29th jUNE'07

Dance and singing practise was from 10 till 2. Then rehersal was 2 to 4 plus...

Came early, hardly all was there. Took some pics with Syira and Dion. Practise the dance and songs before Irene came... Got ourselves changed to dance attire and headed to MLT. LOl~~~ QUITE A NO. of ppl lookin at us la hahah! so funny.... Then we changed to Asian attire. aahahah!There is this look alike mr bean and his grp of frens laughed at EEzy. Very bad. OH PLS! HE CAN SING LA! Dun laugh at him ok, he also dances well, so dun ever mock him man!
Me, Eezy, Dion and Syira had to take train down cuz Mr cho send the weaker ones down to practise first. We bought ourselves bubble tea b4 we board the train! haha! so funny. Eezy was so afriad of getting caught drinking in the MRT tht he hid it in his bag and drink from there hahah!.... We danced and danced till time was up around 7 plus 8. Dion and Rebecca accompanied me to Peninsular PLaza shopping Center to buy the coloured jeans.

The sad thing was , my size dun have green colour.
Therefore i bought red. ahaha not bad ah~! Will come again to buy other color again hahah!
WAALKED around. Dion and Rebecca bought their shades hahah!
Went home, my sis called so i meet my mum and her at Simei. Was able to buy a black flat footed shoe hahah! can match my denim jeans liao hahah!!!
Go back home,bathe. Text my senior. He says he wanna sleeep. Cuz we both slept very late the other night ahhahaha!!!

Laid on the bed WAITING FOR jAS TO CALL but nvr.
Know what happened?!!!!
I put on my mask, and nvr take off...WHILE SLEEPING muhaha!
The funny part was when i was sleeping, i slowly take out the mask ahahahhaa!!!!!!!!So GOng gong eh!!!!


Ltr goin to meet Jas and the rest to go karaoke at Katong. Very tired! lol!
These few days , de weather was sunny like hell and yet i nvr go swimming cuz i was very busy and had to wake up early for the Hong Kong Gong Gong practise... sigh!!! Going to HONG kong!~ hOPE I COULD shop and shop.shop shop shop!!! miuahahaha!




Pictures taken during our boredom period~
Wearing chinese attire!? O M G~! HAHAH!!!

Cornflakes lovers hahah!

Candid pics

Camwhore 1

Camwhore 2

Camewhore 3

Spastic faces

Dumb dumb faces loL!!!

Taken while waiting for the rest!

Yesterday had dance rehersals. Dance and dance loL!!!.....
Then took cabbie down with Dio n and Rebecca down. Went back home to collect my sports bra, cuz i forget to take! hahah!
Reached skl, do running, warm up.Ball handling alone. hahah! joINed them after tht. Chun di said i play netball like dancing like tht hahah! Alot of steppin prob...sigh!!!! my leg ah! very gong gong eh! ...not lazy ,but gong gong tooo....sigh!
Came home. bathe then talk to del and furby awhile. Jas went to sleep ltr tht whilehui ping talkin to Nai Gong the rest.

Friday.
Pictures will be put on another page. Duuno wats wrg with the network. Go gong gong lo!.
Friday. Woke up late. wENT for 20 plus laps of swimming hewee!! Realised tht i have to go for dance lessons(optional) hahah! went late lor. Went for singing lesson. loL! Mr Cho drove us for dance lesson at Newton. Ltr tht went to meet my sista at bugis to shop for clothes. Sooo happie bought 2 singlets. And 2 shirt ahah. 2 for $20. and the other 2 for $18.90. Sad thing was i could not get my jeans yet...But ya know whats the most happening and saddistic about it!?! Well let the Gong gong here tell you ppl. 1 of my sleeve shirt in green colour, i could not fit in! XUETE! The aunty lah! tell me! ITS FREE SIZE!. *tOK your head ah! free size! While the other Spagetthi shirt. GREEN SOMEMORE!!!!! 1 SIDE LONG THE OTHER SIDE SHORT! ARGH! wth la loL! hahaahh!! so gong gong hor me lol!!!sian!then both have to give to my sister.
Took same train with Rebecca. We were like talkin about arts ppl. Like into the acting arts area. Where some are very typical. The way they talked, they way they reacted. If ppl who are not their type, they wld like. Yeah watever and stuff liek tht la....funny ah! if me, any ppl i also accept hehehaaaaaa!!!!

