Its been like a year plus i've known you...

And we're still moving on strong...

How fast was that! loL!...

To think that the things we've been through aren't like normal couples will have to face...

and there is more to go..

Put tht aside...

Lets look at the memories of our past times! hahah!

Can u believe tht when we took this picture on Aidil Gemok's lappie i didn't realise we both we inside...

Till now i still cannot believe ahhah!!!

Then this time when we started to get close after the rooftop thingy.

plus remember wat does tht picture signify?! hahah!

This was during ur SongSung time remember? lOL!

The couples from GREASE!.

i CANNOt imagine how gemok i was! haha!

Syg!!

compare ur arms NOW! and this picture u were!!

Hahahh! pyshc!

BET U CAN REMEMBER WHERE this was taken!

My "clubbing" experience and first dance club session with u. ahahah!

The stay over during grease camp.

Our 1st Valentine.

During my attachment and ur work period.

How much and fast it has passed...

so far yet very near.

we both have grown.

U too have grown!

big! loL!!

i may have friends who are always there for me.

i may have family to guide me and support me.

i may be good in sports or music.

But life without you, just keeps me half alive

i'm so glad..

that i've found you!. =D

I'm so shagged over the past few days..

I'm so tired after projects and projects comin in so fast.

I'm so afraid of POM.

I'm so tired of all the problems thts been happening around.

Cuz it just keeps my head spinning.

Vocals and flu have yet recover.

But i will nvr get tired,

thinking and missing my syg whole day long.

"Cuz i'm truly madly in lorve with him." (a quote from him)

Which indeed its the fact that i cannot deny.

Thinking of him makes my jitters of problems go away.

Just can't stop giggling seeing his messages , on the phone with him, and seeing him.

It seems as if the time has stopped for the both of us to carry on our lives together.

And it will nvr happen for me to merajuk with him.

cuz his compassion , love , tender and care like a soldier teddy bear comforts me all the time.

SEEing him , listening to him.

makes my heart goes to heart "pom pom"

And i've got to say.

I've found LOVE.

and

I've found HIM...

PLease huh...
stop all ur blog wars....
wanna talk .
talk face to face.
Why? scared to face each other is it?
Why? cuz gt sth tht both sides should nt know?
If not do so...
hating someone is so horrible.
I dunno about u people.
But if u think its nt...
I can say.
wake up...

Watever starts.
it all started....
u know why it started
how it started
and who is started.
Wanna end it in such a manner...
It it with wat ur are doing...
All i can say is grow up...

Love has many ways...
but each time u say it..
u mean it...
Dun be naive and say then say another thing.
Pshyc!

A VERY MUCH OF LORVB , CARE AND CONCERN for each other.

plus UNDERSTANDING!

I shall say this is the first time i ever heard him so pissed over wat happened.

and this understand tht his concern and cares.

u can't say i have to hide from him.

But i think there is nothing to hide from him.

Cuz whatever he needs/not to know knows it .

and whatever i needs/not to know knows it...

Thats where trusts and truths towards each other comes from.

Without all these, problems will slowly come out.

Why?

wan me to elaborate not!?

i'll be very draggy u know!

cut short.

If u ever hide things from ur bf/gf.

The truth will always comes out.

Thts why is best not to hide/keep /lie.

Be truthful and understand.

You'll lead a happy life.

hahaha!

I'm so glad i've met him.

From friends to ,

come here sit with me,

to the rooftop.

to the camp night.

to the stayover.

till the end of GREASE.

to school seasons and exams.

to even the period of hardships we had suffered .

to his NS and my study life....

Till NOW!

I have never REGRET having him being my other half.

Its a very more of much how dearly i appreciate him.

ANd how much tht makes him so special towards me.

Hor syg!. =D

and i'm not afriad to say

"ur my boyfriend"

and

"i lowe u dearly! "

=D

3 DAYS OF FREEDOM??

These 3 days, my parents had been going out from 7am till 10pm for a Investment shares talk...

So much so, its more like a we can do anything or go out without telling them!

The freedom was hell good without hearing them nagging early in the morning or in the afternoon..

Phew...

But nevertheless...

I miss their abscence at home.

Then we can "BEHAVE" at home. hHHAHAHH!

Which i did ok!

I do housechores...

I sweep the floor,

I Mop the floor,

I mow the lawn,

I clean the house....

Hahahah!

