WHOOO! Finally it ends with a good weekend!

Like i said from the previous post...

i have so much to say...

i just think that if i put whatever happens behind and accept wat you are cause u cun just shove someone away if they are different from you..

i tried... i REALLY TRIED.

But from what i see these whole week during EVERY session...

i see that i was being ignored..

Not that i wanna make a fuse out of it.

I made an effort to talk to you.

I asked certain things..

i was being ignored like as if i was not there...

or best still ur just talking to that one PARTICULAR person all the time...

Ook, then where do we all stand DAMN!

YOU DUN JUST SHOVE US ALL ASIDE..

AND WHEN NEEDED TO TALK TO US U OPEN UR DAMN POUCH MOUTH!..

I am glad tht i am not the only 1 or 2 person who noticed...

Is just tht ur being unfair...

if u just wanna talk to just 1 ! person!

then Saifen us all out then...

I see how u handle when its gone...

Don't think what u appear on the outside is what we see what kind of person u are...

I AM 100% DAMN SURE u are more than what you are...

a 2 face person...

a liar...

a cheater...

an arse...

don't you made me hit to the max of my boiling point till i spill everything out n settle one on one scores with you.

For i dun wanna do that.

So stop being an arse...

what else can i say about you...?

seriously i dunno wat else more can i curse about you.

But i decide not to do so, i dun wanna get karma...

well... i myself ain't one so i dun think i have much to worry about...

And if u think u are the one...

do be glad u are being talked about...

i dun wanna dirty my blog cuz its meant for happy memories...

Like me and my syg...

So buzz off and be true to who you are before i reveal all out..

You've been warned...

(RED CARD!)

SICKENING Yet quite memorable..

sickening was because i fall sick.

Losing my voice...

BUT YET! I GET TO SEE MY SYG BEFORE THE CAMP!

AIN'T THT GREAT OR WAT!

yeap, and oh memorable was because i had WSS camp.

Working with new people in the musical....well, majority of them.

Well, but you know wat...

i think this camp is quite memorable cuz it taught us nt to be selfish, to respect others, positive attitude n plus on communication.

I mean communication sums it up all but yeah.. ya know wat i mean...

preparation for sunday performance during singing lessons...

Its was a hectic one cuz all groups have been stressing on how to finish the songs in just 2 nights..

people get to sleep late. but i'm glad not many complain...

I am very grateful that people are helping one another out....

hmmm, maybe a few bad eggs who dun but oh well...

at least i get to see team work...

despite the fact that we heard scary things n sleep only 2 hrs or less...

our camp was a paid off...

Plus one dun forget.. how much i miss my syg...

hoping he wld be at the camp with me too like the previous camp in GREASE!. Teeheee!

That sums up the whole of last week...

Lets talk about this week...

I notice...

In life, people do get hypocritical and backstabbing one another.

bUT at the end of the day... look at yourself first before opening your mouth..

I admit, i used to be like one of them... (nt the very bad ones, but just touch n go)

but then i realise, people makes mistakes...

accept it n accept for who they are too...

not to spread news and have so much hatred among one another...

being stuck in between, i really dunno wat to do but try not to get involved so much.....

more to be said but i think it'll be scary if i really list examples down here...

BOTTOM LINE....

I'M a nice girl who dun treats people bad...

I dun pretend to have friends just because of benefits...(thats wat i hate the most!)

Dun pretend to be nice to me, cuz once i know...

you'll never wanna see the bad side of me....

bad omens aside...

lets say the good things...

yes!

I LOVE MY SYG! =D

TESTING!

First of all,
i wld wanna say how much i miss my syg ALOT!... despite me meeting him last thursday...
He'll be busy doing his mission in camp.
All the best for him completing and doing well...

