Had swimming training this morning.
Tough? or maybe cuz its been so long since i train le...
todays' focus. "PULLING"
arms are sore....
bODY BURNED....
loL!
ok la not so burned. =)

went to meet Ray, chua, jessica and Hui min to watch movie at AMK hub ltr afternoon.
watched WANTED!
movie was alright.
Starting as crap haha!!!
but later part was kinda interesting. =)

went to meet my mum.
Found out my Granddad landed in hospital.Had diffiulty breathing.

Was shocked.
Feeling very scared for him. His my lovely granddad whom i dun wish to lose...
He was with me since young....
I hope his alright.
hOPE TO VISIT him asap....!
Gong Gong! get well soon ok!

quarrelled with mum over stupid things...
tsk tsk...i don't wish too...
soo many things had happened recently.
I am still smiling happily....
Humph!!!
April april! don't emo ok!
don't emo...!
smile smile smile!!!!

SMILE OHK!
OK.

Saturday.
Another normal day.
Stayed at home till the later afternoon. aH CHUA, ah bao and i went to see im's match against Nike Swoosh.
I'm dun be sad if your not put on court yesterday aite. You have the potential...
be Patient.
Went down to Downtown to had dinner. Ate Kampong Fried Rice. =0
lATER That went home...
am happy i went out today becuase i dun wanna be bored at home.
Sadnesss still lingers in my mind....
I need a first aid kit handy...
do do have it??
Cause my heart is damaged...
damaged....
Its a song. But i like its lyrics...
So how you gonna fix it fix it fix it.
But the video suck. loL! Crap. haha!
talked on the phone and off to sleep.

WOKE up this morning....Cleaned house...
Update pics. Had lunch.
Went to sleep again..
When will be the time to go sentosa again?
Missing the sun....

Missing you so much.
Am not giving up. =)
And don't push me away...=(

Yunru's Trying to litter the bag...
Though sick i was but i gotta bring out that smile.

A stay over at Yunru's house

Yunru carried my bag , so kuku! lol
me and del

Maddness where are the rest?!!

dang.

See the colourfull one. its mine... the other one thts nice too was jasmine one! =)

hers hor! nice ok!

Tough night last night.

Wasted 5 packs of tissue that Maddness bought for me. It may be full of tears but smells nice.

Im scolded me .

well, my decision is still the same.

Cried till my eyes became pufferfish. *puffy*

Woke up, continued crying i dunno why. *huff*

Worst thing was i only slept for 4 hours and was annoyingly awoke by my dad who asked us to Mow the lawn.

Mum saw my eyes went watery while mowing, she asked me what happen. I said, hot neh mummy! the sun hor!.

ya, got it covered. =)

my sister was worried that she kept asking me why your eyes swollen?! who bite you ? loL! no la, you cried last night is it?

I am worried for you as a sister eh.

I don't know what shall i say.

Once decision is made, its been made.

If i were to see handsome guys everytime i know, change and change and change.

This shows i'm heartless....

i'm chi xin de ren ok. * a person who is whole hearted*

Looks does not shows it all.

Its what its inside.

Just like wanton noodle!

it may look ordinary.

But the inside is nice!

Another example was the 9th storey cake. *jiu cheng gao*

Its a cake.

But see how colourful and how many characters there is to look into. (relates to people)
Head down to had Buffet at ClarkQuay this partiular hotel .
Was a disappointed one.

No appetite anyway so ate salad. Chocolate and fruits.

more pics updated later

earlier on was yesterday pic

I made myself loook like a FOOL.

I DUN WANNA SAY I CRY TO GAIN SYMPATHY OR GIVE YOU A HARD TIME.

Went out with Jasmine and Del.
Bought adidas shoe for my dad bdae but shall give to him later later...unlucky ma.
Ate Ben 'n' Jerrys
haha!ate finish i realise it was dinner le~
so went to have dinner. $5.90 ya. Free flow drink and ice cream. But ate too full so the ice cream skipped aside...

Jasmine's food end up looking like her noodles helped her sucked up all the curry soup! loL!
Then Yunru came with her friend, SHI TING!!!!! lol!!!!
SHI TING! OKAY! I REMEMBERED HER NAME! SHI TING!

