Friend are special.
We cun pick our family.and we are sorely limited in the number of them at any rate.
Society amd mores dictate we select a single mate.But our friends can be as diverse and infinite and de adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense,reflect the choice we make in life.

Like any other kind of love
Friendship can be lost in any of our lives due to neglect or anger,or somtimes, simply circumstances.
However, it is lost.
We often lose a part of ourselves that can never be recovered.



THE FOREVER FRIEND
On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, sisters of nature, sisters of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.




THE LOST AND FOUND
There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside apart
I am bleeding and
I am hurt
Like a wingless little bird

Then it turns dark
And for a moment
I see
The pain that was inside of me
And on a journey I embark

In search of answers
In search of truth
In search of understanding
In search of you

My guiding star in darkness
Like a little stream in the desert
Everything about you seems flawless
But that is what causes the hurt


Your perfect features do not belong to me
You do not deserve my chains
You need to live and see
What it means to be free

So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should fall one day
I'll guide you and be that little stream

So go and discover it all
And know that wherever you go
Whatever you do and might feel
The only thing you need to do is call







LOSING A PIECE OF MY SOUL
I came to you the hour
I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.


I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.


Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.


When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.


We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns


As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.


The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.