Finally, i have my day to stay at home..watch tv/sleep or even study!
Mama woke us up early for family breakfast...
Head down to market with her...
Came home did house chores....wash & hang clothes~ , sleep the floor, mop the floor. bathe my doggie, Charlie~
Fell asleep while revising my test tml. Oppsie!

Then came to look at my organizer...
This week maybe a borin one????
Tml will have recording from 3 to 9pm.
Test from 1 to 2
Wed - netball match with the Australians...
Thursday - First Aid test part 2
No rehersals this week...which is a total boring! so guess...either so for a swim/ run or maybe a sentosa this week...????
Cash running out.... SPENT WISELY GIRL~!

Then came the following week which is the 12th of DEC will be grease rehersals back on track....
15TH DEC onwards will be a whole week of training...
15th to 20th dec!
Oh! oh! oh! on the 18th to 20th Dec will be GREASE CAMP....
wHICH is so so so so funny to have it in skl... rather than at ALOHA LOYANG....
A weeks break for christmas...
Back for rehersals on the 29th Dec ...
Then get ready for the performance! from 8 , 9 and 10 Jan 2009!

FYI!
GREASE TICKETS ARE OUT IN SISTICS!!!!!!
$10 ONLY OK!
SO GO GRAB IT. IF YA LAZY....TEXT ME HOW MANY TICKETS YOU WAN AND I'LL BOOK FOR YOU.... =)


I'm so dead bored at home....
cuz i gt no one to talk to...
all are having an afternoon nap....
For i !, will be catching HAIRSPRAY at HBO tonight at 9pm!
so for those who has SCV and liked that show... do watch! weehahaah!!!!
Back at this point, i kinda miss tht gong gong whose working.. workin' workin'!
AITE , back to study!
Chaio~!

Woala!!!!
tODAY WAS an ok day .... though the weather's hot ( in the afternoon)

SURPRISINGLY!!!!!!
i WOKE UP AT 8 AND went for an hour jog...
I run damn slow... for an hour! hahaha!!!!
But i gotta get use to it.
Get back my stamina and to the size of not too fat size....
I so gain weight le....
Deathening i tell yoU!
Anyways...
went back to skl for rehersal
SURPRISINGLY AGAIN!!!!!!!
5 OF USE TURNED UP ONLY!
Dee, Teha, Yaqin, Daen and mua~
HOW PATHETIC CAN IT BE!
I came was because i tot this rehersals for the alumni's too so we can help them and us too....
so wth! it was!
we end up watching the videos tht were taken a mth ago... damn funny.
Then we walked to simei aand had lunch.
Daen wne tto work while Yaqin went home
The 3 powerpuff girls of us stayed at tarbucks and slacked....
This guy that i know tht works there asked for my no.
At first i tot he was jokin. But he came to me and say his serious haha!!!!
I was like eh.... no way....
But he reacted fast saying he gotta get back to work and there he went haha!guess his shy also la...
But neh....still i'm gonna reject... TEEEEEKEKKKKKKk~~~~!!!
yA KNOW WHY?
dunno right?
I ALSO DUNNO!!!...
hah! simple! cuz i'm not interested ......SORRY!
My grease family shld know why.. Esp ISK! hor GONG GONG! =)

Dan (Dee's boyfriend) picked us up and went to Pasir ris PASAR MARLAM!
SURPRISINGLY AGAIN! iTS DAMN SMALL!!!!!!
tHEY THEN decided to go to vivo city.
While i said i'll head home...
But they talk and talk me out till i said... OUHK LA~ AHA!
Dan and Dee picked me up from my house and we all head down.. Halfway it went jammed!
Watched fireworks the head home....
Thanks for the ride D&D!!!!! Love ya'lll!!!!!!
AITE! GOTTA STUDY!
ZoOoOoOMmMmMm!

Rainy day makes my day feel blue...
Hah! Blue on a wednesday....

