hAD LESSONS as per normal. Left class early cuz there will be friendly match at NOVENA!

TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL BASKETBALL COURT!

loL! the place over there damn wu lu la! ESP : the house next to the basketball court....

Yun yun taught us some skills to play on court easy ones....
but it seems like there are some i dun really get it loL!!!

Then we are againsting the Ministry of Health LADIES...
u see them short or with at least an ang mo over there la.
BUT THEY CAN play sial!
play till damn rough! loL!!!

Yunyun put me at center....
sial la! i went blur the moment ppl crowd around the foul side area eh!
sian! i just played damn lousy le!
ARGH!
But NVM!!!! I SHALL play better for the next training! to improve myself!
ITE SC is comin in less than 4 weeks!
so girls lets jia yo!!!!

Deary coach is sleepin during a sports talk!

Pei Wen is sleeping lol!

Monday

Lesson as per normal.

Had lessons till 4 plus. Went for basketball self training with swan. Played Basketball with Jing Xian and Zhiliang's group of friends.

Was like supppose to have basketball trainig de...but it was replaced by IVP basketball girls training. sad la! WELL, more than 10 came..their mo qi not bad la...i say....sigh! if only simei ite team is like tht! TSK TSK.......

Went home...watched tv slacked awhile...

hmm, sth happened... i dunno wat to say la....

Its just tht why cun i express how i wann feel?

Why cun u just respect tht!?

Doesn't mean u are older than me i have to respect and listen to you

Then my pride goes where?

My point of view goes where...?

In my dream is it?

Crazy foola.....

Tuesday

Started on FLASH liao! actually quite interesting de leh.. except de pen tool...so damn irritating...

okay watever the case i will have to score very gd marks in my practical and theory...this is like the last chance for me to retrieve myself in scoring well marks....

Went for SICT MEETING.

Will be having SICT camp next week from 27, 28, 29sept

HAVE TO BUY A NEW BIG BAG!

OLD ONE SEEMS TO SHAGG LE! LOl!!!

I may BUY DIADORA! ahhaha!!!

Went to serangoon to do ma facial...

Aunty Zoanne picked and picked my white heads...pain eh! well...better than i wun have to ren the white heads on my face anymore!! the most my face will swell and look ugly for a few days...sigh!!!!

Aites! gonna sleep liao! tml training!!!

JIAYO OH GIRLS!!!!

JIAYO APRIL!!!!!! =)

hOh ya! these are the picks we took last friday at KINOKUNIYA!!! every passerby sees us or other ppl laughin at it...they went to try after we left esp the couple! ahhah!

quiz
List your Top 5 Birthday Presents Which You Wish For:
1.Passing my fyp

2. improve my basketball skills..

3. learn more sports!

4. family happy!

5. friends happy!

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tagged you was?- Del

2. Your relationship with him/her is?-Part of Team
Maddness.
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? – laughter, laughter ,laughter, laughter and laughter

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?-erm….i’m not sure yet. But I am sure its somewhere in my memory

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?-somewhere in ma memory

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?- nope, tht cun be happening

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? –~kns~

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? – I don’t have enemy , neither did I have anyone I hate a lot

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?- I may be very defensive but I know my fen chun

10.The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be? –erm, I dunno….whatever we do. We share what we can share

11. Overall impression of him/her? – funny & her tight hugs!!! Argh! Lol!

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?-I’m not sure. They never tell me. Except tht my classmates says I am too soft hearted?

13. A character trait you love about yourself?- cheeky, blur and all sorts of nonsense

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?- too defensive. Bad attitude

15. Person you want to be? – someone tht I can present myself positively. To be there for whoever is in need of a listening ear no matter how busy I am.

16. Say something to the people who care for you!- Care me more! =)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you.

1-Jenna
2- Del
3- Jasmine
4- Swan
5- Jessica
6- Hui Ping
7- Yun Ru
8- Ivan
9- Weying
10- Adeline
; Who is #6 having a relationship with?-I dunno ;
Is #9 a male or female?-Female (My bestie fren! From primary till now… but she is busy =( );
#7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing?-they know one another i think;
How about #8 and #5?- friends
; What is #2 studying about?- Private studies under photography, video etc….
; When was the last time you talked to #3?- on one of the Friday
; What kind of music does #8 like?- I dunno, songs tht touched his heart!? ;p:!
; Does #1 have any siblings?- yes.; Will you woo #3?- pahaha! She’s a girl
; How about #7?- She’s my Bi Kong
; Is #4 single?- Yes
; What's #5's surname?-JessicA CHANWan Teng
; How about #10's?-Adeline Li;
#4's hobby?- her love is Basketball. But I guess it might changed to Floorball ba!?;
Do #5 and #9 get along? – They duno one another
; Does #2 study ?- yes she does =)
; Have you tried developing feelings about #8?- no.
; Where does #9 live?-Tanah Merah.
; Are #5 and 1# best friends?- eh, they are friends
; Does #7 like #2?- yes. we are part of team madness; How did you get to know #2?- through Bridge leader
; Does #1 have any pets?- Yes. Like just recent!; Is #7 the sexiest person in the world? – Not as sexy as me pahahah! JOKING!!! BUT my bikong is cute loL! =)-

People, if you see your name in my quiz, you should know what to do




FRIDAY!
Friday went to Bugis and katong for the conformation of de place so we can start shooting on tues and thurs
Something cropped up in the end....therefore a few changes needs to be changed

Went to Mount Faber Safra for my attachment.
2 classes i am suppose to handle...
6 o'clock class is 8 students ( it think) alot man!!!! i see thill i blur eh!...
Hahah! they are quite cheeky also....and loves to bargain!!! OMG LA!
SEcond, last class is those under down syndrome kids... 3 kids today.... 2 kids are very into their own world...very diff to handle.. the other one , a girl... swims quite well...is just tht she has diff in her hand...sigh! poor thing..

