Dumb Dumb, you have more GUm Gum???

Nightmares!

Nightmare ah i tell you!

Gosh, its so nerve wreaking to have such nightmare.

nIghtmares like jumping off the clift , run after by trolls, kena killed, left by my mum...

all these i can tahan.BUT!

This nightmare is the most deathing one.

It kept me awake the whole night and i cun stop thinking.

Yes..... its abit dumb to think it would be her.

Cuz its tooo absurb.

But because its too absurb and

soooooo scary to happen to be her.

Worse still u could even tell my mum about it like you've known her for years hugging her somemore.

hahhah!

And the way you look into my eyes in tht dream as if your not in a wrong.

Saying its "meant to be" kills me more! hahah!

That made me cried the whole night even though its just a nightmare.

That because everyone is sleeping i had to do it silently (under the blanket)

to prevent from waking my sisters up, hahah!

But things might be true.

May not her. but... but....

i'm just too afraid such thing would happen to me again and again.

Not once , not twice but thrice before....

I'm not saying having this dreamt and telling you about it shows how i don't trust you.

But i'm scared to lose you.

NETBALL

A game i love playing since primary school.

From an attacker to a mid-field to defender.

Having a GREAT coach.

Great companion of players esp in ITE.

Sad to say. Many has left.

New ones come in.

I do hope, the new one will be more sociable than just talking among your own language cuz its just not gonna work.

And those thinking that playing netball would be so easy.

I guess your wrong cause,

playing netball is of wat you called team work.

Not only it needs skills.

BUT stamina.

No stamina, you can forget about running on court but to sit aside.

If you think everytime its quite a wasting of time to do fitness or too tiring.

You can jolly well find one less streanous.

Might as well find some ccas like computerise where you'll just sit.

If you were to say about passion and willing to learn.

Be focus and alert on court and come down for training often.

That way, you won't left out so many things that had learnt.

If you think coach is scolding you for fun.

your WRONG!.

cause, we all do make mistakes.

and to improve,

learnt from your mistakes and make improvement.

Coach scoldings is for your own good.

So do bear in mind.

Hope to see more of you coming down often. =)

Anyways, netballing the whole day.

Morning, ITE.

afternoon, bedok view.

Night. TV!

When I first saw these Grande Headphones by Dooby

I was like — you've got to be kidding me! At first glance I couldn't tell if they were actually for adults or just some kind of toy, but then I realized that they are the real deal after checking them out on Urban Outfitters.com.

cool dah!

I was looking at a mail that shazali (m y classmate) sent about 10 things allah won't ask for
One of the sentence was rather conviencing
"Allah won't ask about your skin colour, but ask the content of your character"

See that KUKU'S face upfront! His Mr. Dum2

THE BOREDEMNESS OF A SATURDAY

I made myself stayed at home the whole day yesterday.

There was suppose to be a netball match.

Bedok View VS Prsbyterian High ( i dunno how does that spells)

And it was postponed.

SWINE!

And so, i do my normal house chores..

washing of clothes

Sweeping the floor

mopping the floor

Watering the plants

Ironing the clothes.

Edited a few photos...

Till now, i'm still a blur-cock with Adobe Photoshop.

The whole house was all to myself by the afternoon.

My parents went singing.

My younger sister went out to catch a movie.

My second sister went for shooting.

And so, i'm alone with my dog outside guarding the house. ( sleeping~)

By the evening, they came back.

And we dragged my younger sister to the gym to exercise.

Man, the moment u see her u tell her to exercise .. look like kING KOng! haha!

We did a sissors exercise and she complained her feet numb hahah!!!!

Had dinner.

Funny thing was, i do remember how to cook rice.

But the rice didn't turned out soft and nice.

It was HARD!

loL!

I guess i dunno how to use the rice cooker =)

Life for me has been outta comments

Except the fact that i went for various trainings to kill time.

And not to mention the times i meet up with syg.

Come to think of musicals.

I missed the memories i had with them ...

