What day was yesterday?
Performance day......
Morning Had band performance in skl.
kNOW WHAT our band name called?
CMI!
It stands for "Cannot Make It."
KAKAkaK! na la~ its "Chinese Malay Indian"
Why eh?
Cuz our pianist is an indian,guitarist is a malay, drums and bassist and me (vocalist) are chinese.
Hhahaha!
I had a hard time singing yesterday.
Vocal chords have not recover and here am i still singing.

After that, rush down to suntec for ITE AWARD Show.
ME and majority of the G family performed.
DJ was not there, cuz he had high fever.
After performance went to eat at MAKAN SUTRA.
tHE tEmptation of goin clubbing is there. bt ney, too tired to go too.


~Friday~
Performed at NYP. the venue is at Library cafe haha!
So farnie!
I sung so safetly tht i dared not belt my vocals cuz it went sqeaking when i was rehersing/ doin sound check. loL! Thats how scary it went.
I guess after this performance. I'll just have to rest and drink more water already. Or else it'll be permanent. =(

The worse thing was! i left my fav high heels there!Not at the library , but the Canteen SeaT!
God! i'm so blur and forgetfulL!!!!!
tht heels me fav, cuz its high! and now its lost.
Oh well, i'll gotta buy another one b4 comin sat for deepavali performance.
Grease rehersal again yeah! can see G family again. =)


Teha, and Dee is sick.
Dee's conditions seems to be worse. hope she's fine and get well soon.
Teha kena high fever.
While DJ is recovering from fever.
Hope these people get welll soon... =)
Ah light!, i'll upload pictures when i'm damn free.....

I cleaned a whole of 4 aircons in my house today.
Cooked Noodles during lunch for my family today.
Its been awhile since i do that. =)
Went to meet Dee and Sylvia at airport .
Took train to cityhall to meet Aidil then~ to sengkang to DJ's house. haha!!!!
We had chips and Canadian Pizzas over at his place.
Watched Grease and Exortist half way.
Mother fuuuker...., the little girl was pretty that when she was possessed she looked damn hideous with injuries on her face. Worst of all she look like chuckie~ the doll....urgh~

Dee and Sylvia left.
We went to meet Isk at Clark Quay for dinner.
Sat at the river side for awhile and went home ltr.
Isk had to stay overnight at NUH to look after his grandfather.
Hope everythings fine. =)


Sigh sigh sigh...
skl resumes tuuumoolooo....
Rehersals after skl from 4 to 6 for ITE Award show....


Hope everythings gotta be alrigth....
When i say everything means everything...
Let bygones be bygones aite..... =0

I had my day.
Went to ANg Mo Kio Hub to shop but there ain't much to see..
Saw a pink panther shirt.
Damn nice but there ain't other size for me to fit hawhaw! so ya! wasted~


I shall not say much but just shut it up.
Neither i wanna make things worse.
But just wanna say sth.
Guess backstabbers are just us.
Wanna know why?
cuz we have been talking about things we are talking about.
For people who knows knows best.
I shall not say.
So think about it.
If ya think not.
Then not it shall be.
I just love Ma GREASE FAMILY for any freaking god sake.
Regardless of whatever prob went on.
I just hope no more nonsense comin.........
love u, love me, love us all~
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY~! =)

I had a bad i take tht one down
i sing a sad song just to turn it around~ hhaha!

Things i did today~
Wella, went to the market with my family
talked alot to my sisters (makes me so happy because its been awhile we all spoked and laugh and play together)
i mowed the garden while it was raining heavily.
Sisters plucking the side of the grass in sweat jackets and caps haha!!!!!
we all look like a bangalah doin work under the rain. But of couse i didn't cuz i wanna get wet!
And neow~ i'm updating lalalala...
gotta get on to my bookies soon~ =)
Tml's a public holiday.
KAKAKA! gotta paint the house in de morning!
Aite, shalll stop my nonsense. Chiao~

This is natri! A girl that shows concern for everyone =)

Just look at this pup's teeth!

Look whose there trying to fit in the photo! kaka!

I just love this pic where all of us acting retarded!

Went to watch ITEsc basketball match after skl at indoor.

I suddenlt felt so left behind. Guess i so long nvr see them or interact with them so it felt so cold.

Seeing how the players plays on court, makes me miss all the hard lovey traiinngs i used to had.

It feels soooo weird when i dun get to suffer all the hard trainings.

Nanana ku niang! its the worse slacking outing ever after rehersal.

A somehow debate meet up session has ended. and another one coming up.

We just came and sat .now....just left like that.

I dun understand. Just get facts right before saying anything.

i'm not tht kind of person where youcan just easily throw your tamper/tantrum at me.

Owing you a story. Yes i will tell, cun you just wait.

It sounds as if i dun tell ya anything like tht.

Wanna talk to you. You damn hell walk away.

FINE.. BE IT..

dAEN! nvr see you for a few days . I'm missing ya alot!!!!

mISSES! come back ok! Hope your mummie's fine =)

Syg, hope your grandfather is alright. =)

I would not like to see a whole damn prob comin up in this new family of mine. Dun start up as a cycle again.

