i'm bored during this holidays...

rehersals...
late night sleeping (nth special)
waking up late....
exercising....

all these things seems so normal....

missing him seems very normal too...
but to me...
the misses and love for him are different and special everyday.... =)
do u feel it syg?
Hurhurhur! =*


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Friends....
whats it for?
some says its for expanding the social circle..
some says to know more people ...
some says...
if someone is in trouble tht person or whoeve can back it up.
some says when one is down, he/she/they can always be there for one another...
how about exchanging views of each other...
not in other people but towards each other...
some excepts...
some don't...
why so?
so who/ how is it "u" can change for the better when views from other people u dun wanna to hear..?
how to have better friends?
is it of the same activities u have?
or wat?
or its someone who is willing to tell u right from wrong u ur willing to accept wat they say....
If not willing to accept friends opinion, whats gonna happen when ur in the real world of reality?
wats said has been said...
its up to u readers to decide....
i think if i said it till here you guys understand wat i mean right?
hahah! if don't .
Do go to ....
WWW.GOOGLE.COM.SG and search for what friends are for.....
more or less gives u an idea.... =)

Let me put a fullstop here...

A LOUSY WEEK!

as it has seems...
i haven been letting my voice rest.
then i came falling ill
so bad that i nearly fall out from my stableness....
apart from falling ill...
flu, sorethroat...
and apart from ill...
my hairs a frail too...
spoiled and spoiled!
nvr in my 21 years its so spoiled till like tht..
first time i felt as if i was in depression over a spoiled hair which was stupid...
but my hair brings out what i am...
a spoiled hair....(speechlesss)
certain things hasn't been well too...
which kept my mind occupied...
i shall nt say it...
think its better to keep it to myself...
cuz its better to let alone myself know then anyone else...

being with my syg is a blessing...
nvr have i regret a thang.
it may be an amazing ride or a dangerous ride...
i'm glad its him i go on with...
an ego guy like him could actually made me fall for him....
is nt easy know...
moreover...
its not his looks tht i fall for..
but who he is....
makes me fall deeply into a hole for him that no one can replace him.
(LOVE YOU handsome =*...)

overall, these week is a bad omen for me... =(

ps: let me say it again....
close is close....
but keep ur hands off him...
unless u dunno what does limits means...
tell me how it feels if u were in that situation too...
i dun wanna be mean...
but i'm just trying to be nice here...
i dun wanna be selfish .
cuz i'm not.
BUT this, i have to say i am selfish. cuz his mine.you know....

Finally, exams are over....

sigh.... no more waking up early disturbed by my alarm clock.

No more rushing or walking to skl....

no more wearing SM shirt....

no more special hand signs from my classmates...

no more projects to be rushed...

no more alot of things.....

happy yet sad...

full of memories...

loads of happiness, joy n laughter....

yet with arguments and happy endings....

i'm glad it all ended with a good note... =)

As syg has POPed....

i managed to see him twice a week

yesterday after a meeting with my classmates awhile...

more to come...

lets make it short n sweet.

we've walked throught a long aile of esplanade ...... heee!