Awww.... it was so .....

an a wonderful experience.

despite some politics and economics faced hahah!!!

How, i'd wish i had another musical running with them too...

You'll see how crazy we were back then...

I had my day.

Tired though.

Went for SHOW CHOIR rehersal cause it's my responsibility and knowing i have to go.

We danced and sing for 3 hrs gosh! haha!

But too bad, 14th april i'm unable to perporm.

But still i am attended rehersals.

Knowing what i have to and do it. Though i have other things to do.

SEE,many people in our times ah ...

as in teenage lives has loads of things to do.

Some jaga diff kinds of sports at the same time.

Some with studies and sports.

Some with studies with sports with arts and work. blablabla....but yet they still can make things out of what they wan.

what is that called?

TIME MANAGEMENT.

Yes! come say it with me.

TIME MANAGEMENT.

I agree i have problems with time management too. esp during my ITE yr 1.

with sports and arts and studies.

tHAT MAkes me tire out sia.

But its what i do out of liking and ambition and achieving it.

Yes certain things may leads to fame.

But how does fame come about?

its doesn't come just like a *SNAP!*

It takes hardwork.

Tell me about american idols!

how did they achieved to such high results?

Its because of practise and hard work.

Some people do take things for granted.

Like my sister for instance;

wanted a psp so much , thinking that by having a JUST PASS result she'll get that.

FAT HOPE OK!

i always tell my friends around me.

Never be arrogant.

It doesn't mean u are there a moment you'll be there always...

But what will lead you there is your humbleness...

One of my friend who is a humble as that.

His name is Kamsani.

He can be known to alot of people being it in skl or outside.

But still his humble..

Why i said tht?

Well, let me tell you....

he may be busy with his side job outside...

his is this good to be a well known singer.

But still he come for choir rehersals despite his great vocals.

He never has this though:"aiyah, i sing soo well, even principal knows me, i work part time singing outside. why i still need to go for show choir? aiyah, no need la.. waste time"

he NEVER.

And if ever has anyone has this though being it wherever or what your doing.

I'm sorry to say this, you'll never get that far till u change your attitude towards that.

If you think i'm a bull in a shop, go ahead and think this way.

But you'll get loads of disagreements along the way if you think this way...

Like i say , chances do come once.

But choices of what you do comes many.

Doesn't mean ur on top and every body listens to you like your one GHANDI.

your even far from tht!

he may be skinny bonney but he has the heart and wisdom.

So yeah.

Readers , do bear in mind.

If your think i'm talking SHIT!

then too bad for you. =)

All i shall say is:

good luck with whatever freagging attitude you have. =)

may what god your praying BLESS you!

If no religion.Find one. =)

And speaking of religion.

Know.

some people are MAK PAK AYAm.

In the past generations, people will against mixed race being together.

NOW generation, some may disagree.

But

HALO!

It's not the fashion now adays!

dOES It mean to be in the same race leads to whatever your happy with now?

Yes, to some.

But, i believe eh,

tht no matter what religion or race i'm in

i'm happy with who i am with now.

Yes, there will be a big problem facing for me and my syg.

But tht shall be faced later.

Its not that we're running away from tht or anything.

Its what matters how we feel towards one another.

So, if a beagle dog falls in love with a labrador. they cannot be together becuz they are of diff breed.

Bullshit.

In the end, they still fuck and had puppies balls.

We all are humans.

we have eyes, nose, mouth, ears, hands and legs.

We breathe the same air.

We eat, sleep , shit, bathe, dance, rot, run, swim, sing, work, study.

But only of hormone system .

Apart from religion.

everything seems the same to me.

I was ever asked by people why do i ever fall for isk.

Then i asked back why would you fall for tht person too. ( but tht was of the same race)

tht person reply becuz of how he loved her and her character bla bla bla.

Does it shows how rich a person is so have to be with tht person.

If anyone were to be like tht.

i can tell u to go and die better off.

