BUSY ! YET a very MEMORABLE WEEK!

Havin to work everyday kinda stops my mind working for awhile sia...

unlike last time when i go to skl everyday.

first thing i sat on my chair was to take out my textbook and pen to ready to learn new things...

now is like...urgh....

i dunno how to explain.

and when i got home, i felt like a blur cock log..

loL!

macham no life..

loL!

well, this is the real world...

loL!

well, apart from tht...

i had a wonder day with my syg.... celebrating my bdae b4 tht....

simple yet enjoyable... =)

like as if its like an everyday life...

i hope ah. hahah!

more of sentosa outing k syg! =)

or maybe other outings ah~ huahuah!

dun expect out of the expect.... wld be abit bored ..loL!...

ok, see thts wat i mean....BLUR~

once again, i'd like to thank for all the wishes and present.

esp nat, raif and aqidah...

the cute little present with light and a star was a surprise....

moved me alot... like even though my bdae is over...

very much appreciated....

=)

plus showchoir singing bdae song like the whole bishan can hear sia! crazy!

but thts wat we are wat... lOL!....

aite... i'm kinda tired...

need to wake up early for tmll... nights ppl....

See the pic above you'll roughly know what i've been going through lately this week....

basically,

a new job was a good news...

the bad news was my family and i have been quarrelling over me working at retail sales...

wanting me to change to admin job which was a total nono!

first nt willing to fork out the money to study private.

then want me to part -time study private

and now want me to study fulltime private...

thts one side of the shit i've been hastling about..

nxt...

choosing a course also give a hell damn of a prob..

not wanting me to study arts management side...

nvm

sports sci industry too small nvm...

psychology industry even smaller, nvm...

MASS COM! ask me wat for....

kills me to the beat man~

because of all these

i haven been sleeping well...

tired of getting lectured everyday at night despite after a long 8hrs of standing at work, u'd expect peace at home...

in the end.

its more like a law case.....

then comes world war III!...

after wat i've decided yesterday...

i hope it'll come to a stop not only for now but also for a long term....

i guuess my proving to them is not enough...

oh well...

" u can't please everyone"

This week... everyone started skl...

i start to miss my clasmsates..

my schoolmates...

my showchoirmates...

my free time going out shoopping!. =(

everything!...

last but not least!

the most i miss about is SYG...

gosh...

syg i miss u soooo much... =(

These days hasn't been on my side...
grades aren.'t improving...
poly applications were successful..
got bombarded by my dad....
last but not least...
friendship was as important as the most pain in theass these days...

but!.... a second chance to poly is till like less than half hr more...
i do hope i'll get in....
damn nervous...

apart from all these
i'm glad tht i get to meet syg more than once this week...
though not getting into poly for the first round....
i'd manage to put tht aside and have my time with him rather than 2 person having a sulky face...

Friends....
the most easy to have...
yet
the most irritating and alter ego to some...
some friends are willingly to be open to speak up face to face to solve it nicely...
bringing down therir alter ego and let it pass....
some were such an up tight ass...
tht thinks they are at/not at fault
and making a hell lots of racking and jumping into conclusions of ppl not friending them...
well.... is tht wat u want?
dun mind not friending us?
hmmmm!!!
all these sentence seems like only meant for primary and secondary skl kids...
n hows thee...
so...WHO GOES THERE!!!
people need to learn to give n take...
wan a friendship tht last long... suck it face and dare to receive and comments/ bad...
cuz if not where u learn to be a better person
and how are you gonna gain good friends....

in the end.. you'll be having new friends and backstabs u than being truthful to you...
wld you U rather have friends who are always there for you?
or wld U RATHER! have friends who are also ur friends but backstabs and talking things tht are not true?
wld U rather have friends who comes up to u about ur whereabouts of wrg u had and amend it....
or wld U RATHER! have friends who just laugh at ur act and talks bad passing all the bad remarks around...
wld U rather have friends who stand by you no matter wat kind of person u are.....good or bad...
or wld U RATHER! have friends seeing ur attitude in a manner and leave u cuz u dun suite in their category?
think about it...
not saying us leaving u alone..
u know wat you've done or say..
we nvr take sides...
its wat u THINK it is...
and u know it....
so think b4 u say wat yo wanna say..
cuz it might end up causing a loss of friendship at stake!
AS SAID.... we're always there... u just have to approach like wat you did b4...
if nt its not gonna get settled
or not...
dun put words around....
but come to think again... if ur consciences is clear why bother wat ppl say wat?
betol kan?