ITS JUST 4 DAYS TO OUR COMPETITION!
I'M NERVOUS...
tHere were still mistakes we made during our last training but....
NVM! we'll try our best on tuesday aite! champion or st runner up! so jiayo!..
so worried though...haha!
players got injured.....
* PLS! TAKE CARE! REST WELL!!!! COLLEGE EAST NETBALL PLAYERS!!!*

TEST is comin tuesday for sports science (practical)
and OFA is comin friday....
gan jiong! after competition study is all i have in mind...other than basketball and netball haha!!!!
will be going to KL for sports trip too!!! anxious! haha!

I missed seeing him...heh!
I missed talking to him long long cuz i would like him to be my best friend, someone i could turn to and to hold on to and to be loving him for as long as i could hold....
we might not be together now,but i'm making the best out of wat i can do....

( i don't know wats his thinking but i wld like to know form his heart)

i would like to know Hairi... =)
cuz it seems like your keeping it to yourself i think....

Back on track blogging again....
these few weeks had been very busy having lessons, trainings after skl...
damn tired...
Esp training....
COMPETITION is comin TUESDAY! wish us luck mian!!!
had loads of scolding injuries got into...

One thing that i am very disturbed and saddening about..
I kinda neglect my basketball training due to netball competition coming....
My coach understands...
but maybe because my appearance was not shown, some or 1 or afew things tht i had lame excuse that does not wanna go training...
I know wat i am doing and
I AM VERY SORRY FOR NEGLECTING THE TEAM aite....
i have not choice and it clashes with my trainings...
if where to be on alternate days....
i would not think twice and go for trainings (if not clashes)
But gotta understand...
put in my position and tell me how you feel if someone says this...:
" are you comin for training? aiyah, see your face u not goin wan la"
how would you feell...
i am not blaming anyone, i just want people to understand and feel how i feel...
its wat priorities that i have to do...
becuz of netball trainings...
i neglected my studies too...
everytime come home late....bathe, open book for 45 mins and i went touhing already...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWAN..

Had my birthday on a training day hah! training wasn't so tough either...

Miss Pam bought cake , thats nice of her..

Then maddness came! thats where the maddness starts.....

after training, they covered my eyes with my towel . made me SMELL, LICK AND BITE you know wat!?

G-STRING PAD! loL!! wth can!!

and when i opened the box!

its full of tissues, g-string pads, pantyliner and more pads and lotion and body spray and nail polish remover haha!!!! wth can!

Cause ADELINE, anqi, jessica bought g-string and stick on bra for me...

haha! nice of your. but its not a nice one okay!!!!!!!

But got sponsored for tissues and stuff, not bad ah. at least when i need tissue i can take from there..

this morning, my younger sis complained no packet tissue.. i said neh! i have tones in the box! take as many as you like! haha! damn funny!

After that, maddness made me carry that box without cover in the bus on the way home...

they came to my house, ordered canadian pizza, jing zhentou. etc etc....had a little left over though..haha!

sian.....

and ya, thts how it happened......

Days are busy now, training and studies...argh! tired...somemore, kneecap seems to be like dying giving way...i hope it does not b4 n after match loL!1...

Pissed with my second sis....

That good for nth arse!

she took my adidas yellow bag like for pass 4 mths . outcome! it look koyak!

black and abit tattered! my fav one ! and she "handled with care" this way!

so i said you owe me one...aite she says...

then she say she will get it on my bdae....

then (thick skin) i asked her where is my present. she said she's too busy to buy...

but in actual fact i guess she does not want to buy.

KNOW WHY!? I heard info from my younger sis that.

If i am willing to buy a handphone for her which is like $500 plus she will buy for me...

where is this such logic appeared to!? in her dictionary...

hell no for me...

first things first! she dirtied and did not handle with care for my bag.

second thing, she lost her previous handphone herself , why shld i get one damn expensive phone for her bdae!?

so unreasonable...

therefore, i am damn angry and pissed to talk to her or lecture her....

hack watever care she wants...i'm not gonna get it for her...she lost it, she wants a new phone she gets it herself whether or not she pesters my mum i dun care....

dun make me cho chok her pantat! =(

22nd! WhooO!!!! guess who's birthday is that!!!!

Other than MEEE!!!!

wei xiang's birthday too!!!=)

Wei xiang Happy Birthday!!!

I dun feel old, in fact i felt like as if i've gone back to younger days where i had my birthdays loL!!!!...

Swimming side boss sent me and email and Cc to my mum. My mum called me up and lectured me during skl perios saying i nvr send schedule etc etc...

I went home. checked email...kns!@@ he nonsense..

says my march and previous schedule has probs so follows his way of doin it.