Apart from tht, a news i received was my grandma (daddy's mum)
she was warded becoz of stomache. then come to know its diahorrea infection.
which after she pooed with lots of blood.
Then they think it might be her intestine/stomache infection.
Then too much acid was in her stomache tht caused her difficulty breathing.
When i visited her this morning.
I was surprised to see her condition.
In an oxygen mask. breathing heavily and fast.
I spoke to her, telling her to breathe slowly.
She so wanted to take out the oxygen mask bt had no strength. bt was nt advised to, cuz it might worsen her breathing.
When i look at her. She looked at me, like as if she wanted to tell me how much she was in pain....
i CLD NT DO ANYTHING bt look at her. trying nt to cry infront of her.
i was tramatised by it...
then she was send to ICU. (critical condition)
so critical tht she had to rely on the machine to pump her heart,
cuz her lungs were so tired to pump /breathe anymore...
Tht when i went to see her again, she has lots of needles on her.
Seeing her lying on bed in a very uncomfortable condition.
This time, she had not much strength to lift her hand.
She looked at me feeling tired.
but deep in my heart , i told her to be strong...
dun let go...
doc says she has to go for scanning n surgery or else she cannot survive...
I broke down infront of my relatives...
Being the egoistic me who does not like ppl to see me cry.
Its so unbearable not to cry..
I felt, i had not done so much for her...
I dun see her often cuz i am busy.
But ,
deep down....
I really LOVE her...
i pray to god for her being able to breathe better n in not much of pain and a speedy recovery...
"Mama...
I LOVE YOU...
PLEASE BE STRONG...
NOT NOW...
NOT YET...
YOU'VE YET EATEN MY ABALONE THAT I BOUGHT USING MY OWN POCKET MONEY
I'VE NOT YET BRING U OUT FOR A WALK
PLEASE DUN GO...."

At that point of time...
i felt totally useless,
and afraid,
having no one to lean a shoulder to cry on...
but with my own hands to wipe off my tears...
for i have to be strong...

Debe, thanks for coming down early.
Talked to me ...
i feel better for that period of that time..
but still, i need time.
cuz i am not ready for anything to happen...
i cannot take it.
not now.
not ever...

for i am not strong enought to face such things...


PS: syg, i miss u. i miss u hug that i need so much right now...but i understand...
in time, soon, i would want ur shoulder n that hug from u... ='(

As said for the past 2 to 3 months i have been busy with skl.

But that does not mean i don't have time for him... =)

Hey! don't say you dunno him oK!...

I've been talking about him on my blog all the time about 2half yrs ago k!...

Back then, we're just 2 lovebirds.. falling in love.

then comes certain situations that has to be facing in the future when it comes to marriage..

And now we're still going strong.

With him by my side...

HIm changing so much...

There's nothing more i wanna ask much.

So long as i have him by my side.

Because, his so precious to me that can't be away from my life.

So much so that i cherish every moment i am with him.

Be it on the phone, dates, on msn or on fb..

Every single seconds, minutes, hour...

i just wanna be part of it.

That i don't left out what he does,say, did or whats happening in his life.

Cause to me, his just my other half.

And i can't see him feeling so sad over certain things...

Changes that needs to be made.

I'm willing to take that challenge for i am always ready to go this world.

I just need time cause i need to do my research...

nothing is impossible if u put in the effort.

My pillar of wall,

My antidote,

My happy pill,

My laughing gas,

My serious conversation partner,

My emotional boy,

My LOVER.. =)

My long term and enternity bf! -)

Love ya! <3

Welcome BACK!!!

It's been a few months i have not update my blog.

That's becuz i have been busy with school eversince skl start.

Since 15th of july school has started.

Projects / assignments i shall say has been piling up.

But we managed to pull it through .

Through out months of schooling and seeing my classmates everyday, i gt to make a group of good friends...

I'm glad to say they are a group of people who dun take jokes serious...

They are all open to talk about anything...

Crazy bunch of people.. lol!

And now my exams are over and so is semester 1 !

Having a month break till the next brain cracker starts again.

=)

Look at these 2 pictures.