Saturday
The day the netballers, basketballers and badmintonors come back....They must have had alot alot of fun!...Woke up at 7 went to Lucky Plaza ta get my hair steamed. loL!! haahh! Went back continue to watch WEI XIAO PASTA! HAHAHAH!! NICE LA!!! loL! Went to meet jas and bedok reservior then take cabbie down to CLEMENTI to meet Diya. We were late eventually hahah!. They were celebrating DIya's birthday ahahh. I tell you huh, the fans there all are very young la! As young like secondary kids only lor!!! omg la! i go there hehehe abit paiseh loe...loL!....Then the chair so small! expect ppl to play musical chaiR!!!! omg!
tOOK PICS WITH Diya and Carrie.
Took cabbie back to Tamp to meet Jess, swan, hui ping and del. The cabbie driver damn noisey oh! He kept on talking about wat , guys taking up admin skills la.. loL! then he say guys shld take mechanic and engneering better! earn easier and faster! hahah! halal!!!! Nice to see HuI piNG bACK. HAHAH! tHEN SHE SHOWed me the pictures they took... Sigh! i see liao heartache! really really heartache! i canot believe becasue of my darn reputation and prove to the cartoon voice teacher tht i can dance 10 times better than her( she was a chinese dancer) OH pls! I ACTUALLY GAVE UP my passion for tht....XUETE! Chao JEdai! lol!!!! sigh! but not bad la, they won both matches....good oh.....

Watched WEI XIAO PASTA till i weeped like mad!My tears rolled down like endless river.
Its so sad ah... those who watched shall know wat am i sayin.
Ya...erm its around the episode 16 or 17 ba where she got unconscious and her bf have to confront her tht he liked her....argh! lovely man! how i wish in real life its like tht! but tht wld nvr happen to me la haha! Wo mei ren yao er yi la....Gt music pei ban wo can liao...but kinda GU DU cuz music cannot talk to me neh...kokoko!!!

Watevr the case....Life is like tht! iTS FATE.


ApRiL oUt!

21th June 2007

Rotting at home now. Yesterday went ta Japanese restaurant. Daddy kena 4D lol!!! so his treating us ahaha! The atmosphere was alright. But the waitors and waitress were very noisy. Every single minute will be hearing them greeting. They way they greet hor, i cun even understand wat were they talking. Therefore, my sis and i were laughing. I kept disturbing my sis in...." Kua si mi , nan qiao" loL!!! wanan know why i say tht. Go to youtube and search for dick lee's concert then you will see Hossan Leong's Stand up comedy... Damn hilarious la he! talking about Singlish, sanitary pad and condoms and singapore idol jugdes hahah!
My ex suddenly told me his a gay... loL!!! hell no i believe him man! Not unless he puts on make up in public or act like one.Please la! his a lifeguard eh! wtH! Lie also can lie till so fake.!?Arsehole....

Slept till 10 plus today. Whoooo i broke record nia... Oh well, i guess i am tired...i dunno why. Did nth hardcore or anything can sleep till so late!? loL! WHen i woke up, the sun was shining so brightly la....i was elated man! but stayed at home to check out the sun. In the end, its not tht sunny after all. Hahah! Cuz it was covered by white clouds.Rotting at home now. Deciding if i shld go for a swim or practise my shooting? Having Dance lesson ltr from 5 to 7 plus... gotta memorise bt hard!
Sigh!..... The netballers and basketballers and badmintoners will be havin there match in the afternoon. I missed all of them. I miss playing as a team with them. I miss shopping with them. I miss crapping with all of them.... HAIYAH! I JUST MISS THEM AH~~! SIGH!I'm growing fat la! No hectic sports this week! XUETE!



I AdOrE PpL WhO lIkE WhO i aM
I AdoRe PpL wHo aCcePt WhO i aM
ThE cRaziNeSs of mE
thE FuNNiEsT of ME
ThE IgNorAnT oF ME
THe sTuRbOrNEsS of Me
tHe jEaouS OF Me
tHe FaTnESs oF ME
tHe gONg GoNgNEsS Of ME
tHe UgLy fAcE Of mE
ThE lOvABlE Of Me
tHe aPpROAcHaBlE Of ME
THe jAcK O All tRAdEs BuT mAsTeRs OF NOnE. IS IT?! LOL

hAHAH! I DUNNo WHAT AM I typINg, bUT YEAH tHIs iS WhO i am! hahah!


ApRiL oUt!

20th June

Woke up in the morning , went for a swim.No idea why my left chest hurts when ever i swim freestroke. Well at least i dun get exhausted swimming tht stroke... Swam 20 laps today. Went
for my dance lessoon. Know what Mr cho told me? he said tht Miss Jac calculated everything and is $4ooo plus eh! not $1000!!!! wth! then wat they told me on monday! bloody hellL!!! XUETE XUETE!!!!! tHIS WHOLE WEEK IS morely occupied by my dance and singing lesson, therefore i could hardly play bball or go for netball training....sian....sure fat de! omg!!!! This cun be happening la!