Cause being with someone who you loved,

makes you reliase tht its not what that person has or looks or have

makes you wanna be with tht person.

But it's how much you treasure tht person you are with , makes you adore tht person even more.

Self thoughts aside......

Met up with syg for dinner at Airport

And we had Popeye.

=)

I hope your chest will be of less thoughts for u after speaking so much.

I guess your thirsty. hahah! =)

~Loves~

I had a long day.
Training in the morning.
Went to see Bedok view VS Regent Sec in the afternoon.
Went home and here am i now.
Blogging.
I guess i have yet anything to blog.
then suddenly think of how much i've looked since secondary till now. haha!
Its so funny to look at.
I still remember how plum and flabby and small but not small at all when i was much younger. and when i came into ITE i realise how build and dark i was. hahahahaah!
You'll see the pics as you go by....
Don't laugh i tell u.
Laugh also laugh at the pictures not me hahaha! =)


Oh, btw.
Had rehersals yesterday.
Many did not come thougH.
some have reasons while some don't.
Some went disappear and no news at all...
HMmmmm, was it being irresponsible or???
Just being PURE LAZY??
or JUST.....
i dunno....

in sec 4
Year 1

SC performance

My good frens

I'm sure this alley was somewhere after our dance rehersals for Hong Kong.

FOR i remember clearly!

i somehow sprain my back when i did this pose .

Syirah, Izzy and Dion had one too haahha!!!! shall find tht pic out!

Netball times in POLTITE season

My best friend since primary skl till now. i Lorve her!

See hoe freaggin dark am i. Its not the tanning oil k haah!

Its the sun tanning and other sports that made us this dark =D

Syirah and i making goofy faces

Hong Kong seminar times

In my toilet? huh!

My basketball coach

Swimming competition.

ITE grad.

Lookin for me? look out for the darkest one haha!

NATURALLY 7 FANS

Last Sunday and Monday we went to watch their concert and attended their workshop.
iT totally awesome trueily fabuloso great i tell u!
I totally fall in love with them.
nOT only on their vocals but their talents.
They are different from any other artists or boybands.
They can become the instruments ,
the drums, the violin, the flute, the bass, the guitar and more...
man they are PHENOMENAL (syirah's fav word to be used haaha! )





They are all men in black but they wear white shoes ahah! cute kan... hohoHO!

















NOW! the next few pictures are pictures that took place on the 21st march.
My syg and dek's performance.
Show was alright with laughter and humour.



But there were other things that happened.
A "makcik" nearly had a fight with me.
but because i'm being tooo modest towards her. nth much happened.
But i shall say its her ruddness makes me provoke her.





Well, it all happened like this:


(ah ma telliing stories)





i was queueing for chicken rice which i had ordered so was waiting to pay.
The lady then came beside me and took her plates but because i was somehow in her way so she said this : " sorry , excuse me " ( in an impolite manner)
so i moved aside but was pissed with her.
i then said to aidil , " eh dil, sorry , excuse me"
the lady over heard me mimicking her she stared at me all the time and scolding me mumbling to herself.
some words i do understand what was she saying.
She kept saying :" kurung harjar , aku sepak kau!. kurung hajar... yada yada.........."
STOries were passed down to the people on our table
and so pictures of them showing how scared they are towards the "makcik" kurung hajar =)


like i said, u dun cause the fire to spark in me, i'll not strike u. bear this in mind. Cause i'm nice, and you don't wanna see my claws or fire spark. =)

Panic Stricken towards MAKCIK 1

Petrifreakiness towards MAKCIK 2

the HORROR when seeing MAKCIK!

Lethargic look after scolded by MAKCIK

bEFORE getting scolded by MAKCIK

Then talk about yesterday.

I had double trainings to numb my boredness away.

I'M SO free tht i can sleep the whole day but i ain't no sleepy head...

Netball training in the morning was tough. AT FIRST.

FLOORBALL trainng then was just running here and there.. =)

Baby, i'm missing ya.