A TOUGH WEEK back then and it ENDS this WEEK AWESOMELY!....

I'm lost for words...

and i'm glad i had Iskandar being my life-time partner.

Never had i tot ,wat went through last week, we had it all sorted out...

I'm so glad his understanding.

Yes he might be a little here n there but .

Ya see, thts where the gf has to step in to ease the situation.

I can be as ego as anyone else to say its not my fault.

But tht way wun help for the both of us...

I just feel tht...

i have to be always by ur side no matter wat happens...

and when we hold on, things will get better...

Not only to love him / concern him about his everyday life.

But his feelings

his everything.

Talking is nothing tht we talked about like how r u yada yada...

but we talked about everything .

Eeverybit... not keeping things from one another

Having to trust each other is as impt too...

and u see ..

My syg has it all...

For no one can ever be compared to him..

In every relationship i fall into....

i always look far because i am sincere and believe tht if i am sincere in my relationship and be faithful the other will do the same too

Things hasn't been going well till i found and fall for u...

As the first time when we get to know one another..

i was so afraid i wld be cheated for the i dunno how many times...

but then..

i came to realise...

that there can be many man out there with so much to have but cheats the other half...

But u....

U are the special one who doesn't cuz hah! i dunno why but i had soo much faith in u n trust in u...

and u never fail to make me love u even more.

Instead, u make me for who i really am...and learn to love u whole heartedly no matter wat stands in the way...

All the while i thought i had a bad love life with such a short love life span....

but i am grateful to have known u...

my malay boy... =D

AND me SLOWLY getting in to know about islam...

For i am willing to learn gradually in time.. =)

FOR u my love...

being with u is the best thing tht happened to me...

If having u leave me one day...

i could nt imagine how things will turn out to be for me...

it'll all be into darkness again like how orchard went flooding yesterday...

N i remembered the time when i cried so badly for u...

made me don;t wan to loose u anymore...

not even for once...

For i have gave my whole heart to you.. =)

=-*