Attended classes today. Not bad at least its not theory all the way but practical too....
Running here and there too!
aFTER lesson, run straight for rehersals with Celest.
Then run for First aid lesson.
Learnt how to do CPR! hahah! test next weekk..... cun afford to fail dey~!
After that ,run straight for full -dress rehersals at auditorium. Its damn hot damn! hot! plus on the attire! everything!
THEn preview....argh....
shower ltr tht. kekekeke!!!!!!!!!!!
then! then! then!
head down to tamp starbucks.


While walking to the stadium toilet to shower. I saw lights on in the hall....
I feel just so sad....
just so sad.~

A msg to both team mates of basketball and netball.
You can say i'm selfish.
But i do have to say sorry to you guys.
I missed my netballers....
Love you all.....
Sent a text to Coach Yunyun today.
She replied me textes tht made me went speechless....
i just felt i've let her down for sure.
I'm so sorry.

I'll come support you guys as and when i am free to come down.
Ah bao, a promise from me to you to play netball polite next year! =)
so must come back ok! haha!


Went to meet Isk, Daen, Aidil, Nat, Dee, Sabri, Sylvia, Raihan.
Hang around at dhouby ghaut loL!.
Had loads of fun =)

Hoh ya, there are some people who are so kaypo in relationships tht doesn't bother about them.
Yes give advice but tht person is like aiming everyone like saying she's not scared loL!.
Dun be a big head saying yor not scared or sth then act when sth happens. Seriously , even i! would think twice before i say the word i'm not scared to other people for any reason. Cuz even if i do, i'd be responsible for whats gonna happen. So young girl, choose your words wisely and that goes to everyone or whoever tht reads my entry today loL!. Serious! i'm serious doks!

Grandpa have yet been out from hospital. Tot he can be discharged.
When mama told me he has to go for a scan in his brain, i'm so afraid and worried for him. That if anythings gonna happen to him. I'll be the first to look after him other than grandma and my mama and aunty and uncles.
One thing i'm so damn proud of my grandpa was, he has quit smoking for god sake!
loL!
The moment the doc told him to stop.
The totally stopped! like not even one!!!!
i'm so damn one.
This kind of person , i must really admire and adore alot!


And to grease ppl.
I do hope you guys come for rehersals for money, but come for the passion of wat your doing.



Pics will be updated when i'm free.

Woke up early damn morning, ma body sense tells me i'm gonna be having fever from today.
True enough i had.
Body aching, with bad sore throat and flu.Makes me feel miserable.
But i ain't gonna be home early. Being home early makes me feel more exhausted...
Todays' rehersal spirit was low during the first half till Tony was PISSED....
We got our moods together. Egos outside and free inside the room. hahah!
Then comes the dance.Same dance as per normal.
,Dee,Nat, me, Isk ,syirah, Aidil and Syaiful went to Airport to have our dinner.
Syaiful and Syirah left ltr that.
Then slack at viewing mall...
HAD ALOT of laughters and qns and loads ya know.
AND now am back home updating my blog.
then i shall head to sleep after taking my medicine. Not feeling welll......

Yesterday was the bad day ever.
News of our big brother "Umar" may not be performing in grease because of his attachments .
Ya we cried alot.
His likE a big big brother to us all....
he care for us etc etc...
He may not hang out with us as often after rehersals...but we do love him to the max.........
Those tht were close with him. THOSE tht danced /worked with him cried.
I myself couldn't hold my tears from the start.But i pulled it together because of what Teha says: "if he sees you cry, he would feel more bad of himself."
yap, it was hard to accept.
Not saying his totally out, but they are still pending on whether the company allow to let him leave early etc etc.......

I do really hope no one will be quiting any more. Its so saddening to see so little people staying. Dun say the cast ppl but the ensembles....
Many people are leaving because of money prob.
I know how you guys feel. Your take up your time to come for rehersals rather than working an earn money.
But dun becoz of money yet being banked into your a/c your angry therefore , you quit.
There are ways....
If so , your wanting to have the money than to enjoy the passion of what your doing.
I dunno.... but i do wish not to see anyone quiting already.



I missed mY Netballers girls alot.
I missed all the trainings i had with them and my basketballers.....
I do not know what they are thinking now.
They may be thinking i'm being iresponsible for not turning up the trainings etc etc.
All i can say was sorry....
I am willing to run up and down for trainings and rehersals but i can't.
I'm so tight now tht i cun breath.
sLEEPIng late...etc etc...
I really do hope you guys wld understand and talk to me when ya see me in skl k. =)
Love you guys. =)

Had performance yesterday in skl.
Its called World Skills.
My group and i are to sing this new song composed by 2 students from SP.
Its called Shining Dreams.
Song lyrics was nice but sounded like National Day.
They expect this song not to turn out how we sung .
They said its abit pop.
I was like how pop can it be? The rythms are like a beat a beat like tht! lol
haha!
Nonsense!
Ended quite late. Then we went to vivo and slack. we played true and dare haha!
Teha's boyfriend was fanatic i tell you.
loL!
Shall not elaborate.But his dare was really daring! ya knowp! kakaka!Head home. Dang! eat noodles suddenly felt hungry and ate cornflakes. haha!
Went to bed after my sis came back from her shooting.
Sleep Sleep and sleep. lol

First of school...
New modules....
First Aid la,
Business Communication la,
Fitness fundamentals la,
Ya nope....

first module/ lesson of the day.....FIRST AID......
sitting on the floor listen to lectures.
Kinda bored ...
then tht boredem lead to me missing my GREASE people being it either Main cast or ENSEMBLES... i miss of you guys.....