One manly, one boyish...
Yeap... thats my boy.
Hahah!
Been thinking how much have we've both grown.
Well, i shrink a little.
HE! has grown...ALOT. loL!
From the time i've known him till now...
I must say i'm quite impressed with him...
That i dun have to becoz of little things i nag at him.
For he knows wats his doing and wats best for him.
Of all choices i made most of the time was wrg...
But falling in love with him and not giving up on him from the past till now,
was the best choice i've ever made...
I've nvr fallen for someone so much deep...
I've nvr cried soo much for someone ...
I've nvr cared for someone so much...( i mean i do care for everyone)
But his is special...
I need to take care of his health..
His HEART esp...
Because his heart holds everything...
If without him, i wun have good advice...
If without him, i dunno how much wiser i've got..(loL!)
If without him...
I cannot dun have him by myside da...
His that so PRECIOUS to me...
Someone i could talked everything about...
Someone whom i dun have to feel shy about
Someone whom i dun have to pretend to make it perfect infront of.
Cuz i have my own flaws too and was way many...
For he accepted my flaws..
my stupidity dumb and gong gong actions...
I dunno wats the right word to describe to him...
But his just the MR.RIGHT for me...
to walk down the wedding aile...
to walk down the long journey with me...
to walk down our ups n downs...
to walk down till we grow old....
For death will not do us apart too...
Forever in my heart.....
MY HEARTS CLOSED FOR U.... =-*

SIDE track....
skl's starting next week!
wee!
excited yet scared...
Excited cuz i finally get to touch books and crack brains and hold a pen!
scared cuz i dunno wat the ppl there r gonna be like.
plus i scared i cannot do well... nevertheless, i'll do my best for i dun wanna fail my parents anymore...
commitments....
all , i have to cut down..
i'm sorry if i have to turn certain things down...
but its for my studies sake...
i cun have too many things at a time...
West side story n studies are the prioirites...
family i have to have time for them...
FRIENDs at time...
but most importantly , time spared for my syg too...
Thats the biggest commitment i have to take....
well, nt commitment but is a must one.
For certain relationships out there...
too afraid of commitments and other stuff...
relationships are at loss...
Y with tht decision...
dun ur think its too hasty to cut out sth like tht cuz of other commitments...
To break off for a reason cuz too stress with other stuff...
that needs a breather to take...
That wld be the most dumbest thing to do...
If ppl decides to loss a relationship for tht...
its hard to get back...
Chances are given but not always...
so do treasure....

A TOUGH WEEK back then and it ENDS this WEEK AWESOMELY!....

I'm lost for words...

and i'm glad i had Iskandar being my life-time partner.

Never had i tot ,wat went through last week, we had it all sorted out...

I'm so glad his understanding.

Yes he might be a little here n there but .

Ya see, thts where the gf has to step in to ease the situation.

I can be as ego as anyone else to say its not my fault.

But tht way wun help for the both of us...

I just feel tht...

i have to be always by ur side no matter wat happens...

and when we hold on, things will get better...

Not only to love him / concern him about his everyday life.

But his feelings

his everything.

Talking is nothing tht we talked about like how r u yada yada...

but we talked about everything .

Eeverybit... not keeping things from one another

Having to trust each other is as impt too...

and u see ..

My syg has it all...

For no one can ever be compared to him..

In every relationship i fall into....

i always look far because i am sincere and believe tht if i am sincere in my relationship and be faithful the other will do the same too

Things hasn't been going well till i found and fall for u...

As the first time when we get to know one another..

i was so afraid i wld be cheated for the i dunno how many times...

but then..

i came to realise...

that there can be many man out there with so much to have but cheats the other half...

But u....

U are the special one who doesn't cuz hah! i dunno why but i had soo much faith in u n trust in u...

and u never fail to make me love u even more.

Instead, u make me for who i really am...and learn to love u whole heartedly no matter wat stands in the way...

All the while i thought i had a bad love life with such a short love life span....

but i am grateful to have known u...

my malay boy... =D

AND me SLOWLY getting in to know about islam...

For i am willing to learn gradually in time.. =)

FOR u my love...

being with u is the best thing tht happened to me...

If having u leave me one day...

i could nt imagine how things will turn out to be for me...

it'll all be into darkness again like how orchard went flooding yesterday...

N i remembered the time when i cried so badly for u...

made me don;t wan to loose u anymore...

not even for once...

For i have gave my whole heart to you.. =)

=-*

I, myself am IMPERFECT too,

cuz i have too many FLAWS too...

thats why i need ur help to be by my side to correct me too...