Wen for dance lesson. Alot of steps to learnt. Manange to learnt all but have to get the tempo and stroke right and perfect. Mr Cho then send EEzy, Syira , Dion, Jeremy an me to the car. Syira, EEzy , Dion amd me took Vintage pics. Its damn nice la....really really nice!Meet up with Jas, her fren Xue'er, Jess, Del , sWAN and Edwin. Edwin got this fringe cut straight. Cool la. really. Had Kui Chap for dinner. Then head to ARab Street to Sheesha. Only Del, Jess and Edwin Sheeshain while we slack slack. Took lots of emo pics i tell ya....realy lots!

Left the place. Del and Jas acocmpany me. Took lots of stupid pose just for Del's 20 pictures aajajaj! funny sial!! lol!! Got back home. Had dinne rmy mum bought... Thts noo good! i think i am growing FAT LA! nonon!!!!

Now am at home, blooggin slacking... Searchin for food ta eat.. why? cuz there is nth to do. I think i shall go fora 20 lap swimming . Then ltr head to simei for shooting(netball i mean.) If only i have my bball... My sis la, bring the bball to skl till the teacher confiscate! argh!!!!!


Jas ask me to blog say i miss her.... okay i blog wat you say liao huh loL!!!



These are the following pics hahah!




The flash light is too strong! makes my eyes go blur haha!

nICE Staircase and wall huh

Jas and I. FINALLY!

Swan's atti:" waht yer looking at!?" lol!

While Swan is taking a nap...

See this ppl Sheeshaing....

Am i the third party inside?!

A bit blur....are they drunk? TSK TSK....

And AGAIN huh!

And again

Swan is advertising the GAP advertisement i think....

Jess is thinking...thinkin

Edwin is sobbering AGAIN!? AHAH

Swan and Del lookin outta window looking for BANGALAHS! AHHA!

We look like a band right! Cool hah!

Don't you agree tht our asses are nice! ME and Edwin's one ahah

Awww... Del misses her empty bottle of wine

Oh Hoh! EDwin is sobbering! Nooo!!! lol! siao! its an empty bottle meant to put flowers hahah!

Remember this boy in channel 8? hahah! took it at Peninsular Plaza

18th June 2007

Yeah! its the day tht i will be leaving Singapore to Penang for netball tournament! Its an eye opener! First time goin overseas representing ITE SINGAPORE as a sports person to play netball! BUT ALL OF IT HAS GONE TO DREAMS ONLY!

yEAH THTS wad i'm saying. I AIN'T GOIN TO PENANG ANYMORE! WHY! FOR ppl who asked!? its because of My Hong Kong seminar, whereby i am allowed to choose 1. For ppl who knows me, its gonna be obvious tht i will choose netball. Cuz its my pasison!My mum asked me to decide. In the end, its her decision i have to follow. If i were to choose netball , i would have ta pay $1000 plus for penalty, for insurance, traineers fee. Everything!

Its hopeless la! i dun mind doin both because i am given both.Not trying to say tht i am greedy or wad la, but as what everyone said. Given a thing, its a responsibility to get it done.Seems like , my responsinility as a netballer is not done. Really dun understand why the teacher dun let me come back from penang and train double hard. Thinks she has her own reason la. The Mr Cho also damn rude. Me, miss nyoe and him were conferencing.Then he said it sarcastically sayin, " pls tell tht april to decide , she used to be a good girl, now dunno why like tht." i was like... huh!? hello ! i am on the phone, if you wanna say sth say it to me, not to pass msg to miss nyoe when we are actually on the same line! shit yoU! My mother also another one. Say the decision is mine. When i told her i wld prefer to go to penang she says. Then who is gonna pay the $1000 plus? ok. so she insisted me to go HK. THEN she asked me, so you goin, i say ya. YOur decision? i say its more of yours than mine. sigh! its really really devastating la!.

When home, unpacked my stuff. My mum says watever thing happened today. nvm. sHOow to them tht i am not responsible and a not commited to things de girl. Like wat miss nyoe and miss daphne said and how hard they had fight for me.

Went to send them off,seeing them goin up the coach. I felt like crying, but held back my tears...Its really sad, really. The feeling is like a passion of wat you longed for , to go overseas ta play ya fav sports, representing singapore and stuff like, and it has been trashed *piang! just like tht. Sigh, still repairin. Tml will be a very tough day for me.

MISSnyoe & Miss Daphne, dun worry the things you guys had fight for me will not go to waste, where i will peroform and do better than wat they expect of me...I will TU PO NAN GUAN! thankyou! plus de maddness ppl. thanks for being there for me and missed the movie we supposed to enjoy! haha! sian!! ok ok...tml, i shall be strong! though u am not~!
APRIL! JIA YIO!


