I spent my day at home only till then in the evening i went for training just to sit around...Seriously, the team needs to step up...I'm so afriad....But i think i'll just come up next weeek to see how it goes....

I've spoke to her.To see how things goes about u.

Well, true enough, she was speechless.At least there is a point to prove to her. That you are not nothing.That your something to me.Something that makes me feel and understand why i love ya so much which things cannot just explains why seeing it.They'll not only have to see to believe but to know to believe.... Lets just say its the first step.....But i dunno whats coming up next. I would love to talk to ya face to face though... =)

I don't know , but i see things far.....how we go. But it all sums to the end.....I'd see myself with u sitting by the beach with no worries on a holiday so on so forth....just to feel the breeze that brushes through our face.

I dunno about this. But here's a little sum up of a few words....

I'm shag and tired after reading the english malay words on the dictionary.....hah! Thanks to Junior Hyekel for it. =) Lights out!

There's no easy way to figure out

What everything we plan gets turned around

Nothing accidental gotta doubt to an end

so why'd the things never end the way you think

they're gonna be

If all of its sure

is that no one knows it

Dont be to quick to decide

cause everything can change

when you least expect it

cant stop but you cant control

everything can change

no you cant prefect it

somethings you cant explain

13th Sept....

Met up with Aidil and Aida and Faiz for dinner to break fast...
talk alot of nonsense.
Then head to Frolick to eat Yogurt ice cream....yums my fav i thell u!
Aidil and i were talking nonsense non-stop.
Esp me with the blur cock face hahahaha!!!!

Oh, bought Baju too!
White...
But Isk family is wearing green and red instead...
hahahh!
nvm la... white matches any colour..
will do la...
but tht is if he can go jalan raya with me...
I hope he'll be able to ah....
Oh well...
Heading to watch CSI now!
POOOF!!!

12 September

Madness and Isk came for my performance...

The performance was kinda hilarious...

But i had a great time with them....

It's the first time Madness was meeting Isk..

And i am sure they'd click very well...

Kinda true enough it does...

Isn't it great to see syg
and madness click click....

Spent some time with madness in the afternoon....

Come next was my performance...

then spending time with my syg...

Pfffft....time was short...

How i wish it was a whole day spent....

Nvm, there will be a next time....

There's like so much thing i've been wanting to talk to syg about...

but it seems never ending....

Still there isn't sufficient time... =(

It's been like i've haven been talking n seeing him for very very long....

That's where the misses comes in!

and love sickness comes in too lolL!!!!!

aITE, gotta stay at home cuz my flu hasn't recover..

A slight fever occurred yesterday while teaching the kids...

but it was alright..

Went home feeling damn lethargic.

JuMPING into the bed and sleeep........

Tilll then...

Missing loads to syg....

Day after day

Time pass away

And" I just can't get you off my mind "

Nobody knows ...

I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show ...

To letting you know ...

"I've never felt so much love before "

And once again

I'm thinking about

Not taking the easy way out ...

Cause if I let you go

I will never know

"What my life would be

Holding you close to me "

Will I ever see

You smiling back at me

How will I know?

If I let you go ...

Night after night

I hear myself sayin

Why can't this feeling just fade away?

CUZ "There's no one like you ...

You speak to my heart... "

It's such a shame we're worlds apart ...

I'm too shuy to ask ...

I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later

I gotta choose

And once again

I'm thinking about

Not taking the easy way out ...

my minds are full of possiblities

but all i could say is

This shows how important you are to me despite what happeneds...

and i'm not gonna let you go no matter what.

YES! SCHOOOOLS OUT!!!!

HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!!!!

Today would be the last day of school for this semester.And its my last paper too....

Last paper will be ay 3pm later to 5pm.

I cannot say how stress am i.....

BUT LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE!

HOLIDAY IS IN....

I'D BE able to spent time with syg.... during his 2 week break.

I hope and i DO wanna spend more time with him... =D

Then come SHOWCHOIR's rehersals...

Sports wise..... it migh be very hard because of my injury...

I dunno how bad can i go this far...

Aite, off to study by the pool! =D

Whats' it in life tht's important to you?

Or shall i say

how important can i get towards it....

To me... Family , my love one and friends are important to me...

But if situations like my relationship with my family is like this...

How / who else i'd turn to...

It seems like everyone has someone important to turn to in needs of crisis.

Be it how far or how near it gets...

Its like A is close to you.

At the end of the day there would be someone ,B who is more close.

SO where does A stands?

Hmmmm, i also dunnow...

Maybe A is like a standby?

i also dunno how to explain a situation like this...

It might be because of the things they share are more towards B than A...

Hard to say huh...

That though the heart has it or all....

Oh well....

its best to be independent alone...and trust only yourself?

But being too independent , you'll tend to be missing 1 thing.

And that is loneliness and happiness u would wanna share with.

But what would all be when all u wanna do is to share with tht body and everyone else.

But in return u get nothing.

Not to ask for sth in return but is the speciality tht u get....

Back at heart.

That is why there will always be this fear to share with someone....