Lesson ended early at 3.
Went straight to CEMTA .
Met up with Aidil and Natri.
Went for lunch and head back to CEMTA.

World Skill Rehersals...
Things which happened today was one tht i could roughly foresee it happening. Because the person seems to be not his/ her normal self.
i dunno where shall i start.
I shall say my overall conclusion. Everyone's to be blame.
Being it in her/his fault. No one is at a winning state.
We just have to be open about what we wanna say/ feel....
I shall not further interprete it. =)
Times with him/ her was a memorable one i shall say. but he/her has to change.

Went to school again for vocals. Alot were late loL!....
Went straight to watch Theatre performance. One of the main cast was TONY.
He acts as a Petula Pufferfish. Cute sial! And its a female character. loL!>...
Joakim was a side cast as a police chief. But not good looking. normal looking guy. but my meimei (Diyanah) liked it haha!!!!!

We went to Vivo to watch movie.
Syaiful, Isk, Aidil, Natri and me accompanied Dee till 8 plus cuz our movie starts at 8.55pm. LOl!
sAt outside vivo rooftop! played lots of stupid games i tell ya!

Eagle Eye was a not bad movie...
I don't understand how SYAIFUL! CAN ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP !
Isk and me and Aidil and Nat were so enthu about wats next! god! loL!......
Ltr tht, we met up with Daen afte his work and toob cab home.
Isk sat the same cabbie as me.. =)
While, Daen, Aidil , Nat and Syaiful sat the same cab. Cab fare was not tht ex. lOL!....

SChools starting already.
And our time spent with the grease cast will not be as often as during the holidays already....
I'm gonna miss you guys alot....
Think of your during lessons. Before sleep and eating time k...
shit also will think of you guys! ahhaha!

If ya know charlie's angel is 3 but this is GREASE! =)

me and teha

Last week of holiday.



Had a hell of holiday.....!



Missed Trainings which is the damn worst part of all....



i'm gonna be so dead!



Sick and got injured here and there during rehersals...



Rehersals practically everyday~.







but i had fun other than the blue blacks on the knees and falling. loL!>....



These few days had been singing High school!!!!!!!>......



In musical , we tried not to leave anyone behind cuz.....



" YOU DON'T WANNA BE LEFT BEHIND!"



"HIGH SCHOOL!!!!! HIGH SCHOOL!!!!! HIGH SCHOOL!!!!"



LOl!



HELL loads of fun.....



voice ain't recovering at all though.....



Schools starting and i'm gonna miss you peeps man.



Not that we are not seeing one another anymore but we don't see each other tht often everyday already. =(







New skl term starts.....



study hard girlll............



no times ta lose. =)











Went for WSS vocals for an our. Then Grease vocals till 1. then Grease dance from 2 to 5.



Then WSS dance rehersals from 5 to 7.



body not tired. Feet tired....



Not many people came today....



sadded.....miss you guys la...come back k!



Was suppose to watch this dance performance at ESplanade end, up only 4 tickets available.



So what the heck, we went to ESPLANADE but! at the rooftop and sit and sing and dance hahah!!!!!!



Aidil and i were doinh Shuffle ahah!!! with loads of patterns haha!!!!!!!



Hot but fun! lol!



Syaiful and Syirah sat down .



Daen sat with his date.



Aidil was the one who had the most sugar rush then me.



Too bad i was wearing a pyjamas like dress if not i'll Jong Geng ( dance, if thats the correct word in malay? )with him all the way with diff styles of shuffle haha! cuz....



" I DON'T WANNA LEFT HIM BEHIND!"



HAHAHA!!!!



Tired........



Aite going to sleep soon. tml's another day. =)











Happy birthday mummy!!!! =)

Life's been....
hmmm
speechless.................................................
gotta buck up on my studies once new term starts.
can't afford to not do well or laze around anymore! NO MORE! =(
intensive here and there trainings everywhere...
i've been missing out...
.I'm so sorry to you guys whoever i am sorry to...
i'd really wanna be there but i can't. =(







i am missing him so much. =(

Life during the holidays are hectic....
Intensive musical practise.
Coughin and sore throat like zuet.
Missing of friendly matches and trainings...
I feel so bad for not turning up training sessions.... =(
I'm sorry guys i do hope your understand.
This weeks an off for both sports and musical....boring!
But went ta sentosa yesterday.
gOT TANNed , kinda.
Went out to meet Ah Bao and Jessica at town.
Am still coughing like hell....

Anyways, i got into the second audition round of "I GOT TALENT "
Sop, this week's the audition at vivo city. haw haw! try not to go down if your not free cuz the stage kinda like no stage at all.... (due to the previous audition i went) loL!...
Gotta work out soon! =)