13 April 2009!
ATTACHMENT STARTS!

Meet Jac early morning at 7.
Then took train and head down to Toa Payoh and went to look for the Schoool..
Apparently, we're early.
Sso we waited.
The moment they came....
meeting starts...
They introed us about the events tht are comin up.
Like the AYG ( Asian Youth Games) , which starts up in early July.
Meeting was damn draggy....
Sspeaking of which , there was only like 5 people there in the office.
Well, 3 out of 5 are friendly.
The rest were kinda stuck up.
By appeance and their body language.
i dunno wann asay much or judge people like tht yet...
so , we shall see.e........

14TH April 2009
since attachment starts late today at 2pm.
I head down to skl to take a book from Jessica , but she came later when i'm not around hahahah!1!
Performed for Showchoir, CCA drive.
We're having Mics probs.
The AVA peopple were sooo.... aiyer... i dun wanna say.
so end up we're sounded soft..
During our performance,
apart from sound wise....
we faced people making fun or us and mimicking us, throwing ice at us too....
aFTER the performance,
i saw tht group of people...
so purposely said out loud to Natri
" : natri, sigh~ dunno who huh those group of people kental sia...they make fun of us... huh throw ice also dun wanna admit they did it. and can still sit there after the whole show like as if it weren't them... sai, kental eh...
no face eh they.. "
Natri went saying somemore....
Cuz the guys know we're talking about them.. and they started making noise...
While me and natri went up the escalator...
Teha walked forward and approached them ...
we're afraid cuz they might whack her as she's a girl....
natri and i ran forward to them.
One of them say sorry.
the other one tried to say somemore and walked away.
And one babi satan! Stared at us....
and say... go la... why your still standing here...
and he doesn't want to go first cuz he would wan us to go first.
so the stared at Teha as if he was ready to beat her anytime. i block teha slightly..
scary sia tht satan~
Oh welll.....people like them wanna make trouble...
NONsense eh those reckless students~

Rushed down in a cab with Jac at Kallang.
AGAIN~ attended a meeting...
sigh~
it was cold too...
then rush down back to SIMEI ITE for netball training.
it's kinda sadded cuz i didn't manage to attend the first half of the training which is fitness....
I hope i ended earlier sia~
HAD dinner with coach and the team players..
Head home.... and here am i...
shagged....

Though shagged....
though tired...
though restless...
though "dying" but i'm still missing my syg...

missing him and cun wait to spend time with him as many as possible before he goes NS... =(
I'm so gonna miss him...
and i'm missing him...
Speaking about him going NS.
my coach asked me:" guys going NS not scared he not scared u breakup with him huh?"

april told her:" no, it won't happen."

coach said:" ok, for now... listen only.People says no it won't but end up breakup want. "

april told her:" for me, i won't do that. cuz i know i'm not tht kind of person."
" but sometimes, it might be the other way round . Where the guy will breakup with his girl cuz he has no trust in tht girl and afraid she cun wait... blablabla..."

Coach :" woah, you say till you sounded very professional hoh....."

April said:" no la, its i've been a victim once and would not want that to be happened again. It's becuz i know how its feels when someone is being dumped. so i wun do it to tht person."

Cuz i believe, what ever happens has a reason.
Whether or not, things has to be resolved the right way and not just shut it off....
Say in a relationship for example:
If because this couple is in alot of shit problems and quarrelling .
BEST solution is for a breakup.
I think it's stupid. Then why gt together in the first place.
The solution youo shld do is to talk.
talk things out....
Unless,,, really huh... Takboleh tahan.........with the each party's shit.... ok lo...
But if you really love that person very much, you'd stay on and perservre....

Ok la, Love doctor april is tired~!
hahahah!!!!
swine ! =)


Syg, i've been missing you every single seconds, minutes, hours...
and even during work and meetings...
shitting..
eating...
bathing..
walking...
sleeping...
changing...
training....(but must focuz on court, so i'm multi-tasking too you seee) ahahha!!!




Oh , btw~ remember the nike bag i wanted to get...
Na~~~ didn't want it anymore....
Lost interest at heart. -_*!

Staying at home the whole day.
Doin house chores trying to fix the damn com but failed.
Went for a jog under the little drizzle of cats and dogs.
feeling was great! first time having so much "sweat" on my face! hahah!
I though my day would be another stay at home day till sunday i get to see him due to his performance he had.
Then i received a texted from him to meet.
God, i was damn glad a text a sent by him.
Meet him up late at night for dinner at Tampines mall..
Things he told me he faced which was why he became to emo....

"Like a say.
do and be happy with what you have now.
certain things need to face realitively,
yes it might be too soon
it ruins everything for you
and plans had to put a setback
but tht's where you'll learn to re-adjust your plans.
It's hard i know , it's hard....
BUT! whatever the case...
stay strong and be a man ( like you always say )
Cause a woman will be by your side.....hahah!
waiting for you
NO MATTER WAT,
no matter what.
Cuz you won't be alone"
and

Baby I Lowe You alright~




*problem*
my home desktop is having problem not letting me to start and use.
Photos and minus one songs are gone! perlease!
don't scare me....
i guess....
i have lousy hands with computers....
saik!

FOR YOU...

Can I take a little time now,
to tell you how I feel,
sorry I drifted away.

I know I've been a little distant,
I guess I haven't been there for you,
so much that I need to say.
You should know.

I'm never gonna give up,
I wouldn't give in.
I promised you I'd love you through thick and thin.
And I just wanna stay in your arms.