Things around me seems to be diff now..
The people i used to hang out with after school where we normally go town to walk around. had dinner at far east plaza....
or maybe meet on sundays...
or maybe meet up to study....
or maybe watch soccer matches...
These things i had with them seems to be no more....
lesser....
i dunno
Every now and then, i followed them...i felt as if i am not wanted or maybe like i'm just a stalker that follows around.
Honestly....they might be guys...
but i really do love having them around....
But now adays....all they do was saying i've changed....dun wanna talk to them....
all i said was sorry and the opposite of what they say...
Till i got so pissed and dunno what to do that i end up not talking to one of then.
ANd that person was the one i trusted so much...the one that i used to talk to him about my problems ....
the one that i treat like a brother....
After my last lesson...i left class just like tht without saying a good bye to them....
Straight away go home under the dark cloudy sky....
As coz there weren't anyone in the bus....i slowly teared a little ...feeling so heart broken.
How i wish things were the same as before....
the times we went out...
the times we quarrelled happily
the times we studied together...
Could you guys remembered the times?????
I GUESS NOT.
say me for me such a merajuke.
say me for being such an emotional girl
say me for for being such an arrogant person whom doesn't wanna talk to people...
(which is sooo not true)
I'm just being who i am...and not being able to fit in at this point of time.

Syg made my day =))



Went to meet him. But i was 5 mins late haha!

Went to watch MADAGASCA! it was nice...

Went to slack at STARBUCKS and then head home.



Then when i got home. I wanted to use com. But because my laptop was down, so i've gt no choice but to use my living room's desktop.

Mom came making a hell lot of noise tht i took out the switch which was for the cam. Dad came asking hwat happened. i kept quiet. my mum went saying i was mumbling all the way.I cun quarrek wiht my mum infront of him cuz he will thinks i was at fault and wanna rebel so ya i kepy quiet. My mum continues making noise say i use the com la take up the space la. K, fine... i went to switched off the desktop. She went saying :"not happy is it?"

then, my dad came asking what happened again. and shouted oi~

so i said. i nvr do anything. then started scolding me why use the com. bla bla bla....

then started asking me where is his laptop's wire? (coz his laptop was just beside the desktop)

i said i dunno becoz i did not touched his. i said it was mummy who touched it so obviously i dunno where.

Then he asked me to put back.

My mum then say just put the wire back. KNS! she was the one who took it why cun she say she took it out?

i knows its nearby but i dun wanna put it back. if not it shows tht i was the one who touched it.

But i dun wanna offend tht old man. i put it back.

Pissed , that what ever my mum came to me after tht i couldn't be bothered to reply her.

Next day, she helped me asked his fren to fixed my laptop for me.

things went as per normal.

I wun say sorry to her. coz sorry does not work as once awhile we wld quarrel. why say a sorry when we everytime quarrel.Unless its my fault. i will say so =)



Syg and i had a qns and ans at starbucks.....he was quite non-sansical haha!

before answering a qns , will have to sing "GENIE IN THE BOTTLE" chorus song first haha!!!! GONG GONG RIGHT! LOl!....

iT look gong gong but it spicies life haha!



Though last night he was not there but he actually tried to chilled my down .

What made me touched was when he sent me a texted message this morning.

Made me shed tears while bathing, haha!!!!

Sweet of him....

But kakakak!!!! his good at words huh....sweet talk him.







After school.....went to meet DJ and Aidil.

Went to Ehub and have GELARE cuz its tuesday. Dee and Dan were suppose to come but their busy.

Had our GELARE.

it rained...

DJ went to meet his cousin.

As rain had stopped, we went to PASIR RIS Beach. Took loads of pictues.....Fun.....

Will go to the beach soon....

Cause its peaceful!!!! yeah!!!!!

SO PEACEFUL!





Till my lappie is fixed... i'll update with pictures and videos...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI MIN.. =)

OK!
I just bathed finish after a long day from Frisbee tournament and Grease dance.
Legs are aching..... Haven been running like tht already ahah! but shiok!!!!

Meet Dj and Teha at simei.
had lunch and went to school get ready for Frisbee tournament....
First game....draw.
Second game....lost
Third game...lost by one.
Fourth game....walkover.

