Hi all....
back to update argain...
Had performance this early afternoon at amphitheatre...
tell ya, the sequence of song are so weird...
doing finale..
get the audience to do along..
i guess not..
cuz those that are sitting at the ampitheatre are "newbies"
so do you think they willl do it?!
Stayed in skl to do our hairdo...
i had mine curled and pinned up with my long curly wig..
to match with the jack black hair..
i have to dye it jack black...
oh god! i hope i dun look tooo ugly....
so scary ya know! black! loL!...
Then had a short rehersals for our performance this thursday at Dover....
Phew..
a long..
made us "penat" (tired)
Sigh...syg nvr come today becoz of his skl project....
oh welll, shall see him tml.. =)
Aite..
tmlm shall be another long day~

Bumping in will be the comin week...
ooh~! i'm so sexcited about it...everything...
but damn worried about how the show is gonna turn out to be?
Tell me about it.
Ok, i don't wanna know, so keep it to yourself.

It's comin to an end... i'm so gonna miss everyone.
The time we shared during rehersals..
the laughter, the seriousness, the blurness
Like even though we had politics around grease. i'm still gonna miss everyone though there isn't anyone i hate...
Cause i LAU you all....
I'm gonna miss the time we shared after rehersals. Slack at Starbucks, talking and laughing at all sorts of nonsense shit!
As much as i am gonna miss them... i miss sylvia too...
Oh geee.... I wish i had a WATSON'S angel. Like the old miss lynch blaa blaa blaa... whats the best thing to do...?

My stories sad to tell...
a bunch of animals ner' do well....
most mixed up, non "dilinguent"
in CEMTA....
some of our futures so unclear now...
whats left of our careeer now...
can't even SEE each other much often.....

Grease musical dropout(closing)...
no graduation day for us...
Grease musical dropout...
we'll miss our stage managers and friends...
though we used to laugh and scold and swear..
to wash and clean out acts up...
after spending for a year to that
we finally had GREASE FARMILY!
wHOOO!!!!
oK , I'M TALKING xuet cuz are eyes are seoeeooeoeoeoeo tired....


Thinking about friends....
i shall say, these are the best few ones i've ever had..
cause whatever farking XUET happens among us during this year we'd still be friends...
the fact that we are able to accept comments tht each other gave...
(tht is if willing to accept comments...)
if not , too bad ... you'd miss a good friend...
Know why!?
Lesson 1 !
a good friend will be there to pin point your weakness for the better of you....
Lesson 2 !
only good friends does that
Lesson 3 !
your willing to listen to this good friend of you
Lesson 4 !
Your good friend did this out of your own welfare
Lesson 5 !
They'lll shall never be forgotten!
Lesson 6 ! A good friend will always be there when which or anyone is down. Trust me...

There are many more lessons to be written but my minds blank now...

So listen up and listen well to all people who has good friends...
dun you ever eva! lose them! cuz once they are gone !
You'll never know what you'd be missing!
Good friends are there to say your pointers... but not 100% guranteed to say everything out?!
They too need tim to rephrase themselves to think of what to talk to you...
Not saying never say means they are EVOIL!
BUT They spared a thought of how you feel first cuz they are afraid to hurt your feelings....

Tht's something i learnt abot friendships...
I'd never had a good one till i come to ITE and found a few real true ones....
and i'm glad to have them all...
I dun lie..
you know i don't! =)
Whhoooahhoooooooo!! Aite, i'm off t sleep now....
gotta wake up early to mow the lawn haha!! ahha!

A long day i had.
Rehersals from morning 9 plus to 3 plus.
Then netball match cum training with TEMASEK Sec skl girls...
When i came...
I was seeing myself.
but blur cock and nonsense i am.
hahah!!!!!
Well, staminas still there...
Didn't drop.
but at the same time, training wasn't tough...
so hahah!!!
we'll see when training starts...
wooowahah!!!!
Well well...
sprain a little of my sleft ankle while playing and hurting my knee...
Gee, i cun afford to get my knee injured.
I did it during my rehersals, i cun do it during trainng already or else i cannot jump..

Syg is getting sick...
please take care of yourself MR. LEO!
I LAU YOU!

1ST JAN 2009!

Its the first day of Jan 2009!

A new day !

A new Start!

A new beginning!
A new,

A new,

A new!

Ain't it that exciting?

It's the first day of a new year and i am sleeping at home practically the whole day till dinner...

No one called me out or even called me on the phone.... =( sad right. hah! just j/k.

The new start and i shall have new resolutions this year. I'm so excited looking forward to this year.

Though i may be turning 21 thats the fact! but i'm still 19 at young! whooowahhah!!!!!

Looking at the times i had in 2008 days.

BRINGS ME BACK TO THOSE WONDERFUL BYGONE DAYS! (awww....~)

haha! SYaiful, does these sentence sound familiar haha!

In the year 2008 .

I made new friends.... being it in my sports....

my new classmates

and not forgetting,

new grease farm!

Maddness! not forgetting them too!!!!!!!!

Of course there are ups and downs...

in quarrels....

mishaps.

understanding.

Being it in friendships. But in relationships too..

I've lost the one whom i've been wating for practically close to a year ...

But! i'm lucky to find another one whom i can share, care and be there for tht person. same as tht person for me too.