=(

Believe it or not...
I've known and been with him for more than about 2 yrs 2 mths or so?
and i'm still loving him strong.
Despite his NS schedule, busy meetings and etc.
I'm still staying strong in the loop to love him no matter what.
HUH!!! wat!? malay?
TAU TAK PE...
color , race doesn't matter...
i love him for who he is is most impt.
So wat if i fall for someone of the same skin colour n race bt just someone i cannot communicate with or anything at all??
COrrect!
Furthermore...
he and i can talk about anything without feeling shy not to share...
AIn't tht great!
a guy like him...
he may be young (by a yr)
but matured.
His just perfect in everyway for me.

He thinks wat i think...
I think wat we think..
bt if ever we have any issues to talk about.
We'll sort things out...
like miss bel says...
" IF U WANNA WORK THINGS OUT , U HAVE TO SORT THINGS OUT AND NOT DRAG THE ISSUE..."
THis way... ppl live happily ever after...
n i totally belive wat miss bel says...
readers, u can say we dun quarrel all the time how to know one another better?
well...
dun quarrel means nt good.
but good too cuz we understands one another n give in.
not only to that but to talk to each other with respect.
I think thts the most important.

and i APPRECIATE him whenever, wherever, whatever he is /are...
n i'll always love u...
=)

ps: i'm sorry for wat happened...

FEEEE FAAAAIIII FFOOOOO FFUUUMMm!!!

A week to spare...

and wasted...

coming this week...

i'm so gonna start going gym like 4 times a week ...

gotta keep tht..

gotta keep tht..

gotta keep tht..

gotta keep tht tht tht...

boom boom boom going..

start doing up english...

start reading novels again.. ( oh i miss tht!)

start up on my vocals..

start up on alot of things... it just keeps the list on going.

But wat keep the list on going too,

is the time n plans i'm gonna spend with my dear too...

so many things he had ahead in mind that i could not even count.. but its a good thing...

at least my other half has plans in mind hohOH!

so does it leaves me lazing around?

i bet he wun allow tht! loL!...

like i say:"When time comes for u to give ur heart to someone, make sure u select someone who will never break ur heart, cuz broken hearts has never spare parts"

and his someone i'll never give my heart away for someone else.

Cuz my heart belongs to him.

Lately....

things has been messing around in my mind non-stop...

so many things which i dunno where to start from.

haven been sleeping tht well...

i miss skl...

i miss all my frens...

i miss my classmates...

i miss the times when i sing everyday like no bodies business...

i miss going down for showchoir..

i miss seeing my grandparents the most =(((

as much too...

i miss seeing syg...

all these misses has collade up to the brim which even a shopaholic i can pass through...

BUSY ! YET a very MEMORABLE WEEK!

Havin to work everyday kinda stops my mind working for awhile sia...

unlike last time when i go to skl everyday.

first thing i sat on my chair was to take out my textbook and pen to ready to learn new things...

now is like...urgh....

i dunno how to explain.

and when i got home, i felt like a blur cock log..

loL!

macham no life..

loL!

well, this is the real world...

loL!

well, apart from tht...

i had a wonder day with my syg.... celebrating my bdae b4 tht....

simple yet enjoyable... =)

like as if its like an everyday life...

i hope ah. hahah!

more of sentosa outing k syg! =)

or maybe other outings ah~ huahuah!

dun expect out of the expect.... wld be abit bored ..loL!...

ok, see thts wat i mean....BLUR~

once again, i'd like to thank for all the wishes and present.

esp nat, raif and aqidah...

the cute little present with light and a star was a surprise....

moved me alot... like even though my bdae is over...

very much appreciated....

=)

plus showchoir singing bdae song like the whole bishan can hear sia! crazy!

but thts wat we are wat... lOL!....

aite... i'm kinda tired...

need to wake up early for tmll... nights ppl....