ApRiL oUt~

16th June 2007

Woke up at 10 today. Wanted to go for a swim but the weather was not nice and it looks like its gonna rain soon! Had lunch and went to meet Hui ping to buy penang stuff. Xuan and Kai came along. Then came, Furby and Jess,then Goldfish and swan and joanne. Then we went havock in hui ping's room. Swan made me piggy back her! loL~!!!! We then sing karaoke ahhaha! so funny!!!! lol! then jas came and we had steam boat for dinner. Went home, did ironing for my mother. Then online. loL!Did 300 crunches and 40 side crunches. SHIOK!
Then he came up online telling me Spurs won and stuff. Cuz my display put on wearing ah mong's cap with my hair tied up. Then he say i like become fat!? huh! i was like i nvr grow fat but cuz i tied my hair thts why my face is round. Then he says is it... wth la! idiot! this time. I wun becuase of this eat and eat then nvr exercise...i will slim down to let him seee.... idoit! XUETE XUETE!!!! WELL, MAYBE i am fat! but i shall prove to him!

*A***S ** you wait! i shall slim down to show i am not fat!!! you wait and see! arsehole!!!


ApRiL oUt!

14TH &15TH June

Thursday!
Meet up with, Jasmine, Ah mao, Anthony, Edwin and Ivan at City hall 10.30am and headed off to Kbox! OMG la! we have not beein goin to kbox for very very long. ok la have not gone for like half a month or so lor ahahah!!!
Room was small, ah mao and i disturbed Jas, but too bad the spaces was limited if not we can cat fight more! hahaha! Ah mao also fierce la! cuz i smacked 2 of their sexy legs( we girls were wearing fbt shorts haha!) ah mao went bongus and came whacking me harder harder ah! loL!Jas wanna record song also very diff. 1 was becuase i kept laughin 2nd was because the waiter keep comin in and out loL!
Ah mao , Jas and i left first because they had dragon boat training while i had netball meeting.Reached le, hui ping saw my passport la, they were like laughin oh! lol! so paiseh la! cuz my photos are hideous! Meet up with the netballers and head to de meeting, got our jerseys and jackets, de jacket was like thick de lor! lol!!! omg la!!! thick hao ma...then me and Hui Ping discuss what were we gonna bring so on and so forth! loL! ohhhH! i'm sooooo soooo excited! Then accompnaied Hui Ping to de netball training as she was not feeling well. Lol Coach came and saw de amount of ppl training she was pissed. Then she straight away shoot me. If those who not playing for polyite, might as well dun go for Penang. loL! i like....OHk! sian .....told coach and the teachers various reasons but its the truth okay! So therefore, i will be comin for polyite training after the penang trip.....hoess....happy ah... but i'm afraid my parents not happy. Ohkay nvm, wai till they not happy then i get miss nyow to call and speak to them hehehe!!! loL!......
REACHED home, slacked awhile then got myself to sleep hehehhahahahahha!!!!!



Friday!(TODAY ARGH!)
AHHAHAHA! WOKE UP and headed to skl to meet Jas, Hui Ping , sWAN and the rest to swim at the pool. Darn, at first it was very cloudy and was raining too. When we were about to come up from the water. The sun slowly slowly come out. When we reached Lavender, it was even brighter and hotter. wth la!!! bo fair!!!mEEt Furby , Del and Edwin. Had our lunch there ( Fondol chocolate! ahhahaha!! nice, sweet but full asap! ahahha!!!)
Walked around the army area. Bought presents for AH Mong. HUi PIng and I bought ourselves shades for De Penang Trip tooo!!! hahahahah!!!! Excited la! Walked to BRas Basah to buy drum stick foR Ah Mong's Bdae. Took Train to Bishan and bus. Its damn long la!. By the time we reached there, i was able to had dinner , took alittle bit of photos and then left liao! no time to enjoy! sad...sad.sad..... loL! Jas's bith eyes got infected! hope it gets better as days passed...GO SEE A DOC MAN!!! GOGOGO!!!! tOOK CABvie home and here am i....Sian, sian sian.... loL! tml goin ta meet Hui Ping to buy Penang stuff hohoho!!!! hahahah!!!! I guess i shall go for a swim tml morning first.


ApRiL oUT!

12th June

Tuesday!!
Meet up with Jas and Swan for breakfast came to skl , gt myself dressed. Then i realised 1 dumb dumb thing i had done. I BROUGHT THE WRONG COCK SHOES! BOTH SHOES ARE RIGHT FEET'S SHOE . hahah! Blur man me! lol! Jas accompany me go back to take my LEFT shoe loL!. Then went up for the presentation. Gan Jiong! very very!Sat at MLT for like practically the whole day. Slept inside also ahah! In the end, my team did not get in. Hmm, sad wld be definately de ah~ but look on the bright side. When we reached Hong Kong, we dun have to worry about presenting loL! but to enjoy! Eat and Shop! Shop and Eat!whoooo!!! Erm, but have ta watch my diet too na! loL!