Whenever I fall, you lift me up and you say,
there's no need to worry it will all be o.k.
Whenever I wonder off and I lose my way,
you always forgive me never turn me away.
This is true, and so I will be forever for you.

I know I've been a little selfish,
I've been a little cold and tired,
sorry I pushed us apart.
I should've let your love hold me,
I should've opened up inside,
instead of closing my heart.
Now I know.

And though I let you down you believed in me,
you lead me with your love and you made me see.
That I was meant to be in your arms.

I've been caught up in my darker days and too blind to see.
But you were always there to love me unconditionally.
I will never let you go, just hold on to me.
Let me love you faithfully through it all.


This is true, and so I will be forever for you.

TAMPINES MALL 1 !

Grand Opening!

Had netball training in the morning.

Met up with my mum and sis at Tampines for Lunch.

Then head down to Tampines Mall 1.

It's the first day of their opening and they are having sales.

The shop that i was elated to go to shop for was Uniqlo.

As you all know, it has been widely advertise.

But the saddest and furious part was we had to queue up.

Being the type tht does not like to wait actually has the patience to do so and queue but my mum dun want to.

So i carried a black face off to other shops...

Place was big and cold....

More of like vivo city but half it's size.

They have a rooftop where we can lepak.

So we took some pictures...

Erm, is this pose apProval by TYRA?

and we're in the toilet snapping

ya, i know she has slimmer face than i . =(

but i like my smile. hawhaw!

Retard faces

She wanna act cool~

haha! na, her fringe happens to fall...

too slippery already.

And after that, both my sis hav to go out.

I asked my mum if she wants to catch a movie.

Na ,she says.

So i'd watched alone.

watched Jackie chan movie cuz i like to watch action movies where they fight.

hah!

It's kinda lonely, but at least i get to watch a movie after so long since exams were over.

And she came home taking pictures from my phone...

I swear this is KONG FU ER'S FEEET!!!!!

mY DOG'S ARSE!

YA , we know we got your back~

See his fats on the gground haha!

He tries to show sympathy cuzhe peed in our house.

Without us knowing he was already inside when we got home...

Dumb sis of mine took this while i was resting.... think i didn't realise it in my phone eh.

Today was a long day.

Didn't sleep well last night.

So i had mini eyes.....

Attended Trainings.

Feeling lethargic but i did a few not bad scores though.

But also because i wasn't alert that i hurt my knee again.

Argh~

Then straight to Show Choir Rehersals.

Dance and dance and sing and dance...

made us feel exhausted despite the air-con tht wasn't on.

I had faces to face ...

I tried to feel u too but each time i opened my heart and ears to you.

there are times,

You kept it closed.

Kept in a secret.

I'd like to care and

hold on and

willlingly to uphold

the pains and news of yours

but you'd didn't want to thts why

i'm sadded and hurt.

Despite tht i couldn't see or hear you.

I'd like to feel or listen to your pains...

and complains.....

I do.

I do..

I doo...woo....

so please don't shove me aside. =((

EVERYTIME.

Everytime I think of you

I cry myself to sleep.

I think about all our memories,

And from that I cannot eat

Everytime I close my eyes

It feels like you're standing here.

But every time I open my eyes,

You seem not to be there

Everytime i lay on my bed

i think of the times we played wrestle

the time i pulled my pants up high to say "wait"

bt then i lost...

Everytime i look at the ceiling

i see no stars.....

cuz its just a ceiling.

but seeing stars eventhough without you

makes a difference.

Everytime in the morning

when I wake up

And I open up my eyes,

I feel an aching in my heart

That's when I realize.

Everytime how much I really miss you

And long to have you near.

My heart is filled with sadness,

And my eyes are filled with tears.

Everytime at different times throughout the day,

I find I'm missing you.

And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,

Maybe you miss me too.

I miss you in the shower,

Everytime when I'm all alone.

And when I want to hear your voice

I can't help it that I worry,

And I put you in my" prayers."

I think by now it's safe to say,

That I miss you very much,

And my heart will never be the same

Since it suffered Cupids touch.

My MONDAY serpia.....

Went down for netball training.

DId my normal runs...

Showered and head down for some floorball recuitement at Punggol Sec.

By right was Greendale sec...

Then they changed to by "LEFT".

hawhaw...

So ya...

we didn't do much la ..

its more of a CIP yeap.

Then head down to meet Teha cuz rehersal was cancelled...

Met up with her... told her about the things i missed...

sIGH.....

"Teha , you know what i mean ya? =( "

Saw my younger sis with a guy wooowahahah!

Then she joined us at Starbucks...

Its opened and its well furnished!and decorated!

more spacious inside....

one day must sit inside! hooohhoh!!!

We did some window shopping and guess wat i saw.... this NIKE BAG!...

*hint* hohoho! nice and spacious whor....

Right.

Got off home with my sis and watched TV.

Having CSI later! hehehe!

Ya, i just wanna say ....

i miss my syg...

though his busy filming ...shooting.....

snapping...

working out.....working.....

rehersing.....and his dumbdumb excuses of sleeping....

I still miss him.... =(

Yeah, this was wat i was talking about....

Finally, a pic of my sis....

which she doesn't wanna take! haha!

*grinning*

Argh!!!!

this emotion shows how much we misses our SYG....

Gotcha!

We're just trying to see how handsome we are if we're boys with mustache haha!

I know la~