I had my day.

Tired though.

Went for SHOW CHOIR rehersal cause it's my responsibility and knowing i have to go.

We danced and sing for 3 hrs gosh! haha!

But too bad, 14th april i'm unable to perporm.

But still i am attended rehersals.

Knowing what i have to and do it. Though i have other things to do.

SEE,many people in our times ah ...

as in teenage lives has loads of things to do.

Some jaga diff kinds of sports at the same time.

Some with studies and sports.

Some with studies with sports with arts and work. blablabla....but yet they still can make things out of what they wan.

what is that called?

TIME MANAGEMENT.

Yes! come say it with me.

TIME MANAGEMENT.

I agree i have problems with time management too. esp during my ITE yr 1.

with sports and arts and studies.

tHAT MAkes me tire out sia.

But its what i do out of liking and ambition and achieving it.

Yes certain things may leads to fame.

But how does fame come about?

its doesn't come just like a *SNAP!*

It takes hardwork.

Tell me about american idols!

how did they achieved to such high results?

Its because of practise and hard work.

Some people do take things for granted.

Like my sister for instance;

wanted a psp so much , thinking that by having a JUST PASS result she'll get that.

FAT HOPE OK!

i always tell my friends around me.

Never be arrogant.

It doesn't mean u are there a moment you'll be there always...

But what will lead you there is your humbleness...

One of my friend who is a humble as that.

His name is Kamsani.

He can be known to alot of people being it in skl or outside.

But still his humble..

Why i said tht?

Well, let me tell you....

he may be busy with his side job outside...

his is this good to be a well known singer.

But still he come for choir rehersals despite his great vocals.

He never has this though:"aiyah, i sing soo well, even principal knows me, i work part time singing outside. why i still need to go for show choir? aiyah, no need la.. waste time"

he NEVER.

And if ever has anyone has this though being it wherever or what your doing.

I'm sorry to say this, you'll never get that far till u change your attitude towards that.

If you think i'm a bull in a shop, go ahead and think this way.

But you'll get loads of disagreements along the way if you think this way...

Like i say , chances do come once.

But choices of what you do comes many.

Doesn't mean ur on top and every body listens to you like your one GHANDI.

your even far from tht!

he may be skinny bonney but he has the heart and wisdom.

So yeah.

Readers , do bear in mind.

If your think i'm talking SHIT!

then too bad for you. =)

All i shall say is:

good luck with whatever freagging attitude you have. =)

may what god your praying BLESS you!

If no religion.Find one. =)

And speaking of religion.

Know.

some people are MAK PAK AYAm.

In the past generations, people will against mixed race being together.

NOW generation, some may disagree.

But

HALO!

It's not the fashion now adays!

dOES It mean to be in the same race leads to whatever your happy with now?

Yes, to some.

But, i believe eh,

tht no matter what religion or race i'm in

i'm happy with who i am with now.

Yes, there will be a big problem facing for me and my syg.

But tht shall be faced later.

Its not that we're running away from tht or anything.

Its what matters how we feel towards one another.

So, if a beagle dog falls in love with a labrador. they cannot be together becuz they are of diff breed.

Bullshit.

In the end, they still fuck and had puppies balls.

We all are humans.

we have eyes, nose, mouth, ears, hands and legs.

We breathe the same air.

We eat, sleep , shit, bathe, dance, rot, run, swim, sing, work, study.

But only of hormone system .

Apart from religion.

everything seems the same to me.

I was ever asked by people why do i ever fall for isk.

Then i asked back why would you fall for tht person too. ( but tht was of the same race)

tht person reply becuz of how he loved her and her character bla bla bla.

Does it shows how rich a person is so have to be with tht person.

If anyone were to be like tht.

i can tell u to go and die better off.

Cause being with someone who you loved,

makes you reliase tht its not what that person has or looks or have

makes you wanna be with tht person.

But it's how much you treasure tht person you are with , makes you adore tht person even more.

Self thoughts aside......

Met up with syg for dinner at Airport

And we had Popeye.

=)

I hope your chest will be of less thoughts for u after speaking so much.

I guess your thirsty. hahah! =)

~Loves~