Staright away head to PENANG'S trip meeting. After tht chill at cafe 1 then went to simei. See see look look, buy my corn flakes haahh! then go home. Reach home ler, then go out again cuz my sis and mum goin to Funan to buy lappie. Then had a quarrel with both of them in the car. Just because my mum said she is only getting the lappie for both my sis and not for me. I was like huh! wth! its ohk if your getting for the second wan cuz she needs it in ITE. But for teh younger wan is still in secondary skl need lappie meh! wHAO! THEN if in future i go Poly i shld get sth better than a lappie ah! loL!!! wth la!!! Damn bias oh! Therefore, i am tired of talkin to them is not i dun wanna talk to them cuz i cun outbeat them. True! i am very very defensive. Y, cuz i wanna make things clear. Then cuz i told my mum saying tht she is shouting. This is wat she told me:" you dun have to tell me wat to do, i am your mother i can do anything i like. Dun tell me this and tht!" so i i was there mumbling, then you dun have to tell me wat to do too cuz i am your daugther, i have the rights to know wat i shld and shld not.loL!!!!okay abit childish, but this is wat i am when yor quarreel with me. I am not saying tht i am alwaya right. But if there are things which is no good, definately i have to say, despite your my mother anot oh!loL! pek chek! we quarrel from my house to Funan, then stopped awhile .Then on the way back from Funan back home...loL!!! its damn lame la! always wasting my voice and saliva quarrelling with them.Wasting my energy in frowning for such dumb dumb things....

Had late dinner.Went to sleep around 1 plus.


Wednesday

Woke up at 9. Got myself changed into swimming costume then went to swim till 11.30.
Came back, slack awhile. Headed to Simei to trim my hair. Went to ReVamp salon (cheapest salon "$22" they asked me to wait half an hour. I cun wait. THEREFORE!!!! i had no choice but to go for de $10 QB house to trim my hair. Know wats the worse thing!!!???? She cut my Taily!!! and it became shorter a little la!!!! wth oh!!!!! my beloved tail!!!! ohk la still have but not as nice and long like b4! i told her not to cut liao!!!ARGH!!!! SOB....bOUGHT LUNCH for hui ping and swan then meet them at my house. Took bus 5 home hor, i must well walk home better! tht bus drove extremely slow tht i can actually run faster than it ah!Had our lunch and watched DVD. Then swan went to do her Project lol!!! Ltr tht, swan wanna eat fruits....She actually cut fruits eh! haha! its hilarious i tell you...loL!!! we video it down lOL!...They stayed till around 7 plus then went to meet Del in bus 2 heading to changi to had their lunch. While rottin infront of the com. Waitin fer dinner to come back loL!!.... Lets see wat i can do ltr...


ApRiL oUt!

Waht a day!

Woke up early, was supppose to meet Jas for a swim but it was very cloudy.Therefore, it was cancelled. Meet Jas at 11 for lunch with Swan and Ping and the rest. Had our lunch and head off to Queenstown loL!. I am such a snort la! dropped at red hill instead of queenstown loL! then we dunno wad bus to go there! ok, reached le walked from 1st floor to the highest.Swan came calling said tht they ended lesson ler, so come over. Looked high and low for bags, shirt, jERSEYS. I am able to buy an FBT shorts only! haiz...Jas bought fbt jersey, shorts, sports ba loL!!!.saddist puahaha!... As we guess we cannot make it back for basketball training on time. We took a cab back. Whoooo!!! The cab was so comfy tht we slowly slept inside the cab!. TELL YOU STH GUYS! FELLY( thts wad swan called her aahahha!) SHE DREAMT OF A BIRD INFRONT OF HER.THEN SHE WANTED TO CATCH IT BUT COULD NOT. THEN SHE REACHED OUT HER HAND AND JERKED A LITTLE. THE CABBIE SAW ANS ASKED WAT WAS SHE TRYIN TA DO LA! LOL! SO HILARIOUS MAN FELLY! LOL! TRY TA IMAGINE IT! PUAJAJAA!

Then come training! kinda xiong nia, maybe because the training a little diff from netball ba.
Played dribble, footwork, VS. All very lousy eh i did! OMG La!!! as expected!!! i did not do my best! Am i a noob. I feel abit lost when i was on court just nw, the way i play then on training was diff nor.Then when comes to rebound i dare not jump high la! scared i bang the person damn hard loL!! Ball also did not grab hard enough! XUETE! i feel so sucky sucky ! XUETE ! XUETE! XUETE! okok! enough of demoralising myself le. All i have ta do is train train train!!! so i'm gonna buy a bball. Apart from sharin with Swan and the rest. Teeee!!
Sat at Cafe 1. Rest awhile and went home le....Now hoggin onto the com. Not sleepy yet. But ltr ba! ohk! today i have to hold on till 2! no matter wat! I must keep my words!