But from what i compared and observe...Its the same as the previous guy tht sent and asked me to do .....Wat the xuete!!!!!!!

makes me boil!

then say i nvr bank in some student/ the student nvr pay money!

come on dude! they did pay if not why there was estrict mark over there! open your kuku nader eyes!

geeee!!! i shld have known when he opened leeways for me to work like changed from sat to sundays. I shld have said NO!....

then like tht i can spend time at hom on sundays having breakfast, lunch n dinner with my family.

AND because of this stupid job tht i do on sundays...

i have to leave house by 7!

so meaning no breakfast n lunch with my family!.

can you imagine, weekdays i wil be damn busy with skl work n cca's tht i come home late no having dinner with my family then!!! sunday also work! eat XUETE OKAY!!!

aite.... dun wanna kill my brain cells over such nonsense!

First week of school there was boredness without boos the first 2/3 days...

filled with happiness cause i have new friends...

filled with more happiness cause i played soccer with my classmates!!!!

hahaha!!!!

First few day of school , i was very noisey and kaypo in a noisey sense...

BUT!!! when its time to shutup i do shutup! haha!

Played Street soccer with my classmated like more than half went to play street soccer at the basketball court. By right, i thought we were played 1 whole full court only..!

Little did i know we end up using up all 3 courts ahah! FUNNY!

Had Telematch , Business won...Engineering was last place. heeeh!!!!

EIT got in third and AHS second.

Yeap. Had lunch then went to play street soccer with Wati and our classmates guys.... They are not bad i tell yar! haha!!! but coola they all... =)

It was nice of Shazali to help me with OFA cuz was away for telematch. But i had to buck up and study le! HOR WATI! =) HAHAH!!!!

MY BIRTHDAY IS CALLING ME SOON! LIKE LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!

I HAVE NO SHIT IDEA OF HOW AM I GONNA CELEBRATE IT...!

i HAVE birthday wishes/ PRESENTS!!!

WANA have a swim wear. Its something like bikini but its a swim wear! i think its speedo brand huh!!!>..

loL!!

tsk tsk.....

a camera! camera that can come out in strip or maybe like normal cam/ or canon cam isn't it better!!!!

hahaha!!!!!

i wanna celebrate with my FRIENDS!!!! and dog!!!!!!!! and FAMILY!!!! MADDNESS!!!!
i wan a take driving license...

i wana celebrate with HAIRI too.. =) hahah!!!!

i wanna slim down!!!!!!!

i wan a jacket!

i wan i wan i wan~

hahah!!!!!

i wana study hard!!!!

=)))))

lOL!!!!
so any things...

yet i dun feel like i've grown an older soon! cuz i feel as if i am 19 years old! as i will always be....

TRAINING ON WED WAS outrageous though i did not go for it..

i'm sorry.

But othe players are to turn up too rather than saying dun wanna turn up for training....

its sooo disencouraging...

yes, i know competition is still long but we need to be prepared and ready to maintain or championship...

A GOOD TEAM DOES NOT ONLY WITH THE HELP OF CAPTAIN N VICE-CAP.

BUT TO BE/ WORK AS A TEAM!

THAT shld be the way...

RAY and i got ticked off by YUNYUN that wednesday saying we were not doing our responsibility as a captainn vice -cap.

I shall say its sooo wrong. because ray and i had been cracking our brains on how to get the team together.....

team...please under stand this.....we need to work as a team so , we can play happily ain't taht right?

i do hope training will turn out fine from then onwards....

Had a tough day....

team building (amazing race)

up n down the skl under sun a hot day!

run and down in the the netball area and basketball n playing netball haha!!!!!

training in the evening....

dead gosh!

knee nearly gave way.....pooofff..>!!!!

yup but can still survive....

cuz...

i will survive! i wil survive! so will netball players!!!!!!!

aite...

tml lesson starts.....=))))))

off to rest my leg.....buai!

=)

Borithday is like 1 week to i reach young age! haaha!!!!!

young okay! i am still young!!!!!

=)))

First day of skl! has always been the bored ones!!!!!

cuz of dumb dumb kuku nadern talks...

but at least i have frens i know in my classs...

have WATI, LANDY, SHANE ETC ETC...AHAHA!!!!!

ANnd new friends i've made...

Ice breaking!...class was quiet...

i kinda made myself abit mischevious loL!!!>..

i cun help it lOL!!!!!

weee!!!!

class got abit shake up after that where we get to talk to one another...

but bonding not up to the max YET! lOL!!!>.

i hope it will in a few days time =) hhaha!!!!!!

training after that....

its not tired but its the chest tht i've just recovered made it so difficult for me to breathe......KNS! damn!!!!

oh wel.....

cca drive tml!!!! wee weaaaaa!!!!

bye bye....

I miss my sayang haha!

and him...=)

he must be washing eyes hor IM!!! =( LOl!

AT least i'm not cuz i'm faithful! haha!!!!!