First game was alrigth.
Second game. Spirit was low...
but alright la..
Third game worst!
Not us.....
But!!!!!!!!! The referee....
Tell you huh.... it all started becuz of H****k.
Pulling aidil's shirt preventing him from taking frisbee...
Aidil call for referee thts a foul becoz you cun get in contact wat! and it was so obvious its on purpose!.
Ya la! referee and the team were in the same class...so what!? Its unfair!
Referee also anyhow sial!
Cun even decide whether who or who takes the frisbee...
Once drop means the other grps frisbee....
The referee says play on , its their...
sey! drop and picked up quick somemore theirs...
Chicken mahte la!
Then they won ah....in between this team mate of theirs say sth like why dun give girls chance? sth like tht la...she not happy... also dunn why... but at least they won during tht match... tht match was a tough one.... Im's team was tough too haah!
Oh well...its a game. so i did not make a fuss... sportsmanship hehh!!!!!...

then went for rehersal....
after tht went home straight...lazy to take bus home. calle my mum to pick me up at simei..
SHE kept askin me if i am at simei or am i there or sth else, When i told her alot of times i'm at tampines platform waiting for train to go to simei...
hahah!!!
boiling point was there hahah!!!!
Tml will be a long day......

WhooO!!!! haven update my blog for nearly a week! kakak!
Lets see...
Friday went to CHEVIS after ARTS UNDER THE STARS.
Sat:
Rehersal.
Sun: Dj's bro. Brendon surprise party.
went to Cash Studio.
Monday: Lessons as per normal.
Went to meet Isk. His feeling down & stressed....
Tues : study
Wed: peroformance. gt second.
Sung the song "BEAUTIFUL" my Christina Aguilera with TEha....
Rehersal fot comin sat's preformance at HEEREN singigns grease songs.
Thursday ( which is today)
Had performance with DJ singing " THIS IS MY NOW"
Out come was great i guess...
Sad to say, i cun update my videoes or pics cuz i'm using a desktop. Lazy to input everything and tramsfer.... But will update those when my lappie is repaired....
Friday: (tml)
Frisbee challange.
Good luck us~!
Grease dance 6 to 8.... tired sey~!

Just came back from Pub.
loL!
Arts Under the Stars performance....
Head down to "Chevis" a place where Dj goes mostly on fridays hhah!
Teha and her boyfriend ,Izat, Aidil , Isk , Umar and Dj and me!
Hahaha! all kinds of songs were there... you wan grease songs also can...Thriller by micheal jackson also have! ahah!!!
Pussycat dolls also have!
hahah!!!!!
Coola! Heng i did not dance with 5 inches high heels or else my ankle and feet will die! ahah!
Teha 's feet was tired too ahah!!!!!!!!!!
Well, at leasy enjoys~ but thts not her fullest yet from what i always see...ahah!!!!

Tml's recording for grease...
ACTING from morning to early afternoon.
Then 1 to 8 vocal recording..
Have singing performance for metta at School AUDITIORIUM... lol! at 7. wish me luck!!
aite. i have showered~ makeups off~....
Updated my blog......
and i'm goin to sleep.....

Pictures can see from aidil's blog.... when he uploads =)

Chiao~ =)

Whatever's in the past. look forward. =)
Nth's been better. (i guess... =) )

Had lessons today...
been running these 2 days yeah~! but its because of the lesson we're studying.
Today's YOYO test really tired us out....
Got our muscles went wobbly haha!!!!
i ran for 600m only.
Hey! i can run more but the speeds too fast! guess i gotta run more haha!

Had rehersals/ dry run for tml's big day!
know whats it?!
i'm getting married! yeah ring tales!
NA~!
MY vocal group will be performing tml.
Its called ~ARTS UNDER THE STARS~
7PM AT the school forum haah!!!!!
kakaka!!!!!
THE high heels are killing my big toe.... =(
But oh well...gotta get used to it..
Having flu...
block nose....
go away~ haha!
block somemore another time. =)

I woke up late for class.
Was about to leave house when Trevor called me.
Asked what happened to me.
I said i'll be on my way to skl now and he wants to see me.

When i met him. He asked if i'm facing and problems now etc etc.
Well, he looks concern.
Yap, so as questions are questioned by him.
Answer were so answered by me slowly as tears rolled down from eyes to cheeks.
I felt so heart broken like.
Ya know wanna cry a hell oout of me.
But, i held my emotions and let the tears rolled down.