My classmate, Pam and Gary told me tht they saw him( ex ex lor! recently breakup with the arsewhole! loL!) They saw him with a girl, but was seen to be old de. Maybe its his sis? or his NEW GF! who the hell cares. We are over le, frens le why so hog onto stuff like tht. But i still cun 100% let go....its 8mths plus relationship. haiz....saddist ah~ why am i treated this way la! f**king shit(sorry if i puke out words like tht) well, i think i deserve better than this la! I mean telling me your goin to NS and you suck therefore, break!? tht is the shittiest excuse i have ever receieved! This shows you cun handle things like tht! wth man! chicken you man! If your saying you fell for another girl or you have no feelings for me. Say it ba. Speak the truth! TRUTH! wat for lying if you are la! kns! kns! kns! KNS LA! XUETE! XUETE!! hAR!!! CANNOT TAKE IT! Can i like bash you!!!! loL! XUET MAN! darn! (sorry if i am vulgar, i buay tahan) Enough about him. All i can do is to wish whoever girl is with him, playing with girls soft feelings!kns! hOPE the Girl wun be like me, hoggin onto him, thinking he wld care for you and change. Ya! at start he did and actually care. But all was bullXUET! XUETE LA! XUETE!!!
Letting go is a darn yes. but it takes time. I've been hurt so deeply it cun be explained anymore. kkz Hooo! Shall stop here..Chao!

Tml shall be a long day for me, meeting Jas and Swan for breakfast at 7 hahaha! whooo! busy the whole day tml., Student seminar presentation followed by Netball meeting for comin Penang Trip.

ApRiL oUt!

Saturdday

Meet Swan and Yun Ru at City Hall .Went to Peninsula ta look for basketball shoes...LoOK UP and down also cannot find the ones we like. Swan came up with a promptly good idea. Buy the old pointer shoe. Too ex also no point, ltr wear out le waste money and stuff hahaha! in the end we 3 bought the same shoe and bought jerseys too loL! In between came Monk, Xuan ,kai,Jess and Del. They waited damn long for us to get things done loL!!!

Walked From City Hall to Bugis...loL! half way crap my way there being a freak callin xiao mei. Then this guy kept lookin infront and turned back thinkin who am i callin la. HILARIOUS MAN!

Went to this place ta have steamboat. I got steamed because the heat kept comin to me. PLus on, the more tom yam food i ate the more sexier my lips get sial! hahah! I was the first to stop eating so, took Jas's camera and took many many pic of meslf (ZHI LIan!) ahhah! wel, of course there are the rest. I left early while the rest went ta esplanade ta chill....Guys!!! wait till i reach 21 i can join you guys till dawn le ahahah!!!!! it will be 1 half yrs more. So wait for me ok! loL!!!

Yap came home, slack awhile. Cuz Jas and the guys came back around 1 plus. I went to sleep first. At least i broke the record of sleeping later by few minutes SWAN! hahah! today shall be ltr!? we shall seee... Herm, refer to Jas's blog ta see the pics But i dun think it will be tht fast cuz she is out for dragon boat training! Jasie bessie frwen( ewww....sounds so gayish!) , dun strain yourself! JIA YO!


Today woke up early , did housechores and wents swimming. As i swam, i thought alot of thinks. Which i think the ans will not be answered. So many ah~ many till its uncountable! loL!
Then came this 2 hunks loL! Not bad looking oh. One of them also wear a red swimming trunk loL! (Cheeky!) Swam only like 2 hrs. But i shall continue with Jas tml, then go Queenstown. Then go bball trainiing!! Yeah!!! loL! i hope i perform well in training tml. Cus i feel i am the lousiest one among the best! Cannot dribble, lay put also cannot...sigh!


ApRiL oUt!

Madness!

Saying goodbye to them and de cam!

Swan and i were like being retarded on the road!

Grp photo of MADNESS!

3 crazy ppl. Jas and Swan are the craziest!

They stayed in the same ward as me!ahah!

Went to skl ta meet Bestie fren and furby for lunch loL! then came swan, ping jessica, beverly and fel. Ate our lunch and headed to the basketball court.

Played like siao...feelin hot, ping pangsei me and fel for not stripping the top shirt lol!!! feel so airy playin ah! hahah! fats running up and down muahahah! j/k. Then swan taught me how to shot by hitting against the square boards thanks girl! learnt alot, Shifu! ahahah!!!

Jas, Swan and Ping went for a swim while Fel and me sun tann hahah! if only i'm wearing my swimming costume! hahah!sigh! Went for student seminar rehersal cuz next tuesday am, gonna present to the whole lot of ppl from all over college. Scary! But fun ahahha!!!!!

Ltr tht meet up with Jas and the gang and headed to Bedok Camp for dinner. We each spent 7 to 8 bucks for our dinner.. LOL! mAde loads of noise tht ppl nearly complained! hahaha!!!!

mORE PICTURES can be seen on Jasmine's blog!!!