Lets talk about my "3 DAYS OF FREEDOM"

FRIDAY

Its been weeks i've step into the gym and properly exercise...

Friday was the best day...plus on with some showchoir mates of mine...

The guys were all busying carrying heavy weights..

I came joining in carry only 2kg.

because i dun wanna gain mass...hahahah!

2kg i cannot tahan already...die!

loL!

So i might as well work with my own bodyweight...

Then comes SHOWCHOIR rehersals....

First time i actuallly threw a little temper...

Sorry if i do so...

was quite distracted by the song we've gotta sing repeatedly heh!.

BUT neverthless,

its a challenge for us...
If we can do BOHEMIAN RAPHSODY no. welll....

it pays off!

So lets not give up.

Plus a little pep talk before we end.

wEll....

i guess there would always be a rat that would always rant sacarstically....

Stilll, i dun even give a damn...

why would i wanna be filled which so much hatred and anger over a rat.

Its no use...

Kills my happy cells and make me grow older...

Still small u see...

i dun wanna use a pesticide to kill it u see...

dun wanna make that as a jeapordize ( duno how to spell)
Cuz if i do...

it will die drastically...
I just hope it understands...
and learn to be mature enough..
or maybe think b3fore you act/ speak.
Like i say i dun wanna look older or fest for over a ranting rat.







I'd rather save my happy cells for my SYG Especially....
SATURDAY


FINALLY after 2 weeks plus!
I get to see him!
Head to have lunch, played pool,
ate ice cream under the moon, stars and people in the restaurants...
Cuz i bet they're jealous to see ISK PIT AND APRILINA JOLINE eating ice cream! hahahah!
In an overall,
i can't wait to meet up with him and meet him up.
Yeah, but as you know i'm very greedy when it comes to him...
I would want him all for myself....
Cuz his mine ma....
yOU CAn't split the PIT AND JOLINE up ...
as i would still miss
his face,
his smile,
his talks ,
his singing,
his hugs,
his kisses,
his talks,
his weird ah pek laughter recently
and everything about him when i see him face to face...

Nothings is real than in reality of him...
He would never fail to make me smile and go "bhoob bhoob "(heart throbbing) over him ....
NEVER....
and i would never fail to tell him of anything i wanna say...
Cuz i love him for who he is.... hahahah!
Haiyah!
You know how ISK PIT AND APRILINA JOLINE would miss each other
despite their busy days...
fOr NOW!
WEeekends would be their day....
In time,
Weekdays will come in to spend more...
i'M just waiting MR. PIT. hahah!
Show me your packs also eh! hahahah!!!


then comes to my last day of freedom which is the last day of this week...
SUNDAY
I'd would stay

at home and study ,

do housechores and

get out of my house to buy a new phone...

nt the latest but a phone, not to use my sis phone..

afraid i'd spoil hers....

Phooo!!! thats all for the day! =)

These days 2 of my classmates had been effected with sore eyes and now they are on MCs...

But i'd been having my eyes tht are damn dry which causes me to have bad mygraines which i had to sleep early or so...

Dunno whats been happening these days..

But i cun allow myself to go back to hospital already for another surgery after so many years...

because the feeling is dreadful...

not only tht it affects my head too...

pfffttt....

Aite....gotta rest early...

Counting down the days to meet my syg.. =)

I'm sure not everyone has watched this movie musical called "RENT".

Its about in this building living in all sorts of problems...

They have people like:

Lesbians

Gays

Bisexuals.

Aids probs

etc etc...

But one thing they have in common was their friendship they had...

This song titled called "SEASONS OF LOVE"

I duno what has gotten into me but i just kept listening to all versions of tht..

Each time i hear tht.

i could just tear...

It all brought back to when JOSEPH MUSICAL time...

we sung tht song tht made us all cried...

like we felt the friendship tht's been kept since we've known each other till the very last day...

And now, SHOWCHOIR would have to bring back this song onto ESPLANADE...

I do hope and i'm looking forward for SHOWCHOIR to give a good blast and happening on this no.

Because if whoever felt it... really felt it...

Means u've given ur 150% into the song to relate not to people out there but to your daily lives!

If u havent.

Ya gotta work harder...

Find your inner heart to feel it out...

For those who haven heard of the song.. do check it up at YOUTUBE

song title

"SEASONS OF LOVE"

Been staying home the whole day.

Changed of plans...

Nevertheless,

i hope ur grandma would be fine syg.

dun need to worrry.

I make breakfast for you in future ok!

