Recently,
i've been kinda slacking off after being booted out from the camp and the whole season...
Thinking alot lately...

and then another surprise came along.
Sth that i knew but was least expected for me.
which mean i have to buck up in order to be there..


i have nt know whats the best for to come in time because i can't forsee..
but to be able to forsee whats coming next,
i'll have to buck up to change the forsee from unforseen.

It'll be like 10 days to syg's birthday...

and i can't wait to celebrate with him.

Hope, i'll be given the time to spend his 20th birthday on his coming bookout..

we've been both busy with our own stuff..

His busy with his camp..

i'm busy with my studies, ccas' music yada yada...

that though we do at least meet up once a week for afew hours.

but quality time spent alone was not enough...

(sorry for being greedy... loL!!!)

These days should have been quite tensed for syg according to his entries...

as you know i'm quite dumb in guessing.

so i'm not quite sure wats it about.

but i'm sure that i can feel his not feeling quite right somewhere...

*syg, you have yet to share with me hor...

my ears are opened 24/7 for you to pricked it....*

so i'm waiting...

right

back to the topic...

this week will be another week of study.

so i'll be bucking my freaking ass and opening my freaking eyes off..

i hope, my eyes won't get to sleepy...

as it have always been... hohoho!