See the pic above you'll roughly know what i've been going through lately this week....

basically,

a new job was a good news...

the bad news was my family and i have been quarrelling over me working at retail sales...

wanting me to change to admin job which was a total nono!

first nt willing to fork out the money to study private.

then want me to part -time study private

and now want me to study fulltime private...

thts one side of the shit i've been hastling about..

nxt...

choosing a course also give a hell damn of a prob..

not wanting me to study arts management side...

nvm

sports sci industry too small nvm...

psychology industry even smaller, nvm...

MASS COM! ask me wat for....

kills me to the beat man~

because of all these

i haven been sleeping well...

tired of getting lectured everyday at night despite after a long 8hrs of standing at work, u'd expect peace at home...

in the end.

its more like a law case.....

then comes world war III!...

after wat i've decided yesterday...

i hope it'll come to a stop not only for now but also for a long term....

i guuess my proving to them is not enough...

oh well...

" u can't please everyone"

This week... everyone started skl...

i start to miss my clasmsates..

my schoolmates...

my showchoirmates...

my free time going out shoopping!. =(

everything!...

last but not least!

the most i miss about is SYG...

gosh...

syg i miss u soooo much... =(

These days hasn't been on my side...
grades aren.'t improving...
poly applications were successful..
got bombarded by my dad....
last but not least...
friendship was as important as the most pain in theass these days...

but!.... a second chance to poly is till like less than half hr more...
i do hope i'll get in....
damn nervous...

apart from all these
i'm glad tht i get to meet syg more than once this week...
though not getting into poly for the first round....
i'd manage to put tht aside and have my time with him rather than 2 person having a sulky face...

Friends....
the most easy to have...
yet
the most irritating and alter ego to some...
some friends are willingly to be open to speak up face to face to solve it nicely...
bringing down therir alter ego and let it pass....
some were such an up tight ass...
tht thinks they are at/not at fault
and making a hell lots of racking and jumping into conclusions of ppl not friending them...
well.... is tht wat u want?
dun mind not friending us?
hmmmm!!!
all these sentence seems like only meant for primary and secondary skl kids...
n hows thee...
so...WHO GOES THERE!!!
people need to learn to give n take...
wan a friendship tht last long... suck it face and dare to receive and comments/ bad...
cuz if not where u learn to be a better person
and how are you gonna gain good friends....

in the end.. you'll be having new friends and backstabs u than being truthful to you...
wld you U rather have friends who are always there for you?
or wld U RATHER! have friends who are also ur friends but backstabs and talking things tht are not true?
wld U rather have friends who comes up to u about ur whereabouts of wrg u had and amend it....
or wld U RATHER! have friends who just laugh at ur act and talks bad passing all the bad remarks around...
wld U rather have friends who stand by you no matter wat kind of person u are.....good or bad...
or wld U RATHER! have friends seeing ur attitude in a manner and leave u cuz u dun suite in their category?
think about it...
not saying us leaving u alone..
u know wat you've done or say..
we nvr take sides...
its wat u THINK it is...
and u know it....
so think b4 u say wat yo wanna say..
cuz it might end up causing a loss of friendship at stake!
AS SAID.... we're always there... u just have to approach like wat you did b4...
if nt its not gonna get settled
or not...
dun put words around....
but come to think again... if ur consciences is clear why bother wat ppl say wat?
betol kan?

i'm bored during this holidays...

rehersals...
late night sleeping (nth special)
waking up late....
exercising....

all these things seems so normal....

missing him seems very normal too...
but to me...
the misses and love for him are different and special everyday.... =)
do u feel it syg?
Hurhurhur! =*


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Friends....
whats it for?
some says its for expanding the social circle..
some says to know more people ...
some says...
if someone is in trouble tht person or whoeve can back it up.
some says when one is down, he/she/they can always be there for one another...
how about exchanging views of each other...
not in other people but towards each other...
some excepts...
some don't...
why so?
so who/ how is it "u" can change for the better when views from other people u dun wanna to hear..?
how to have better friends?
is it of the same activities u have?
or wat?
or its someone who is willing to tell u right from wrong u ur willing to accept wat they say....
If not willing to accept friends opinion, whats gonna happen when ur in the real world of reality?
wats said has been said...
its up to u readers to decide....
i think if i said it till here you guys understand wat i mean right?
hahah! if don't .
Do go to ....
WWW.GOOGLE.COM.SG and search for what friends are for.....
more or less gives u an idea.... =)

Let me put a fullstop here...