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Blog BLog

Tuesday
Came to skl for revision. Meet up with Jasmine and study our DMT exam the next day. We both were so KUTU stress la! we cannot get whatever we've studied into our head eh! Then my frens were like so clever! sigh! Then i went for my netball training. Only 5 person went only sial! ahahha! Coach trained us till we were panting whoohhH!!! coola hor! hahah!

Wednesday
Had our DMT EXAm as i had said b4. Siao! i dunn ohow am i gonna fair myslef la! this semester sucks for me, test practical, video everything! Mr Luck! pls come to me, come come come, roll down, fly down , swim here, run here, hop here, sprint here, fight here also have to come. hahaha!Meet up with Jasmine then Poh Chuan came too. Then we all study la! Poh Chuan then left with Jasline. sO Left me and Jas. When we had nth to do. The thing we wld do is to TAKE PICS! AHAH! cuz we are CAM WHORE! ahah!shhh!!! Dun Spill out ok! ahha! We take and take. K, got ourselves calmed down le then continue study. Then 3.30 liao. Swan ping they all came, so we went to play bball with the rest la! PLay liao i did not went to eat dinner with them, cuz i had to be home early to study for my exam. NMS! sigh! Soory guys if i left your. Erm its not PANG SEH LAH! kutu eh! i dunno why i dislike this word. "PANG SEH!" i Will sian when i heard this word la! XUETE! Decided to study all the way till like 3?4? but the moment i sat on my bed, after an hr, doink* to sleep i went! ahahha! next day papers all over my bed ahhaha!

Thurday
Had my NMS exam, and its over le! YEAH! WHOOOO!! Reliefed. Went for the video showcase thingy. Loads of crap work. Ok la, not many but a little.My grp got into video under Mr Dom. Till now they have yet come out with wat they wan. AT first, ghost...then mystery...then advertisement....then next?!!??
Hmm, actually i had 2 ideas la. One is a drama. The other is like a food variety show like tht la.Go around singapore to explore sSingapore food. Coolll right! i also KNOW! AHAHA!
Meet up with jas and the rest...Did not went for netball training. Dun wanan say. lol! Kenna say by coach liao. Hard decision. Not about being exhausted. Its more about my final yr project ah!, exams ah!, test ah! lessons ah!!! student seminar ah! arts festivals ah! so many.., hahaha!!! K la.
Had conference with Jas, Monk, kai, xuan and Po Wen. Then spoke to them for an hr plus to 2. Till i lay on my bed, i totally doink* la! sigh!!! lol! woke up, Monk and Jas send me msg ahahh! Po wen says he dun wanna talk to me in the night le! sigh! WAHT! SAY till like i kenna cursed in the night tht so long as i talk on the phone sure doink * huh! you guys very bad eh. Have to understand tht big size ppl like me tend to sleep more. lol! ahahahaha!!!!!!

Hoh! ONe more thing! my sister took my TAMAGOTCHI LA! sHe hor, very very bad eh. Found my tamagotchi then nvr say she found it. Took it ask my mum to change battery for her. I found out, i asked her nicely can i have it back. she looked at me and dun answer me at all lei! XUETE! VERY VERY VERY BAD!!!!! XUETE ! XUETE! XUETE!!!!! ARGH!and my second sis dun wanna help me la, she side tht fat girl! I'M So pissed la, always dun wanna ans me eh!!!! I mean if she wanna play just say" hey jie, i found your tamagotchi can i play?" then if i say "no i wanna play" then no choice. but she has hers also lor...PINK colour somemore!KNS!!!WAOH!!!!!!!!*TSK TSK.... RELAX RELAX MAN~

K la! dun wanna talk rubbish anymore. Meeting with Jas, Poh Chuan, Swan , ping , Fel and the rest for bballl . hMMM TODAY quite alot of ppl play hor! fun fun! hahah!
I'M STILL ANGRY WITH MY SIS FOR TAKING MY TAMAGOTCHI!SELF DISTRUCT YOURSELF!

6th june'07

To go or not to go. I'm deciding which shld i go. Lets votes! Basketball or netball polyite i shld. I wanted ti take both. But , i think coach will make a hell lot of noise la...sigh! I really dunno eh, i dun wanna pang sei hui ping and the rest wan leh how!!! how!! so freaking messy! NMS also messy ah! I gonna chiong NMS Lio!

Update more detail tml!


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I shall cut it short. have exam tml!
Had nms, then meet jas study study wih mei luan, pei wen , pat and jas. then go for netball training. Meet jas then go home le...
now studyin for exam tml. sian! cannot get in my da meng head! head to manny dreams and ambitions le!!! ahahh!!! i shall elaborate further on friday.

April!

4th June 2007

1 more day to exams! after exams! play sports go kayak! go kbox! go cycling! go crazy! and go work part time singing! if possible! loL!!!!