Dun cry for me argentina~......

Had wrestling matches today...

before it was my turn.

my hearts beeeb boooop non-stop and afraid...

Hands were cold man i thell u!

Under my category, i was against 3 person.

The second match with a chi girl was tough. She was about how i was last time...

Tough man!!!!

Then last was with Haleijah ( sorry i duno how ta spell ya name..-_-!)

I was so afraid she would get hurt so.

But she got first in her category...

not bad girl...

Aminah won in her category too!

and Haikel won in his category!

Plus Jerome and an SM Junior!

Way to go for ITE SIMEI'S SM...

Head down to tampines with ema to meet kassim and hyekel...

had dinner with them plus raihannah.

Walked awhile then head home...

I kinda enjoyed my day...

the first week of nov sat.

with new experience.. =)

NOW!!!

I CAn't wait to meet syg tml!

thats the next new experience ahahah!

Each time i meet him is not a normal thing.

but a new step ahead.!

right syg!? =D

I don't have all the pictures yet. But soon... =)

Mr Andrew and i
Alan Wu and Wong Li Lin

Winners of WFS for today. loL!
Good job guys!

Ema came to support.

Kamsani came to join too! =D

Attendence this week for SHOWCHOIR is ROTTING!

Vat happened people...

Esplanade performances are coming up soon...

And we've haven learnt finish the songs yet.

Singing : not done..

Dance: not done...

How you thell me...

i also dunno...

NOT SAY I WANNA SAY AH!

but.....

I'm just speechless...

After all my sports activities has ended...

I'm like always damn free after skl

Now that,

Mondays : are my piano lessons day.
Tuesday: damn free...

Wednesday : showchoir

Thursday: Even free!

Friday: Showchoir...

Sat n sunday : family and syg day...

Damn~! tml morning i'll be having a WRESTLING MATCH... =_=!!!

"HUH! WRESTLING!"

loL!...

Its an event tht mr.andrew asked us to joined..

So , i'm joining for fun...

If i could recall...

the last time i did wrestling took place when i was very young...

Having wrestlings on the bed with my sisters...

But tml...

i ain't no idea how is it gonna be man!

girls who are big size are gonna push me outta the ring man!

hahaahahah!!!!

Na la... we'll just see how....

I guess it'll be damn fun! =)

Shall update about it after the event.

FURTHERMORE!!!!

I'm missing my endeared syg...

His recovering from fever and sickness...

Couldn't be there for him but,

i'd always be there mentally and physically...

"if you know what i mean~"

haha!

Can't wait to see him this weekend....

Yea! =)

Finally!

Netball ITESC is over...

Yes we got the defending champion again.

First and Second...

But to me, i'm not satisfied..

Unable to get the best defender name.

But oh well,

i know i've done my best.

But further to be improved.

Its like, "if you really want it, you'll go for it."

It was a tough fight no doubt.

Other colleges really wants the title so badly.

I wanna thank my teammates for comin down to trainings.

THank you guys for all the effort..

Thanks the basketball girls to come down n help us...

Thank you miss pee for calling all of us down for training..

Last but not least.

Thank you Coach for guiding us through.

Even though u scolded us like hell.

Esp me...

BEEN with you for 4 years...

Still kena scolded by you. loL!

Well, i've seen,

l've learnt ,

and i've grown...

All the mistakes i've did before. really made a though.

Now tht, this is over..

I've finally got my studies to focus .

And showchoir to focus on...

Right now, studies is more impt for me.

Cuz i really need the grades for me to pass onto the next stage.
"if you know what i mean ~"

Yeap, but action speaks loude than words... so we shall see!

TEAM 1

TEAM 1 & 2

ME, ah bao and Dawn

Del and i

Talking about SHOWCHOIR...

Yes. Michael JACKSON's tribute performance was over...

Despite it was such a let down for me cuz i wasn't able to sing for such a grand occasion....

Sigh... watever happens gets a repay in such.

I'll just have to recuperate so i can sing better once i'm recovered...

SHOWCHOIR and the HEADS!

SHOWCHOIR in the room!
Celebrating Joseph's birthday!

Tv series has polo boys.

SM has polo boys..

So does SHOWCHOIR!

" IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN"

i'M TRYING to have abs and muscles like them hahah!

Guess it didn't work.

This is what happens when u dress as NENEK KEROPOK!

you'll be unable to sleep the night through~

Thanks for Raif for the editing of words =)