~Wednesday~
Lessons was as per normal....Did my Flash which was supposed to hand in on FRIDAY! ARGH!
lots of things needs to be done within these 2 weeks...

Anyways....left skl around 5 plus head home, changed and went to meet Adeline to watch the PHILIPHINES VS BBAXN.
i shall say we were quite early la..hahah! Saw Yunyun and sat beside her together with her cousin.
Yesterdays' game was not as excitin as PHILIPHINES AGAINST SLINGERS...
But , it was sth i learnt la....the team bonding...etc etc..
See the way the TEAM PHILIPHINES passed their balls...they dun have to look at their team mates but just did a nice pass blindly eh! loL!....nice! Saw their formation of 'EAR' haha!
Swan , Jessica and Shwan came in after second half..
Swan was so sweet tht she gave the towel she bought for Alex...Alex straight away used it....AWwww....thts just so nice! wahahah!
Game ended....
Saw coach Gary....*misses* hahaha!!!!

Ever since SC BASKETBALL ENDED...
i missed seeing Coach Gary and Coach Yunyun ler....
NO MORE TRAINING LER MA! HAHAH!
k LA, let them rest...
We gave them too much high blood pressure already....
The more we gave them, the sooner they will turn white hair! ahhah!!!Oppss!!!

Seriously ah, when i see the Girls National Team trained yesterday... I was like...when can i continue training like tht? cuz i love it. =)
Without sports, without training...Life seems to be meaningless to me. I dunno why hahah!
I wish to be somewhere i am specialised / good at in a sport...but ... i seem to be wondering everywhere....
Its like a Big tiger never endin searching for food in a jungle.

And also, i have always been asking myself....
what can i do in future?
Where will i be?
Will i make give my parents a great disappointment...
I can study wan...
But i just cun seem to find wats the prob with....
Not tht i am giving excuse to cover up for being lazy...
Every quiries has an ans . NOT excuses...
Giving excuses meaning you'r not facing de facts...ahhah!
But thts wat i am sometimes/most of the time hahah!

Back to where i am just now....WE were waiting for Alex to come out. CUz swan wans to see him hahh!....
Alex even called her...she's my girl~ loL!
wahahh! we disturbed her the moment he left ahah!
Sat in COach Gary's car and head down to Simpang Bedok for supper ahahh!....
Talked lots of nonsense in the car and at simpang bedok...
While Yunyun , her bf and her cousin left b4 tht...

When to meet my friends , cuz they will be comin over to my house to stay for the night to finish the editing...
Lol! we were so gan jiong and exhausted.!! ahahh! there was an incident where i was dozing off while doin voice -over and talked sth about CARS?!! loL!!>..wth! ahhah!

Stayed up till 5 am in the mornin. Went to sleep for 3 hrs and get ready for skl....


~THURSDAY~

wENt for lessons...
In between there was a 4 hrs break...! slept throughout in the library.
Woke up, dunno whats wrg with me straigh away bad mood loL!!!>.hahah!
Body went numb every few minutes i slept bahahah!
Up for Flash class and continue doin my Flash Project...
Pei Shan cried all of a sudden becuz she had a terrible stomache....
(HOPE YOUR FEELING BETTER AFTER YOU REACHED HOME SHAN~!) =)
Lessons ended straight away went to meet Adeline, Hui Qin,Cheryl, Yunru,Swan and Yvonne...loL!
Talked loads of crap ah....
Talking about playing basketball after skl tml somemore ahhaha!!!!
The last time i played basketball was on Monday hahah! and tht was not enough! ahhah!!!
After tht, meeting my mum to see a specialist about my face....havin rashes and non-stop pimples...
Life so uneven for me....
I really envy ppl with great complexion and no pimples despite how much junk food they ate...(eg: my sisters! )


My mum is goin for her Physio too...
Damn worried about her back....
Had back problems yet wanna do heavy chores and stuff...
Plus on , some bad news tht was soo against my mum...so worried for her.....
(please bless my mum, tht nth will happened to her...
She may be hard on me,
she may be naggy,
she may be freaking irritating,
she may be the one quarrelling with me all time,
she may be the one sometimes i dislike..
But i still LOVE her...
cuz she will be the one bein there for me....*depends if i wanna speak up probs with her...)
She will be the one talkin to me about my future.
She will be the one worrying about me...

Well, my dad does worry too...But we nvr talked...
WE cld not talk to each other for even weeks/mths
Even if we spoke, it wld be little sentence or sth against me.
I just wish i had him as a best friend, doing things guys wld normally do...
I just wish he cld be a little out-spoken to me..
Sometimes, i see him disturbing both my sis....or talkin to them....
All i cld do was to sit aside and see....
Fell left out everytime...
Watever the case, his still my dad.. and i do love him too...



Hairi's sick. "hope you'll get well soon and play well for the match tml. =)"
"AND stop taking panadols! ...."


Right shall, not blog for now...the more i blog.
THe more it hurts...
sign off....