Went home....watch tv. study and went to sleep....*snore........ =)





SATURDAY
Woke up late 15 mins to 7!
I was suppose to wake up at 6 to get ready and leave at 6.30 lei!
Have 4 classes to coach today!
First class was a 40 plus lady who does not know how to swim. she was quite shy though.
Second class... 2 siblings came.... 1 dare not go its head all the way in... lOL!!!!
Third class... 4 kids ( 3 boys 1 girl ) 2 siblings also.. the girl very sexy eh! wear bikini! woot! loL!
their parents were complaining not sure where they have learnt to and changed many many coaches liao. i am the fourth coach . well i shall try my best oh! loL!
fourth class... 2 sisters came. elder one is 9 yrs old. younger on eis 3 1/2 years old...
the elder sis ter damn arrogant la...says she can swim this can swim tht ....argh! makes me unable to teach her younger sister so i gave her back to the previous coach! loL!>..
then came an indian boy...his likes swimming cna says he can swim! loL! but his afraid of puttin his head in the water! loL!!!! till when he drank a mouthful of water , he cried and throw temper! loL!!!.... then Joel cam over to help me...loL!!!!
Bathe liao went to have lunch with Joel. Went back cuz HErman wanted to talk to me....
then came this big size coach!..dunno his name ah but he not bad eh...but belly from wat i see ahahh!
Then inside the office gt 3 men 1 girl. i was like listening to their conversation. Shine says he likes BAhbah girls...then tht big size guy says he likes skinny girls...gt figure ma then hug liao not bad... lOL!!!...then shine was saying bahbah girls better! hug liao very comfy. gt extra hahaha!!!! i dunno if i wanna laugh or wat eh!!! then the guy says he bahbah already gt bahbah gf also no gd hahaha!!!!!wth la!!!
i guess i am not suppose to be in the conversation lo! tahah!

took train back home! damn tired! then rushed to have singing rehersals...havin performance on the 23rd september ans PASIR RIS RC LANTERN FESTIVAL! AHAHHA! SO HUANI LA!!! OKOK.....YA THEn went ta my grandma house and celebrate her birthday! May u win more more more money after comin back from Genting hor PoPo ! =)

Well...i shall just stop here...

TEAM MADNESS 29TH SEPTEMBER....
time not confirm yet cuz i am havin camp last day.
Place. At vivo city? or at TM? or where?
please make yourself free....! =)

I HAD A GREAT TIME COACHING THE KIDS TA SWIM!!!!

4 CLASSES STRAIGHT THE WHOLE MORNING WIHTOUT BREAKFAST!!!

iTS LIKE AS IF I AM FASTING AGGAGAG!!!


SHALL COME BACK AND BLOG SOMEMORE LTR.... =)

I cun forsee the way it is now!

I cun forsee wat the hell's goin on...

I cun eat in peace


I cun sleep in peace


I cun work in peace


I cun train in peace


I cun walk in peace


I cun shit in peace


I cun bathe in peace


I cun study in peace


I cun play in peace


I cun cry in peace


I cun


I cun


I just cun


when is it gonna stop the RIGHT way!?


Its so much hurtin than havin a relationship....


Please please....stop blaming one another
Please please PLEASE... TALK TO EACH OTHER IF YOUR HAVE TO....
ITS LIKE DISOWNING A FREN/ FAMILY...







I JUST CUN STOP CRYING EVERY SINGLE DAY

Friend are special.
We cun pick our family.and we are sorely limited in the number of them at any rate.
Society amd mores dictate we select a single mate.But our friends can be as diverse and infinite and de adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense,reflect the choice we make in life.

Like any other kind of love
Friendship can be lost in any of our lives due to neglect or anger,or somtimes, simply circumstances.
However, it is lost.
We often lose a part of ourselves that can never be recovered.



THE FOREVER FRIEND
On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, sisters of nature, sisters of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.




THE LOST AND FOUND
There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside apart
I am bleeding and
I am hurt
Like a wingless little bird

Then it turns dark
And for a moment
I see
The pain that was inside of me
And on a journey I embark

In search of answers
In search of truth
In search of understanding
In search of you

My guiding star in darkness
Like a little stream in the desert
Everything about you seems flawless
But that is what causes the hurt


Your perfect features do not belong to me
You do not deserve my chains
You need to live and see
What it means to be free

So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should fall one day
I'll guide you and be that little stream

So go and discover it all
And know that wherever you go
Whatever you do and might feel
The only thing you need to do is call







LOSING A PIECE OF MY SOUL
I came to you the hour
I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.


I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.


Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.


When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.


We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns


As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.


The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.

There was this once 2 fren saw sth. tht show this sth. both wanna have it. it was say tht bth will gt tht . instead this gt it. and nvr tell tht. then tht got to know tht this nvr tell tht. untill tititi told tht. tht was ********* cuz this is so ********** selfish by not telling tht tht this gt it.so is this fact the fact or was it a lie?