Went to play basketball at arcade. Went home after tht...THIRSTY !

Hairi came calling after that.
we spoke for awhile,.
Suddenly, he asked if a guy, good looking one likes you treats you very well and sweet. how?
i said no.
he asked why?
i said no means no lo. Where gt why wan.

* actully the main reason was because i already have you in my heart, that no one can replace it oh.*

but because i tot you wanted to say more. so i did not say tht sentence
i think i was too stupid to not ans you the main reason. =(

asked him why asked this qns also say nth. nth.nth. nth

don't know. don't know.... don't know....


Can please say sth know, know know...?!?

ok okok, got sth to say, gt sth to say.



i freaking cun read your mind.

i cun , i cun , i really cun....

i think i growing more white hair already oh!

Jasmine! can send me back to ward room 22!!!!!?

Went for class chalet last night. Stayed for barbeque till around 12 plus and left...
Sorry if i cun stay over. Have yet fully recover.
Even today am still feeling unwell....
But better already. =)
Cannot find anyone to go out with me today!
so!!! whoever is free and read my blog please text me or IM me when you see me online aite!
loL!
Jessica not free...
Ah bao not free...
Hairi having test celebratig his birthday with his collegues..
me..
staying at home..=( waiting for calls
waiting for people to go out. =(


BORED BORED BORED!!!!
SHALL update tonight. If i'm not shag!.


Pic update later... =)

Was away for sports trip and basketball camp...
times there was a memorable one....
loL!>..
though was not good enough...
tour guide like kns! haha!!!!
never really see certain sports together ....
=(

Basketball camp was a nice one...
Thanks coach yunyun...it really helps bonds the team together...
lets work hard together to make it a better one. =)

Went to Yunru's house on monday evening. Stayed for 2 days...
The worse thing was i suffered from high fever since i came to her house...
why why???


Baked birthday cake for Hairi on tuesday night...
but never give stop giving up baking cake for him despite haing fever....
He was surprised and shocked to see me under his block. Hahah! thanks Zul for helping me out. loL!!...
Blowed candles together with him. ahha!!!!
Thanks bikong for coming down with me to find his block. or else i will go lost.
haha!


Came back home yesterday...
suffering like hell....
Temperature was 39.4degress.
went to see doc...
went home....sleep till this morning....
whole body aching like siao...
but feeling better already
Cuz my dear mommy sponged me the whole night till morning...love you mommy.=)

Last post before i leave...

Will be leaving my house at 6.15 to school.
where will i be going to?
Going to KL for sports trip.4 days only la dey! haha!
Netballers, Basketball girls, Soccer girls, Volleyball guys and girls...
yup these are the sports that will be going...

I'm gonna miss my family,
gonna miss my dog (his gong gong face...=) )
gonna miss my frens...
and i'm sooo gonna miss him....=(
though i may be away . its not a 18 hours flight or a month stay.
But i'll still stand by you when ur down.
I'll always have you in my heart regardless of where am i or what i'm doing.

Its an experience to go overseas...
but further la dey! haha!
am still packing my bag...loL!...
my roomates are Amanda and Ray
We are gonna keep the place damn clean i tell ya first!
and omg! i have yet decorate my diary that coach yunyun gave us.
She wants us to write down our daily lives in the book that she bought (thanks. =) )
and it will be kept between us and her...

Haiya....i dunno wat to say anymore. The trip seems short. But i looks long to me...
the day that i came back. I will be going for basketball camp the next day evening! hurhur!
hectic man. During that week of intensive bball training, i gotta improve! die die also must improve!Then after that camp will be sth else...yup i cun say it here.
Don't know how shall i'm gonna celebrate for him on his birthday because he will be having common test. Saddest thing was that he said nvm, if not celebrating Why so emo leh.
Its not that no one's celebrating for you wat... (i'm here to celebrate it for you haha!)
It may be a once a year thing. So why not make it a once a year memorable thing?
say so much also no use....nvm in any case....