Went for NMS recvision today at 10 am. Know what happened!? waited half an hour for miss chris! loL! then she came and said she having meetin till 11. Huh!? so we ate our late late breakfast first and went up. Had lesson till around 1pm. Meet Jas , MOnk and the zhaos loL! they had their lunch and we headed to airport. Took lots of stupid retarded pics with them! ESp me and Jas ahahha! Studied till 5pm. Jas and i went to bugis to look for my DC bag. Unfortunately i could not find one i like loL! sigh! Haha ! nvm! i brought her to eat cream puff ! and intro this nicey biscuit loL! hope she likes. But i think the biscuit will be too sweet for her le ahaha!Took stupid pics while we were sitting at the food court. There was this sisters lookin at her la can ahaha! so KUKU Jas! Later tht, we went separate ways. Jas went to Ah mao's house cuz they celebrating CHRISTINE'S bdae. Happy Birthday CHRISTINE! LOl!
took train to SIMEI and bought my yogourt. Yummy!
Went home ate ma dinner, then watch CAMPUS SUPERSTAR! there is this small boy sung nice la can! loL!!! the rest erm, okok lor.... not till very very good but i think acceptable la hahaha!

IF YA GUYS WANA SEE PICS TODAY. SiMply Go tO JaSmINE'S bLoG and see...loL!!!!

Bored

Weather the Weather hot anot? YES IT IS!!!! HOR! DAMN HOT LA! Hot till i wanan swim the whole day eh. My mum complainned tht i starting to have pimples comin out again. Well, its the cause of prison break! Beczo of tht my pimples are comin out la! Hahah!

sO went gym ran 3.2 km then went for a swim, mid afternoon. Heng i swam finish, cuz it started to drizzle le loL! Went to my sis chalet bbq after tht. Sian, have to bbq for them. They are like so lazy la! then my sis order like so many food and her bdae cake is like 2kg. THts damn too much le la can!? Came back with my other sis and dad. My mum had to stay over to look out for them. loL!!! they look like a wanderer to me ahahha!
Sian la! have been eating and eating. But the most i ate was apples ahahh! yeah! its so fresh and sweet heee! Luckily my aunt brought salad and fruits! loL!!!
Guys stop me if you think or see me eating alot!
Cuz if i'm grumpy or sth went wrg i will put food to change my mood. But i'm trying to stop this habit, cuz this habit brings me no where but to grow even bigger and fatter! It happened like 5 yrs ago thts why i became this "MUSCULAR!" LOl! i hate this size man!

Sigh! anyways.. while chatting with jasmine, i saw him online. Sigh! i feel so much ta talk to him, Yet dun wanna talk cuz we've parted le. So talk also no use right.... Sigh cannot la cannot la. Though of deleting his contact but like tht like running away from reality hor. Sian. This is so shitty. KERRRRR!!!!!!!!

De-navigation!

Woke up in the morning feeling freaking lost...
Did housechores , had lunch then went to meet HUi Ping, Jesmonk and yUN Ru.
Went to see their race. Jas's team got into finals, and they will be racing tml! yeah. Well, kai and xuan's team lost. NVM, take it as a new experience for a new team. heee....
Saw many hunks, with nice nice bods but not interested at all sial.... Hah! DUN tell me I have Changed!?!?!?! ahahh! jokin la i'm not!

Went to had dinner at LJS. BBut b4 tht we had pictures taken at Toys' R Rus while waiting for Edwin's arrival.Ate ler , head home. BATHE, SLACK STUDY. Doze off while studyin loL!!!...
Hearts still torn apart with many many qns i've yet gotten an ans. But i guess i'm not gonna ask le. Cuz its like over le. Let Bygones be bygones. I'll just have to slowly recuprate torny heart of mine.


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1st june! we broke up at 12.37am

BREAK IT UP!
Ya we were through. After 8 mths plus together. It was a tough let go decision. I just wish i could see and hear his voice one more time. I tot we can go through thick and thin together no matter wat. But i was wrong. Things i'm not suppose to see. Lotsa things i dun wanna hear. yES there were some happy moments but was all in the earlier half year.Why must love be done this way. Why cun it be simple? Its just so hard to let go LA! i cried my wimps out in front of so many ppl and was done unspoken. All i could say is to wish him all the best in whatever he do.Hope he does thinks better after his NS and treats his future gf better than b4.

What ever the case i have to move on. But not now, guys pls give me some time to retrieve myself. I need some soul research. It may not be over after a week but maybe a mth or so.
To my classmates, my hangout buddies!, Shu Zhen. Thanks for being there for me and advice me though i am freaking stubborn and being too self innered Because this is what i am. I love you guys. MUACK!



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ITS NOT THAT YOUR NOT A GOOD FREN
MAYBE YOU JUST DUN WANNA SEE ME UNHAPPY JAS.
yOUR foreVeR ALWAys My buDDAe. Love yyou!