT AVAILABLE OK!
went to TANTRIC!
first thing went to the toilet!
While waiting i started getting drunk already.
But was aware of things around me.
Went to buy a glass of Vodka lime. Drank one mouth and hui ping took all....loL!!!!
Sat outside TANTRIC (roadside)
i cun go home at that time cuz i was drunk.
telling passing by gays they are handsome or hot.
Then this gay came kissing my cheek haha!
wee!
Made a new friend.
HIS NAMe is Yat! haha!
spoke to him last night for a short while.
Then went home.
jESSICA took the same cab as me.
Thanks for looking out for me you guys haha!
i had a night. And it was the first time i got this so drunk.
=)Lucky never vomit! haha!
Went home shower .
Laid on the bed and start calling people to talk. bUT SAD thing they were alseep or replied late haha!.



I felt i have changed to another person whom i dunno who am i now.
Like.
I over eat.
Eat awhile.
Eat again and again and again.
Started to go club (PLAY & TANTIC)
i DUNNO what am i doing. Maybe once awhile go there is alright.
I dun seem to like what i am now.
Have been asking myself these days..........
i tried to forgive but i cannot forget.
Slap me if you guys want to. ok.
I dun return one to you. hah! just dun get angry thats all. =)
I love you guys.=)))





I LOVE RAINBOW!




I LOVE YOU .
I MISS YOU.

OFA exam...
Die la.
Tried to kill the hell out of me die.....
Managed to finish hope i'd pass. =)

Sorry girls.
Had not been going training.
Was suppose to go today but because my grandad landed in Hospital *AGAIN*
Had to be there.
Then again i though i can make it for the second half of the training, but i couldn't . Those who knows the reason. Hope you can understand.
Those who dunno the reason. Don't bother to understand.
Had to visit him early morning again.
Performance in skl tml.
Tired.
Stressed.
Studying.




i miss you .
i love you.

Had a day....
schooling.
Home.
Study.
Rest.
Training tml.


STRESSED~!
Trevor has high expectations on me. Spoke to me about his cousin whom i know and about my studies....
Bleah....
sTUDY study study study....
was supposed to study at SIMEI starbucks but i was left so stayed at home to rot studyin at home instead.

Had been eating alot alot alot non-stop eversince that "thing" happened.
I just can't stop eating.
I'm so afraid i'm gonna become being a fat - ass....
For those were with me these days can see i ate a meal though but alot without feeling full.. =(
I feel hurt.
I guess i'm back to my old ways when i faced such things i eat alot alot!!!
STOP ME OK!
sLAP me if you have to....
cuz what i'm doin this is killing me~



i miss you .
i love you.