I just dunno what to do you see.
I've cut down on sports cuz of the pack commitments i had.
Thinking i could cope with whatever i'm having now.
But each time i reached home opening my books ...... i dunno where to start and end with a close book. seriously.
Yes its just a second semester.
Yes its just the fifth week only , i still have a long way to hit to 3.0 and above.
But ....but.....things just so hard.
I had a 2.0 for my first semester which was so fucking surprising for me.
I can't affort to hit any lower or not improving.
I felt so....so...
dunno how to describe la.

I nearly like give up not in a sense to stop my course. BUT to you know like. break a while....
But then i think again....
if i were to do so...
i'm a failure and not an acheiver~
I will be a person thts only a pail half full of water. (BAN TONG SHUI)

The other thing was ,i was so pressurised by my dad's unhope and mum's words....
if i were not to go poly or do well...he wld say i wasted him money and wasted my time.
My mum will say. you might as well not study and work now...
Gee its so demoralizing...
Well, at least they are not so naggy but i felt the sensation of stress there.....
I see my cousins that are taking o lvl and psle are doin so well...
i felt ashame of myself.
Going to JC was my pass aim but i failed....
aND NOW ...how????
I dun wanna be a person that people looked down on especially my parents...
Its been awhile since i cried over my studies...
and this time... emotions detrayed me..
it just you know.....let it out infront of Trevor....
Not saying paiseh. but you'll hardly see an advisor so concern....
i'm glad to have him as a friend and as a class advisior.. =)


so now...
whether or not
what i do in future...
I'll just have to do well with what i'm doin and finish this course well...
Studyin arts overseas or in nafa or any else where....will then decide.....

This video was taken by Kamsani. (THANKS =) )

this is my now- jordin sparks

From yesterday - 30 secs to Mars

I'm just gonna blog a little before i leave ma house to Grandma's house.
It's been awhile since i went there.
iTS MY SECOND update of the day so i just dropped by to talk more.

Slept the whole afternoon.
Man, you wun know how exhausted am i.
And loads of things been running in through my mind the whole day.

Just dun understand the conflicts that are running in grease.
This just sucked to the core fuckers....
Not tiring of arguements and dislikements huh ?
Y cun we all just stay under one family HAPPILY! ARESSHOLES!
Aren't family suppose to be like, after a quarrel, whats' passed has passed and lived on happily with the people around you?
Hala! SA LA MY COMB OK! (my language)
enough is enough..
we used to be a big family living under CEMTA.
now is like a family but sticking to small small clans. hah!
Yulk~ ain't tht ugly.
Tell me about it people.
This conversation is open to everyone who sees my update.
TAG anything you feel like saying.
I wun hold grudges against you unless your talking bullshit.



mIISs you netballers......
Miss all the hard core training i love~
miss my classmates...
eddie the monkey.
shane the smelly
muhairin the hairin. ( loL! dunno wat to say)
Izzudin the boy next door with curly hair.
Khalil the boy with cute face hah!
yURI the boxer
If anyone else i miss.
i just love you all........

See this lovely boy beside me smiling. =))

Don't i look like a red ninja turtle?

Its been a week since i updated my blog.

I had the most tiring week.

But thats not the end of it.

There's more....

Voice went cracking again. haha! guess i gotta rest.

School work, i ain't doing well either...

Buck it up april! damn you sucked!

I'll just have to say.

In this world , there are people who does not think riGHT.

There are people who does things not even before thinking.

Vengence are out there everywhere....

But hey~! can i ask these people a question?!

Why go all the way like this, doing vengence because of hate?!

Does it benefit you in anyway???

Well, maybe it does.

It does make you happy seeing the person you hate suffer.

By doin all this what do you gain? tht person like you? that person thanking you?

If you think that person has done lots of things to you.

Why not let GOD to settle for him/her.

who knows bad hell will fall upon him/her?

Wats so good about feeling sooooo much hate in you?

Come on people.

Live happily.

Everyone has bad falls...

Just face it.

I had it not once but a few times.

I let it by as time goes by.

I guess......because there will be sth good ahead for me.

So stay happy.

NOT! EVILY HAPPY. =)