Mum's kinda pissed with me like why sports trip and come back basketball camp.
She though i quit basketball already.
Never have i quit bball mummy.
Bball is what i've wanted to play since young, but it was becasue of daddy wanting me to focus on studies so i did not excel in bball...
It would be irresponsible for me to leave the team like that when i'm a vice-captain.
I may not be the best player on court.
But i can motivate my players to stay positive. (try as hard as i can)
To win, is to wat you believe in yourself.
Its just a temporary stop cuz it netball competition was around the corner. So basketball will be a short break.
So since netball is over, i shall concentrate on bball.
so its still a one cca sport at a time. =)
I know i have yet recover from my wrist injury but i will take care of myself...
i'm 20 already... (in heart still 19 ohkay! 0_0!!! hurhur! )
But i got in all under control mummy. =)
so less worries okay? =)

Landy and i (yoyo~ )

My class!

EEEE.....

ME,LANDY N JAC

tOOK THEse picures! in OFA class

Thursday had test....weee! at last, its over...

holiday here i come! =)

After school went to meet up with him. Walked and bought myself a sportbra. While he bought himself a shoe. ahah!

gave him the photo that i printed. *glossy* haha!!!

time spent with him was short. =(

somemore, unable to meet up with him awhile on monday b4 the trip, cuz its like 6am IN THE MORNING!!! =( sad case!!!!!!!!

Friday , class outing with my classmates and Mr. Trevor at east coast park.

Paired up with Shane cycling...shall not say anything. hah!

Our bike went koyak! front tire! loL!!!!!

rushed back to skl for bball camp briefing.

Went to suntec with ray ta buy me bag! haha!

Then to downtown to watch kungfu panda with ray and wati and sofie and isham and rest..

show was nice and damn funny

Panda too fat that though he fell off the stairs also did not get injured. haha!

went home after that...

satisfaction that i am able to buy my bag.... and watch kungfu panda that i have been watching! =)

unsatisfaction was cuz i was at Pasir ris, did not get to meet him cuz i dun want to as his working, herm..due to last incident.

(sat)went for vocal musical this morning .
Met up with Jacintha to go shopping. She needs to shop for her sports shoe...and i'm glad for her she got one

I bought an adidas sports shirt and casual haah! happy!

but unable to get that razor back shirt...

niways...getting tml!!! heee!!!!

I'm contented today! but had spent alot these days!!! XUETE!

Plus so swuay!!!!! saw Marcus ng that busted guy! yup! xueter!

Saw him but i *shooo*

is not that i still have feelings for him... NO NO NO!! my heart has belonged to someone long ago...if you know who it is....

i *shooo* was because i told myself i would not want to see this asshole again....

his not worth to be friends with or even to know him.....

saw his gf...

freaking short..looks ok la i think....

Jac was like, april! u shld purposely walked and knocked into him saying: hey?! you you? oh! that guy that busted me huh!?" hahah!!!

nala i'm not so bad, neither do i wanna talk nor see him...

i'm glad, i'm not with him anymore! haha!!!!

He looked like one freaking gay! stil the same....

k la k la,i'm off to sleep...

i hope i could get to see hairi one more time before i go to kl hee!

ain't goin to ma grandma hse and his working in the morning shift.so haha!

Had not been blogging these few days...
shagged....no mood..
Saturday night had a stay over at east coast.
Sunday early morning, SAUCONY Marathon.....
Came home....totally shagged!
dun say after the event, in between the event was a total shag too...
imagine, after every event (10km, 15 km, 5 km) we sat down and slept on the floor haha!!!!

The saddest thing of the week happened to me last week....
was suppose to meet him after work on friday night...
in the evening, he told me not to meet him because its like not nice if i were to wait for him...
dun wan people to talk about us...
i mean, wat was there to talk about?
unless you did sth i not surpose to know or you surpose to know...
then he made his word saying to meet on sunday after his work .
I told him to make sure of his shift first before confirming, cuz i dun wan a negative ans instead..
Then! Saturday night, he texted me saying he was given an afternoon shift so cannot meet up...
Dangg!!! i was damn sad...damn depressed...it somehow reminded me of my ex when he always backup on his words because of his work then we end up not meeting.....
i wanted to cry my heart out but cuz i was with my classmates....just teared silently when they were not noticing...
well...
spoke with him on the phone....
and sent a msg to him after a phone with him...
i just hope things will be better...
like i say, i would not like to see the same thing to happen that i used to had...=)
still love him as always. hee...=0