A LOUSY WEEK!

as it has seems...
i haven been letting my voice rest.
then i came falling ill
so bad that i nearly fall out from my stableness....
apart from falling ill...
flu, sorethroat...
and apart from ill...
my hairs a frail too...
spoiled and spoiled!
nvr in my 21 years its so spoiled till like tht..
first time i felt as if i was in depression over a spoiled hair which was stupid...
but my hair brings out what i am...
a spoiled hair....(speechlesss)
certain things hasn't been well too...
which kept my mind occupied...
i shall nt say it...
think its better to keep it to myself...
cuz its better to let alone myself know then anyone else...

being with my syg is a blessing...
nvr have i regret a thang.
it may be an amazing ride or a dangerous ride...
i'm glad its him i go on with...
an ego guy like him could actually made me fall for him....
is nt easy know...
moreover...
its not his looks tht i fall for..
but who he is....
makes me fall deeply into a hole for him that no one can replace him.
(LOVE YOU handsome =*...)

overall, these week is a bad omen for me... =(

ps: let me say it again....
close is close....
but keep ur hands off him...
unless u dunno what does limits means...
tell me how it feels if u were in that situation too...
i dun wanna be mean...
but i'm just trying to be nice here...
i dun wanna be selfish .
cuz i'm not.
BUT this, i have to say i am selfish. cuz his mine.you know....

Finally, exams are over....

sigh.... no more waking up early disturbed by my alarm clock.

No more rushing or walking to skl....

no more wearing SM shirt....

no more special hand signs from my classmates...

no more projects to be rushed...

no more alot of things.....

happy yet sad...

full of memories...

loads of happiness, joy n laughter....

yet with arguments and happy endings....

i'm glad it all ended with a good note... =)

As syg has POPed....

i managed to see him twice a week

yesterday after a meeting with my classmates awhile...

more to come...

lets make it short n sweet.

we've walked throught a long aile of esplanade ...... heee!

2 class test down ....

1 final crucial to go before ring ding ding.... HOLIDAY!

but haven been feeling well nor eating well these days...

tht aside...

have been up late studying

radio station for final competition

band rehersal for iTalent...

do vote for us...!

sms.... ITECCS(space) IMO6 to 91822255

have been smsing for these 2 days till i memorised it loL!...

and i have a last shout out! before i end this update for today...

that....

i miss my syg very much.... =(

u know i know ah syg.....

cuz ur the perfect man for me...
i love you i do.... =D

JEALOUSY IS A WHOLE BUNDLE OF EMOTIONS

We tend to think of jealousy as a single emotion, but actually it is a whole bundle of feelings that tend to get lumped together. Jealousy can manifest as anger, fear, hurt, betrayal, anxiety, agitation, sadness, paranoia, depression, loneliness, envy, coveting, feeling powerless, feeling inadequate, feeling excluded. It often helps to identify what is the exact mix of feelings you experience when you feel jealous. What is the primary emotion you feel when you are jealous? Demystifying the exact components of your jealousy can be a giant step towards getting a grip on things and resolving the problem. Is it always the same for you or does the mix change from time to time depending on circumstances? For instance, one woman figured out that her jealousy was about 50% fear, 20% anger, 20% feeling powerless and 10% feeling betrayed. However, when she asked her partner for reassurance and affection, and he provided it, the anger and betrayal disappeared. Then her jealousy was much more manageable, because most of what was left was fear and she could express those feelings more easily to her partner and resolve them.

Hahahah! its wat i read about jealousy when i was bored...
it was the first time i could express in tht manner...
and that was a shocking state to myself too loL!....
Nevertheless, i had to overcome tht...
with so much it jealousy inside me is not gonna work...
cuz thats not what i am...
Thats why, i have to be able to understand....
and thts where trusts comes in...
cause i have nvr doubt him...=)

Still whoever is out there to get him..
i shall say his mine...
dun try taking him away from me eh..
cuz its not fair...
know where u stand....
dun go beyond limits...
well, as i myself have to too.. lOL!...

