A TOUGH WEEK back then and it ENDS this WEEK AWESOMELY!....

I'm lost for words...

and i'm glad i had Iskandar being my life-time partner.

Never had i tot ,wat went through last week, we had it all sorted out...

I'm so glad his understanding.

Yes he might be a little here n there but .

Ya see, thts where the gf has to step in to ease the situation.

I can be as ego as anyone else to say its not my fault.

But tht way wun help for the both of us...

I just feel tht...

i have to be always by ur side no matter wat happens...

and when we hold on, things will get better...

Not only to love him / concern him about his everyday life.

But his feelings

his everything.

Talking is nothing tht we talked about like how r u yada yada...

but we talked about everything .

Eeverybit... not keeping things from one another

Having to trust each other is as impt too...

and u see ..

My syg has it all...

For no one can ever be compared to him..

In every relationship i fall into....

i always look far because i am sincere and believe tht if i am sincere in my relationship and be faithful the other will do the same too

Things hasn't been going well till i found and fall for u...

As the first time when we get to know one another..

i was so afraid i wld be cheated for the i dunno how many times...

but then..

i came to realise...

that there can be many man out there with so much to have but cheats the other half...

But u....

U are the special one who doesn't cuz hah! i dunno why but i had soo much faith in u n trust in u...

and u never fail to make me love u even more.

Instead, u make me for who i really am...and learn to love u whole heartedly no matter wat stands in the way...

All the while i thought i had a bad love life with such a short love life span....

but i am grateful to have known u...

my malay boy... =D

AND me SLOWLY getting in to know about islam...

For i am willing to learn gradually in time.. =)

FOR u my love...

being with u is the best thing tht happened to me...

If having u leave me one day...

i could nt imagine how things will turn out to be for me...

it'll all be into darkness again like how orchard went flooding yesterday...

N i remembered the time when i cried so badly for u...

made me don;t wan to loose u anymore...

not even for once...

For i have gave my whole heart to you.. =)

=-*

I, myself am IMPERFECT too,

cuz i have too many FLAWS too...

thats why i need ur help to be by my side to correct me too...

=(

Believe it or not...
I've known and been with him for more than about 2 yrs 2 mths or so?
and i'm still loving him strong.
Despite his NS schedule, busy meetings and etc.
I'm still staying strong in the loop to love him no matter what.
HUH!!! wat!? malay?
TAU TAK PE...
color , race doesn't matter...
i love him for who he is is most impt.
So wat if i fall for someone of the same skin colour n race bt just someone i cannot communicate with or anything at all??
COrrect!
Furthermore...
he and i can talk about anything without feeling shy not to share...
AIn't tht great!
a guy like him...
he may be young (by a yr)
but matured.
His just perfect in everyway for me.

He thinks wat i think...
I think wat we think..
bt if ever we have any issues to talk about.
We'll sort things out...
like miss bel says...
" IF U WANNA WORK THINGS OUT , U HAVE TO SORT THINGS OUT AND NOT DRAG THE ISSUE..."
THis way... ppl live happily ever after...
n i totally belive wat miss bel says...
readers, u can say we dun quarrel all the time how to know one another better?
well...
dun quarrel means nt good.
but good too cuz we understands one another n give in.
not only to that but to talk to each other with respect.
I think thts the most important.

and i APPRECIATE him whenever, wherever, whatever he is /are...
n i'll always love u...
=)

ps: i'm sorry for wat happened...