And now, we're just taking things slowly with who i am dating now.

Despite the tough times i've been through in studies..

i'm happy that i have friends who lend a listening ear to my problems...

i'm happy taht i have a good lecturer who has high hopes and never give up on me.

Resolutions are just resolutions~

that are what your aiming for every year.

But having piling up all these resolutions depends on whether you want to look forward to it.

I may or may not reach tht goal i aim.

But i'm gonna pile it up as a reminder for myself... =)

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2009!

1.Having to lose weight by april

2.Continue with my sports

3.Having to handle my time management

4.Get a Driving license

5.Improve in my grades

6.DUN BE LAZY!

7.A new start for sth. =)

8.More opportunities in outside performing/musicals.

9.less worries.

10. being less argumentative

11. can't think now. (nonsense)

12. BE able to think what i want in future. hohoh!

Like i say, resolutions are just a list of what i want in mind. But it depends on if i want to work on it anot. =)

Well, after looking at these list...

I believe i can achieve it =)

I have found both friendship and love.

I do hope, it'll sustain and never have a fullstop.

All the best to everyone whoom i know....

Aite, gtg now... rehersals tml and sat.

Moving back to my scripts.

Chiao... =)

Had Rehersals for the past 2 days.

Going over to Dj's house for a count down party with the rest...

Syg's not going... Guess he'll be tired by then. its alright. =)

Head for a swim today hahah!!!...

It's been awhile since my knee had a big baluku and cuts....

Sustain tilll the very end.

Its only a week to the SHOW~!

BUY TICKETS!!!!! BUY IT! ON...

WWW.GATECRASH.COM

OR!

GO TO S.A.M machine...

OR!

Go to POST Office....

AND a week to the end of our grease family.

Not saying grease family is gonna end but we will not meet up as often as we did when we're having rehersals already.

The MOST! we all come back as an alumni the next musical production!

Saddest to the sadisctics! haha!!!

am anxious, excited and afraid...

but i believe we'll pull through...

Why is it that when you need help, it comes from the people you least want to talk to?

-Does this question look FA MI LIAR

yeah. you can always come to look for us. But that depends whether you want to anot.

Things i said on my previous updates are BEFORE rehersals...

so what ever happens... teha, the rest and i puts it behind. NOW! its up to you whether you wanna put it behind or push it infront..

Yeah, look at his pig nose while his asleep! hawhaw!

I LAU you!

Hope your grandpa's doing fine.

I know how anxious you were when your grandpa is not feeling well or in hospital. Because i had it before. But just a different situation. haha! Be strong. Syg...Be strong Mohd Iskandar Bin Amir. I'll be behind you. =)

Heyheyhey! shot ass ya'll!!!!
I'm back frpm TAIPEI....

Gosh! tht trip was an anxity at first but then later lead to the most tragic one.
Not so tragic la.
My tragic means...
we had to walk to a certain destination...
It can take like an hour to reach there till my back hurts like hell!
Did lots of sight -seeing...
Shopping....
not so happening for me...
99% are females clothes and nice too!
But they are all for winter seasons...
so clothings there are hard to find....
Lots of thick thick jacket...
Guys...WORSE! not even a 1% OF SHORT SLEEVE shir can be found!
(^&*$^%#$%$^&$)
tELL ME about it!....

Photos, i'll update later...


Anyways... things i've heard while i was away on my first day....
I shall say some are true but.... we ain;t doing any hyprocracy towards you....
we were pondering...
not angry at you but disappointed the things you have done.
I dunno where to start but i shall end it by saying we are all always there for you no matter wat pitfalls you faced...
being it in relationship but others too.
We're just a phone call away for better still nearby can meet anytime...
shoulders and a listening ear are always free and open...
You know we don't say rubbish things. But its just
disappointed...
Wondering, why your ain't with us during the camp.
why was it someone new you hung out with rather than asking him to join us..
We are family ....
and family are suppose to talk things out...
yes, there maybe quarrels....
but i shall say it leads us closer... so tht no one can tear all of us apart
ain't that right...
Famiyly are suppose to accept the comment people are taking and learn from it...
We didn't say we hate you.
We didn't say we look down on you.
We didn't say we despise you.
We didn't say we pushed you away.
We didn't say didn't say...

Like i said. Both parties are at fault cuz both of us did not talk things out face to face but only listen by ears....

Lets not take watever happened as a side track of bad friendship....
take it as a learning point of how we see one another aite...
You know we love you.


OK! SIDE-TRACK! I'M LATE FOR REHERSALS..... BUAI!

Had vocal rehersals yesterday then its a short break for christmas...
Till 29 Dec its vocal again
and 30th is Dry run...
I'm leaving in the night around 10 plus and take off around 1.30 am
Sigh! its a pity i'm gonna miss all the celebrations with my
Maddness friends..
Classmates.
Grease Farm
Everyone...
BUT I'LL BE BACK!
I'm gonna miss the most will also be........

My syg.... ain't he a doll... =)

He might have temperamental prob.

He might have attitude tht people might get pissed off..

But i'll be just there for him,

just to be there to advise him.

and just to be there to cheer him up

No matter how hard it may/maynot be.

Gosh! i'm heading the road, the field, the gym after grease to lose calories!

The backup singers for GREASE!

oUR VOcal coach.

Irene Jansen