Lets talk about yesterday...
i just wanna thank people for coming down to see my show...
well not only mine but the group of us thts performing and i hope ur enjoyed the little things here and there hahah!

And come to think of the rides reminds me of syg and i playing at
escape theme park back that time....
where crisis for both of us was at stake... loL!...
nvrtheless, yesterday was the most craziest ride of all and i get to sit that with him was an honour....
"we fly,we fly high together. We go down,we go down together.We shout,we shout out i love you together"
hahaha!
and i'd love to have more adventures out with him... =)

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year

also as well as VaLenTine's DaY!

omg....

I have no choice but miss out valentine's day today. =(

I'm so sorry my dear.

I will repay tht day the next day or when ur free this week. =)

Bt nevertheless, we both exchanged V.D. gifts on a friday.

and i've gt to say this ,

that i lorved the gift u gave syg. =)

till i wear it on the first day of chinese new year/valentine's day hahah!

Lovely ya?!

And u cun reject

ISKANDAR PITT and APRIL JOLENE!

nOT to forget Amz... =)

Isk and his bunk mates...

Not to forget to support my skl bandmates at ITALENT!

Shall update the dates but its a saturday at VIvo City!


Coming days gotta start studying for my exams...

no time.....

" dun mess with wats mine...i might not be there but i'm not blind"

I had loads of things to do this week...

Preparation for the camp.

cHecks here and there..

rehersal.

then camp on friday and saturday.

It was my first time going to Pulau Ubin..

My first time having outdoor cooking!

first time sleeping in a tent.

hahah!

gAINed new experience !

But had to be under the scorching sun the whole day..

standing the whole day cuz i'm the assistant camp chief...

how exhausted was that!

responsibilities tht amera, hubert and i had to hold..

and consequences tht we had to face for any of their mistakes...

was stressed up!
but i'm glad tht was over.

And now the only thing i left to do is my POM final paper!

EVM report to hand in and presentation to present

ODR to presentation to present FIRST! then report...

I hope,

there wld be more automatic.

and not taking for granted attitude.

once work means work.

show coloured face.

at the end of the day.

we work together, our results shows better.

Dragged myself out of the bed today for Photoshoot.

nvr had propershoot b4.. but funny la hhah!

coming this week will be more hectic

cuz i'll have to clean the house.

do gardening...

clean the mess at home.

study for POM.

get ready for ODR presentation...yarlk!

and chinese new year!

but darn it cuz it clashes with Valentine's day..

but tht does not mean i'll miss my valentine's day..

i'll just have My VALENTINE's day another day..with my syg...

sorry syg.. =(

but trust me...

it'll be sth special.. =)

and

XOXO...

I MISS YOU TOO...

badly..

teehee... =)

SM camp 2010

Too tired... dozing off in class..

Tiring week that causes me unable to sleep well...

Comin this week will be more hectic then usual...

i need more rest or else i cun recover....

Nevertheless,

i'm so glad as u can see people coming down to support me...

esp. aidil and ema...

after sentosa event come all the way down...

teha and natri! woooooo! best supporter...

BUT the best is not the noisiest in the crowd but the most supportive in the crowd and at heart was my syg....

lorves...

more to update esp on showchoir...

will update soon....

My week has been a blast ...

I get to exercise....

run my group event that went quite smoothly.

to Perporm at ESPLANADE again...

and last but not least...

to meet up with my syg....

Unfortunately, we both were ill...

its like 2 sick lovebirds falling ill.. haha!

we went to the beach feeling the breeze..

i'm so glad tht beach we visited

was so quite FILLED with our laughter and many thoughts...

we managed to exchange our sharing sessions since the past till now...

come to think of it.

its been a year plus...

how far we've gone...

man. tht was long but a start.

aite.... now most of the shows are over soon....

i gotta get my ass back to my books and get ready for exams....

Triple Trouble event...

And of course after the performance.. i get to eat my fav chicken! =)

see how much cravings we have for chicken!

blablabla... yes daen we know we know..hahah!

Before the show...

LAST but not least...

SHOWCHOIR!